Thanks to Linn and Rena for helping me to come up with an idea for this FF. These are the thoughts of Niles and CC when they first met each other. It´s the evening after CC visited the mansion the first time and they are both alone in their room/appartment. I hope you like it and don´t forget to review :)

I don´t own the characters or anything but the story :)

Niles:

She´s so beautiful. And her smile, oh my god, she could kill me with that. The moment I opened the door she had me. She walked in like a shy girl, but I know there´s more in her. She wore this black blazer, which hugged her perfect curves perfectly, and an also black skirt which stopped right above her knees. She greeted me with a quiet `hello hello´ and we held eye contact for quite a time. Her pretty blue eyes. Blue like the sky. Blue like the sea.

I couldn´t keep my eyes of of her all day. It was a very hot day and all the time she went to the fan, her shoulderlong, brown hair flying in the wind. I could see how she was sweating.

When I brought her a glass of water, she smiled. Oh, how I wish to kiss her.

I was sad when she was gone. All the time I´m hoping to see her again, I can´t wait until tomorrow.

This had never happened to me before. All I can think about is her. When I close my eyes I see her. Damn, is there something like love at first sight? And could this happen to me? Did this happen to me?

It´s not just her look, it´s how she talks, the way she walks, the way she smiles.

It was so sweet when she touched Sarah´s pregnant belly. She was so happy, I bet she´d be a wonderful mother, wife.

If she has a boyfriend? Come on old butler, she´s so beautiful, how could any man resist? I think I don´t have a chance. Why should she fall in love with a butler, if she can have everybody?

I´m afraid of the fact that she could have a boyfriend, she´s all I need. It´s silly to think this after one day, but I know it´s going to be hard to see her every day for god knows how long.

Maybe I should just try to forget her, but how? I can´t be her friend, it would be too hard for me to be only a friend. Maybe I should try to be her enemie, this is way harder to live with at the moment, but I think after a long time it would be less pain than to be only a friend.

CC:

He´s so handsome. And his smile, oh my god he could kill me with that! The moment he opened the door for me he had me. His suit suited him perfectly. The way he said `good morning` with his deep voice, and the eye contact we spent after that made me shiver. His blue eyes. Blue like the sky, blue like the sea.

I adore the way he looked at me all the time, I wanted to look at him too, but I was too afraid to get caught by him. He smiled at me when he brought me a glass of water, oh how I wish I could kiss these lips.

I was so sad when I had to go. All the time I want to see him again. I can´t wait until tomorrow.

This had never happened to me before. All I can think about is him. When I close my eyes I see him. Damn, is there something like love at first sight? And could this happen to me? Did this happen to me?

When I touched Sarah´s pregnant belly, I suddenly wanted to build a family too. And somehow I imagined him as the father. I bet he´d be a wonderful father, husband.

If he has a girlfriend? And even if, I´m a Babcock, I´m not allowed to have a relationship with a servant. My mother would kill me.

I have to resist the need to be with him. I have to become his enemie. This won´t be as much pain as beeing a friend with him would.