A/N: The song is Lonelily by Daimen Rice and I love it so much, read the lyrics otherwise it kinda don't make sense, I also not sure if this is especially good and it's kinda worthless fluff but reviews are always ♥
Oh, also if you guys want a new chapter on Fariytal Gone Bad, I want more reviews
I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But a lonelily landed my waltz in her hands
In a way I felt you were leaving me
I was sure I wouldn't find you at home
Addison took a deep breath before stepping out of her car, Derek already at door to the trailer. She had been surprised when he had asked her to move into the trailer but her heart had been filled with hope and her mind flooded with images of small children hiding behind her legs she couldn't stop. Derek had been waiting for her outside the OR after she had lost her first patient at SGH with a cup of juju squeezing her hand and smiling at her ,Addison had expected him to leave any second but he stayed, talking to her. Talking kept her mind of her patient, a twenty something woman who was leaving behind a beautiful baby boy with bright blue eyes, then after sometime the question slipped in.
And
you let me down
Could have knocked off the evening
But you
lonelily let him push under your bone
You let me down
It's no
use deceiving
Neither of us wanna be alone
Derek had changed the sheets this morning, he didn't want Addison on the same sheets that Meredith at slept on. He felt worried about letting her in to his life again but he was relieved to have her with him again. Addison had broken his heart a little but it would be more broken if he hadn't let her in again. He chuckled slightly at Addison, standing in her heels outside her car, she looked so out of place but he thought she could like it here anyway.
You're
coming home
I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I
was lonelily looking for someone to hold
In a way I lost all I
believed in
And I never found myself so low
And you let me down
Addison sat awkwardly at the table; she almost felt like she was intruding on Derek's personal space but he had assured her it was fine. They had eaten a not to awkward dinner together, she couldn't remember the last time they did that. Suddenly Seattle didn't feel so bad after awhile, she could even like it some day. Derek looked at her, her hair was not straight nor curly today, and for the first time for a long time Derek saw that spark in her eye that used to be always present.
You
could've called if you'd needed
But you lonelily got yourself
locked instead
And you let me down
It's one thing being
cheated
But you took him all the way through your bed
And now
you're coming home
Derek looked at the rain hitting the ceiling window, he glanced to his left at Addison that had fallen asleep around 10 minutes ago. She lay almost as far away from him as possible, but he missed holding her. He draped his arms around her and pulling her to him to his chest, it felt like coming home. His arms fit perfectly around her, he buried his face in the crook of her neck inhaling her scent that he had missed so much.
"I love you" he whispered in her ear before falling asleep, he didn't sleep well alone. Addison smiled contently, she didn't sleep well alone either.
And
I'm trying to forgive
You're coming home
And I'm trying to
forget
You're coming
And I'm trying to move on
You're coming
home
And you haven't called yet
You're coming home
And I'm
trying to forgive
You're coming home
I'm just trying to
forget
You're coming
I'm trying to move on
You're coming
home
But you haven't called
You're coming home