His World


Eheheheh. Ignore this. ^^;; It was just playing around in my head and I don't think it makes any sense...

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I'm so confused.

I thought I knew what went on the The World. While I was in a coma, I was there, yet....I still do not understand.

It's funny. This is the first time in a long time I'm logging back into the world. Under a new name, though. My first character, the one which I met everyone with, Subaru, Bear, BT, Mimiru, Sora, Crim...plus countless others. It's...data was wiped. Yet...he was me. He was Tsukasa. Slightly bratty, but kind at heart, just wondering what was going on and trying to log out. Looking around the world, searching for answers, seeing that everything was so much better than the hell hole called life. He was me...but I wasn't even at my computer terminal to witness all the things he did. He felt pain in that world, real, physical pain. And I wonder...what would've happened to him, to me, if we did die in that world? No..his world. It was his world. It was the world he was born into, the world where he was created, where he felt true pain, where everything was as real to him as this world is to me.

But...he is no longer there. There is no screen telling me that my character Tsukasa is my only character next to two other empty slots that can be used for other characters I may wish to play. No. Now there is only an extra empty slot, labeled "Create Character".

What happened to him? I should know. He is me and I am him, yet not. For he is from there and I am from here.

Bear tells me that the character Tsukasa no longer roams the world, and if he does, he's hiding well. But it would be impossible for him to move without me, infront of a terminal or not.

I don't believe that. I think he's still there. I know Sora is still there, even though his character data was wiped too. Even though he is now in a coma in real life. Something tells me he is still there. And if he is still there, Tsukasa, my other me must be there as well.

And I'm going to find them.

But...I'm still so confused. I think, as I click onto the create character screen.

I have no idea what I'm getting myself into, yet I do. I have no proof that the data of the charcters Sora and Tsukasa may still exist, but I believe.

And, I want to know.

Is he really me?