The tears are dried on my cheeks, a quiet reminder of the sadness that over took me and the tears that I cried for myself and him.
I slipped away, every little heartbeat hurting and every little step tearing at my skin as I went further from him back to place were tears want to come.
"Rosalie, another long night, how was the party?"
He's smiling, cold and hard with my little dead sister on his arm, fresh from a honeymoon full of blood and death.
A smile too big, so big that my cheeks start to ache and within a moment I'm her, the old Rosalie careless and loved not the one that I am now, filled up with sorrow and forbidden love.
"Boring, but still it was a party."
"Hmm…I think we'll go with you tonight, all of us."
I was waiting for this, it had been months and months of leaving early and coming back late from my 'parties' but I was ready for this the very first day and I'm still ready.
"You'll be bored out of your minds, but whatever."
It was flawless; I followed the plan like the steps to a dance always with a smile on my face, my smile big and flashy.
But always there he was, laughing at me saying 'why don't you just tell them, Rose? I'll tear them to shreds if they even try and get you to stop seeing me, tell them.'
And always I say 'Jacob they can't know, it would hurt them and I can't do that, I just can't'
"Well, Rose lets have some fun."
"Yeah, fun."
It wasn't fun; well fun for the new me.
Clubs are the one thing I try to avoid at all costs; drunken people and I don't mix well.
But of course I had to act like it was my air, the sweaty people and the one liners when all I wanted to do was send every last one of them into a coma or worse.
"It's….lovely, Rose. Glad you're having fun."
Somehow I wish that every one of them would melt away and he would be standing there smiling at only me, no Edward, no Bella and no Emmett.
The forbidden love, the best kept secret or it used to be, He found out, yes you guessed right, the husband.
I knew why I didn't tell anyone mostly him, because I wasn't able to stand the hurt look in his eyes as he disappeared out the door and left me with tears.
"Rose, you ok?"
"I'm fine."
I'm fine, I'm fine I'm always fine and I'm always lying.
A little smile clinging to my lips trying not to fall, trying not to give up the big secret in the back of my head and trying to kept myself from coming out of this fake skin I'm wearing.
Then in that one moment, it all snapped into place and my head and lips finally relaxed.
"Emmett and I are getting a divorce and I'm getting married to Jacob Black."
The words came like water, rushing out finally free and while he was shaking with rage, here I was smiling, really smiling.
"I'm getting married to a werewolf."