Title: I Remember Her

Summary: A Raw Diva died and her girlfriend is saying goodbye. Pairing revealed at end.

Rating: T(for femslash)

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She stood in front of a crowd. Everybody who knew her came to say goodbye. She closed her eyes for a second, fighting away the tears as she started.

'I still can't believe she's gone. I still wake up every morning expecting her to walk out of the shower and make me get up. I still go to the gym everyday to train and spar with her. I still cook dinner for two instead of one.' Lisa Marie Varon said, while tears were forming in her eyes. She took a deep breath and continued.

'I remember when I first laid my eyes on this beautiful woman. I just thought she was hot and I wanted to get her in bed' she said with a slight smile, 'It was her who said she only did relationships and was in for the long run. That got me interested in her instead of her body. That is why I wanted to be with her. She never changed or was ashamed for who she was.'

Lisa took a little break as the tears were starting to fall from her eyes.

'Even though she was so confident, she was always uncertain of where she stood when we bagan dating. I remember after a show I walked into the lockerroom to see her come out of the shower. She seemed a little nervous, so I asked her what was wrong. She told me that she thought I loved her body more than her. I remember her looking at the floor like a five year old who had been scolded by her mother.' She said smiling through her tears 'I walked up to her and took her hands in my own and kneeled in front of her. I told her:

It's you who makes me want to wake up in the morning.
It's your beautiful brown eyes I want to drown into.
It's your smile that makes everything all better.
It's you who makes me feel complete when you're with me.'

Lisa took in another shaky breath as she continued.

'Now all of that is gone.' She didn't even try to stop the tears from falling anymore. Saying she lost everything she loved made it so real. 'I never took her for granted, because I knew exactly what I had.' Lisa turned away from everyone who came to the funeral and laid a single white rose on the wooden coffin. She thought back to that lifeshattering moment in her life.

Flashback

It was a Monday night. Right after Raw. Two women were in a car on a quiet road.. They were laughing. The one in the passenger seat was Lisa Marie Varon aka Victoria.

'I can't believe you actually dressed Randy up as a GIRL!' Lisa said.
'I still can't believe that he actually looked like a girl when I was done! I almost fell in love with him.' The other woman joked.
'Really? Were you going to leave me for that him? Or… her?' Lisa said playing along as the car stopped in front of a red light.
'Well you two do look alike.' The woman said as she pulled up.
Just as Lisa wanted to say something back, she felt something smash into her from her left and everything went dark.

She woke up a little while after and her left really hurt. On top of that, something was lying on top of her hurting her even more. When she looked up to see what it was, she saw her longtime girlfriend lying ontop of her looking lifeless.

'Baby? BABY! WAKE UP!!' she kept yelling while tears were falling from her eyes. She knew it wouldn't help, because deep down inside she already knew her girlfriend would never wake up again.

End Flashback

'Goodbye Candice Michelle Beckman. I love you and I'll miss you.'

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A/N: I fell in love with this pairing after I read WhereIveGone's What's Hers is Hers. I kept waiting on someone to write a fic about them, but nobody did! Please Review!