"What Hurts The Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

He left when he found out that Sandy was pregnant. They didn't date or anything but she felt they were. She had loved him for the longest time.

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok

But that's not what gets me

Yeah right, she was never okay, she wanted him back so bad, she wanted him to give her a hug and say everything was going to be okay… that was never going to happen. But it would be so good if that one dream had come true in her life

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin' to do

Why couldn't Martin just realize that what he needed was right there? They had been closer than siblings. They barely kept anything from each other and it was wasted from one stupid mistake from Martin. What could have happened if none of that had happened? Would she and Martin have had the chance to be together?

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' It

Yeah right, she was still thinking about Martin everywhere she went, she didn't even like T-Bone let along love him.

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

Even seeing Mac upset her. It was hard thinking about her past. She regretted so much that she didn't do more to get Martin. If only she had said something to him.

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

He didn't see that she was trying to love him? He didn't even realize how far apart the two of them had grown. He probably didn't even care at all about her. He was probably lieing the whole time when she had though they were friends.

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Why couldn't he just understand what she felt? Why?

Not seeing that loving you

That's what I was trying to do

Is it time to give up hope?