A/N: So, this is my first PLL story. I really love the show, and I loved the reveal! And because I'm really fascinated by Spencer and also Troian, I decided to write something.
It's a little deep but all of my stories are really.
Also, whilst I'm on the topic of Troian, can I please ask that you check out her new movie which she spent 8 years working on, called Feed. It will become available on VOD and digital platforms on July 18th and it's based on her real struggles with anorexia. The fanbase is so incredibly proud of her.


DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN PLL OR THE CHARACTERS, JUST THE PLOT
TRIGGER WARNING: Self harm, suicide, gore, panic attacks


Everything goes white. All I see is white. The brightness, as odd as it is, doesn't hurt my eyes or make me squint involuntarily. I just stare until, as the seconds pass, the white begins to transform due to the tears that cloud my vision. Suddenly, I'm transported back into our old Physics class.

FLASHBACK
"Light is refracted when it enters the prism" Mr Holland, our AP Physics teacher says as he holds up a glass prism.

"The amount that each colour is refracted by varies which means that the light that leaves the prism is spread into different colours."

He places the prism down onto the end of his desk and makes his way to the front of the table, leaning on it gently and placing his now vacant hands into his pockets.

"Does anybody know the technical term for this? I'll be very impressed."

"Yes, Spencer?" he says, with a chuckle, before I even have a chance to acknowledge my hand in the air.

"Dispersion. It explains why we see the rainbow when it's rainy and sunny"

I always was smart. Even at 11 years old. I observe carefully as I watch the whiteness 'disperse' into the colours.


A/N: So, this is the first chapter. I was originally planning to put the whole thing as a one shot but I decided against it. It's short, but I really hope you enjoy it, feel free to leave feedback, I respond to all given!

Thank you so much!

~SibunaMockingjay