See The Funny Little Clown
Kurt sighed , looking at the face in front of him.
The eyes that looked back at him , were so old ,yet the body they occupied was barley in his
teens.
"So much has he seen, so much has he felt " Kurt knew how he must feel, he saw it in the face, in
the eyes , all the horror and agony, the fear, the anger, locked deep down inside his heart "
There was a knock at the door, and Evan's head popped in " Hey hurry up dinner's ready"
"Be vight there " Kurt replied.
"Hey did you here about the dance coming up, I here it's gonna be awesome, you really should
go"Evan said delighted.
"Da, maybe!" Kurt smiled, thinking who would he go with. He turned to regard the cheerfully
smiling face of the boy across from him.
"It's only a mask" Kurt thought to himself, he ,could feel the boy's heart shred apart and die
When Evan had closed the door, and left, the boy's smile faded and shutting his eyes he cried
silently.
See the funny little clown , see him laughing as you walk by.
Everybody thinks he's happy cause you never see a tear in his eye.
No one knows he crying.
No one knows he's dying
On the inside Cause he's laughing on the outside
No one knows
Kurt sat watching the boy across from him, he understood the desperate loneliness that the other
one felt so plainly .
Outside his room came the sound of Jean and Scott, giggling softly as the went down to dinner
Kurt looked back at the face in front of him , he was wiping away the tears, the blue mutant
frowned would this boy ever know love , would somebody ever truly love him. He tried to smile
but he really didn't know the answer to that.
Kurt felt his heart tighten as he heard yet another voice go past his door ,
"Kitty" he whispered , he looked back at the forlorn face of the boy ,tears had started down his
face again, would he ever have to feel the sting of rejection and the pain of a broken heart .
See the funny little clown as he's hiding behind a smile .
They all think he's laughing but I know he's really crying all the while.
How his heart is aching
How his heart is breaking
on the inside but he keeps laughing on the outside
And know one knows
No one knows
"Hey Elf!" Logan's deep voice bellowed behind the door , chow's getting cold stop clowning
around .
Kurt sighed, "a clown that's what they see me as" he got up and turned to the boy.
No one knows
Pushing the chair in he inhaled deeply
Except for me
No one knows
because you see
Kurt gave a final glance to the one across from him, then forcing a big grin on his face for dinner .
He turned and walked away from the mirror.
I'm that funny little clown.
