Disclaimer: I dont own bleach that belongs to Tite Kubo

This is my OC. The first i ever made.

I wanted to explore with him a little more. The basic plot is that he is a Soul Reaper from Hell.

Its going to be really good..just bare with me.

I took a couple of steps backwards until I fell against the ledge of the roof. I thought about jumping off, then I looked at the gun in my hand and put it to my head, I looked down then at the two bodies, I could see the eyes of the lives I just took. I started to breath hard, as I closed my eyes and put the barrel to my head. I looked at the jacket that lay next to the Sota, it only made my breath turn into gasps, as tears ran down my cheeks. "What have I done?" I thought. I quickly dropped the gun, took a deep breath, then looked over the edge of the roof again. "I want to die!" I slowly stood up and quickly sat back down. "Coward!" I panicked as I looked around. I picked up a piece of glass from the ground and quickly slit each wrist and laid there until I grew woozy.

Earlier that day

I had been talking about it for weeks. My initiation into the MOB gang, there were a few members in my school, and I was cool with all of them. They were always asking me the same question. "When you gon' get down?" I would brush it off, I mean I got too much to live for, I have a sister, she's all I got left and I wouldn't want to do anything that would jeopardize the time I have with her. But then I saw how the "Mobstas" were living, they had money beyond my comprehension, and I wanted it. I wanted it for my sister.

We were outside school when Sota asked me, "Ay, so you really talkin bout getting down wit tha MOB?"

"Yeah." I told him.

"I'm just lettin you know...this grown man business." Sota smiled. "Think you can handle it?"

I nodded. "Sure, you know I'm tough."

He laughed, "If you say so...alright meet me at tha spot at like 8:00 tonight. We'll tell you about the rest later." He walked off in his direction with the other Mobstas.

"Soon Rain, Soon you'll have it all." I thought to myself as I watched Sota walk off with the other Mobstas. I turned around to see my sister standing there, her lips pursed and her her hands on her hips.

"Brother, what were you talking to Sota about?" she asked.

"Oh," I chuckled uneasily. "Uhh, I was asking if he understood the problems that were on the board today."

"Really? Brother don't you dare lie to me." she told me sternly.

"Rain, I'm not I promise." At that moment my stomach formed a knot. I hated when I lied to my sister, and I just did it twice.

"What you hate the truth?" I joked around.

"Shut up," she laughed. "You're sooo not funny. You know you shouldn't talk to Sota, Mom told you about what he gets himself into and I don't want you mixed in that." She looked at me just in time to see me look away. "What?! Brother, are you trying to say.."

"No, well....kinda...I'm thinking about it." I saw the expression on her face, I didn't like it. "Hey," I grabbed her arm. "Don't worry about me. I'll be fine, because, I'm not going through with it just for you!" Damn, I lied again.

She smiled. "Oh, Thank you, Brother." We continued to walk down the street to our house. "It would hurt so much to know if you ever got hurt or something."

We stopped in front of our house. "I'll never hurt you Rain." I smiled and quickly turned around. "I'm off to work."

"Bye!" she called out. I watched her walk in the house. That was the last time I would see her again.

***

I looked down at my watch, it was a habit that had formed in the last 10 minutes, I was nervous, I had no clue of what tonight would bring. I didn't know what I was going to have to do for my initiation into the Mob, it could have variated from a fight to taking a life. I was ready to accept the task not looking back nor forward to the consequences. In the back of my head there was a voice or thought or whatever it was that told me to listen to my sister, to stop all this foolishness and just go home, be with her, and never speak of it again; but I wasn't going to listen to it, I had all ready made up my mind, I had came to far to back down, and plus, I was only doing this for her. I couldn't stop taping my foot on the ground, the sounds echoed down the empty street. I looked down at my black and white converse notice a scratch on the toe part. I cursed as I bent down trying to rub the smear or whatever it was.

Throughout the whole waiting process leading up to the Converse ordeal. I had the weirdest feeling like I was being watched. I took this time to be aware of my surroundings. As I looked around I saw a man, he was wearing a large olive green overcoat and some light brown pants. Weird choice of outfit for eighty degree weather. I paid him no mind, until I glanced up again and saw him looking at me. I glanced down again, hoping he didn't see me look at him. Suddenly, my heart jolted and started beating extra fast, I moved my eyes slowly up to see that man, standing right in front of me. I awkwardly got up, looking at the man, not knowing if he was sent by Sota, maybe this was my initiation.

I looked around with my eyes, keeping my head square with the man's. "What do you want?"

He said nothing, just smiled. "You'll be a fine addition."

"Oh, this is my initiation." I thought to myself. I looked behind me to see if Sota or any other Mob members were watching. "You know this is too easy, do I gotta..." I turned my head to see that the old man was gone. "beat...him...up." I walked a step forward looking for the man. No way he was that fast. I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Yo, you ready?" Sota asked.

"Damn, dawg, you scared me." I told him as I breathed a sigh of relief.

He chuckled, "Calm down man, Just relax. Follow me." He turned around and started walking down the street. "Nice job, wearing Mob colors." He told me noticing me wearing my black slim jeans and my tight white shirt. "Sats. is gonna like that."

"Uhh, thanks, who is Sats.?" I asked as I noticed his black jeans and his white thermal.

"This chapters leader, He runs the West side Mob, I see you thought that the Mob didn't have a leader, but if you think about it..thats how you know you are doing a good job. If no one knows, no one asks, right?"

"Uhh, yeah, I guess." I smiled awkwardly

I was still nervous. Like I had said I didn't know what tonight would bring and by the end of the night. I wished I would have stayed my ass at home.

We approached an alley way, with a door on the left building, he walked in first and I followed. It led to another narrow hallway which led to another narrow hallway, which led to stairs, finally winding do a open door, which in turn, contained another narrow hallway. I could hear talking. "This means we are getting close." I thought to myself. Sota led me to a door. He opened it, walked in, and I followed. "No going back now." There was a man with another man, both wearing white and black. They smiled at Sota and looked at me.

"Yo, This tha dude?" the bigger one asked.

"Yeah, it is." He looked at me. "This is Sats.."

"Yeah, Umm, Hi." I extended my hand. He smirked and looked at Sota. I immediately lowered my hand. "So," I swallowed air, it hurt my harshly dry throat. "What will I be doing? Rob a store? Kill a dude?"

"Haha, Anybody can 'Rob a store or Kill a dude'. To be a Mobsta you gotta prove your a G." Sats told me.

We walked out the room and back into the street, got into his car, and drove around a bit. It was a quiet car ride. We parked across the street from the store not far from where Sato and I live and we just waited.

"You see, You gotta prove that your down...down for whatever. So here is what we are going to do." He pulled a jacket from on the floor of the passenger side and placed it on his lap. Then he reached in the glove compartment and pulled out a gun, placing it in his belt. "The next girl that walks out that store, we are going to throw this jacket over her head and drag her to the roof of the next building."

I gulped. We waited until the next girl came out. I closed my eyes, thinking about what I was about to do. Thinking about what my life would be afterwards. Thinking about how this will help my sister. I closed my eyes and all I could see was my sister. I was awaken from my train of thought with a nudge. I opened my eyes to see Sota had gotten out the car along with Sats.

"Come on, we got one, she just came out and she's walking down the street!" Sota whispered.

I quickly got out the car and ran with Sota to catch up with Sats, who was no more than 3 feet behind the girl. "Ms, You dropped something." She looked down and quickly stopped and just as she turned around Sats quickly draped the jacket over her head and preceded to punch the girl in the face, she fell, he caught her. "Come on!" he Yelled towards us. We helped him with the girl and we drugged her up to the roof. I guess that Sats had knocked her out, she was motionless. My conscience was screaming out to me and I could hear my sister's voice in my ear screaming "Don't Do This!!"

But I didn't listen. About two floors up, she woke up. Soon enough, the muffled screams of the girl were in unison with my sister's pleads. Once we got to the roof, we stood her up, and I beat her under the instructions of Sats. I could hear her crying as she would fall and we grabbed her to pick her back up. After about 15 whole minutes of non-stop beating both voice's faded as Sats handed me the gun from his belt. He told me "Shoot her!" I gulped again. "God Forgive Me." I thought as I pointed the gun at her.

"Wait, Lets see her face first." Sato laughed. He walked over to the girl, punched her in the face, and grabbed at the jacket.

It fell.

I saw my Sister.

Both of our eyes widened at the sight of each other. She started to cry harder. "Oh, No, what have I done? It'll be okay. I promise." She shook her head. I reached for her. She moved back.

"I said shoot her." Sats ordered.

"No!"

He grabbed for his gun and pointed it at me. "Shoot her or I shoot you."

"Shoot me then."

He cocked it, looked at me then looked at my sister, then pointed the gun at her. "Shoot her or I shoot her, I don't think you understand man, somebody gon die tonight."

"No, no one is going to die tonight." I corrected.

BANG! BANG!

I fired two rounds hitting Sato and Sats. "Sis, lemme explain."

She shook her swollen head, she was bleeding badly, her lip was busted and her eyes were black. She shook her head and just ran away.

I took a couple of steps backwards until I fell against the ledge of the roof. I thought about jumping off, then I looked at the gun in my hand and put it to my head, I looked down then at the two bodies, I could see the eyes of the lives I just took. I started to breath hard, as I closed my eyes and put the barrel to my head. I looked at the jacket that lay next to the Sota, it only made my breath turn into gasps, as tears ran down my cheeks. "What have I done?" I thought. I quickly dropped the gun, took a deep breath, then looked over the edge of the roof again. "I want to die!" I slowly stood up and quickly sat back down. "Coward!" I panicked as I looked around. I picked up a piece of glass from the ground and quickly slit each wrist and laid there until I grew woozy.

Suddenly, giant blue doors with the torso's of skeletons appeared. They were so eerie. The left skeleton's face was covered in bandages and the right skeleton's face was the same. It looked like they were conjoined at the rib cage until that split open, reveling three golden buttons, that were connected to the the other button on the other side by golden chains, vertically going down on each side. As they opened the doors, a red light shone brightly. Last thing I remember was a seeing a giant blue arm holding something that pierced me through the center of my body, dragging me into the unknown.

Damn I should have stayed my ass at home!

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