Hey guys! Wow everyone loved my story. I was only expecting 50 reviews but in the end I had 135! I know I am a geek. Anyways you know the story, this is just a continuation.
JPOv
Bella, I loved her, and I still do. I dream every night about how her soft lips were on mine. Also how much she was a friend to me, even though I always wanted more. Love, what a cruel thing. Damn it love, who needs it. Even though I think that, it still found me. It doesn't matter who tells me what or how long I stay away from her! I have avoided Bella and her children for five long and dreadful years.
Oh, I remember the last time I saw her. It was the worst goodbye, and the worst promise to be broken...
"Well Bella it's about time we all headed out." I faked a smile while I said these damned words.
"Not before we eat though, I'm starving." Embry thought this was a joke.
"No Now!" I yelled this, I couldn't stay here another minute.
"Jake what's the rush!?!" She screamed, everyone had their full attention on her now.
"Bella do you not realize how painful this is for me! I thought I could handle it but I cant! Your bloodsucker hasn't only brought one, but three more of his kinda to this world. I used to love you, and I still do, but it is not the same. I will visit a couple times every year, only for a short while."
"Jacob, you know nothing can change now, your going to have to deal with me the way I am." My Bella, the Bella I fell in love with, would have been crying by now, only the new Bella was tear free.
"Bella I am dealing with you, but if your so in love with him then it shouldn't matter how much I see you." I knew this was a lie, Bella didn't love me the way I did her, but she still wanted to see me.
"Your right, now leave, my children need sleep, and I need to hunt." I knew this was an excuse so she didn't kill me.
"Goodbye Bella" Goodbye love.
"Later Jake." If only she knew the truth.
With that I glanced at her and the babies one more time and was out of there. Unlike her, I could cry, and that was exactly what I was doing.
JPOV
That day should have been the last day I lived. It took every ounce of strength not to go see her. She didn't attempt to contact me, so why should I try, because I told her I would.
I punched my wall and made a hole in it. Shit, Billy would have kill me. AS if he could though. My father is getting to the point of death. I wish I could help him. Everyday I stayed the same, and he took another step toward heaven. This is how it must have been for Edward, when Bella was still my Bella.
"Jacob, come on." Sam shouted through the door.
Today was like every day. We had to protect La Push and everyone in it. Since the Cullen's left nothing major has happened, except a few vampire were looking for her no more than four months ago. Their names were Jane, Marcus, and Caius. They were strange bloodsuckers, way to calm and older.
I jumped out of my window and met the others. After seven hours we were done. I jumped on my bed making it crack a little. I felt something strange on my back and picked it up. It looked like a letter. Last time I saw one of these with that handwriting, it was heartbreaking. I opened it and knew who is was immediately.
Dear Jacob,
I can tell you already know who this is from. I thought I would give you an update after five years, since you have failed to visit. Our family is doing great. My son Jr. posses my power, yet he can hear every thought you've ever had, my daughter Elizabeth can see the future, just like Alice, and as for Bella, she can shape shift, its a strange power. Now the real reason for writing you is strange. It has been wonderful without you around. Every day it seems Bella forgets you more and more, as I thought. I was wrong the other day I saw her in front of the phone, debating on when to call you. It's sad, how she believes in you so much that she still believes you will visit soon. I can't be jealous of you, she doesn't love you like that. It's as if she has lost her brother. Jacob, I know it isn't like me, but can you come here soon, I was thinking for Christmas. It would be nice for her to see you on such an occasion.
P.S. Here are some pictures of the kids.
Sincerely,
Edward
I wanted so badly to rip this up, but once I layed eye's on the twins, I couldn't. They looked perfect, just liked their parents. I would have to think about this. It was almost an offer I couldn't refuse. I sighed and sat everything down. Today was a long day, and I needed my sleep.
EPOV
I signed my name and put his letter in the envelope. It almost killed me to do this, but it was killing Bella. I had to do this quick. I ran to the nearest post office and sent the letter. This was the point were I wished Jacob had e-mail.
A week later
Nothing, he still hasn't replied. Well isn't this odd.
I ran back home to find my twins coming back from their first day of school.
"How was it Jr.?"
"Oh daddy, we got to draw and everything! Our teacher is nice and pretty."
"How did you like it Elizabeth?" Bella asked taking their backpacks and setting them down.
"It was so much fun! Ms. Renee let me play house!"
I laughed and hugged her. Bella walked over to me when I sat her down and gave me a quick kiss.
"So my love how was your day in the study?"
"Oh, it was fun." I rolled my eyes and gave her a longer kiss.
"Ewwwwwww mommy and daddy are kissing, let's go eddy! We don't want cuties!" Elizabeth yelled as her and her brother ran to the play room.
"Now that the kids are gone can we do more?" I laughed kissing her hand.
"Later when they are in bed."
"I thought Alice was coming over tonight and you two were going hunting and then shopping." Everyone had their own house now, yet we all still lived next to each other, every house only fifteen feet apart. I could still hear their thoughts, it was disturbing sometimes.
"Well I think that can wait. I regret getting used to human blood. It seems like in the past four years I go shopping every week!"
"Bella calm down, just say, it's my turn to take you. How about a romantic night alone on the mountains?"
She hugged me tighter and breathed in my ear, " That sounds great."
Hours rolled by and it was time for Edward Jr. and Lynette to go to bed. I was thankful they could live normal lives, without the blood thirst. Tonight it was my turn to tuck in Elizabeth first. She was the longest, Jr. didn't like bedtime stories. Bella was next to me waiting to kiss her daughter good night when I finished the story. I laughed and kissed Elizabeth and went to tuck in Edward Jr.
I was done when Bella came to 'bed'. She snuggled into my chest and layed there. Tonight we said nothing but 'I love you' and 'kiss me', and other things like that. When I heard the kids wake up Bella and I rose slowly. Today seemed like an off day already.
"Bye Daddy and Mommy!" Edward Jr. yelled.
"See yous later!" Elizabeth sang.
This was hard to get used to. Today was their second say of school. Bella and I walked inside.
"I need to take a shower love." I handed Bella a towel before she finished.
"Okay, I'll be back soon, I need to run an errand."
I was at the post office in a matter of two minutes. I shook my head letting my hair fall into place.
Today was different, because today, I received a letter from Jacob.
Duh duh duh. I know I know. I am really tired sorry. It is 2:11 A.M. here and I have to see my boyfriend tomorrow!
Cin
