Hey guys its Chelsea (: This is my first story so be easy on me. Please. Haha, Sonny and Chad are pretty much amazing so this is why I wrote it. But then again, who doesn't agree with me? (: Enjoy! Sonny's POV. Lots of fragments and stuff, just because that's how people think. Well that's how I think but whatever (:

It wasn't that I didn't like Chad, I just didn't think of him like that. Well, sometimes I did. Only when he was being nice. And that rarely happened. So that means I rarely like him more than a friend. Well maybe not rarely. Just most of the time. Not even most of the time… I guess, I liked him more than a friend. A lot. Who wouldn't? I had a thing for beautiful blue eyes and Chad fit the part perfectly. I wondered if he liked my boring brown ones. Boys always complimented them but I never believed it. I knew I would believe it when Chad complimented my eyes, if he ever did, cause Chad has no problem insulting me so when he compliments me on rare occasion, I believe them. And for the rest of the day after he compliments me, I can be pretty cocky.

"Sonny?" Tawni interrupted my thoughts.

"Hey Tawni." I smiled, softly. Tawni and I were closer.

"I've been calling your name for the last 5 minutes. I was getting ready to slap you…" I laughed but Tawni didn't. Oh dang, she was serious.

"Sorry. I was deep in thought."

"What were you thinking about?" Tawni asked, finally smiling. She sat next to me.

"Uh. Nothing of importance…"

"Sonny, you can trust me with anything. I promise." Tawni said, seriously.

"Well….I was thinking about Chad."

Tawni smiled the widest smile I've ever seen. "What about, Chad?"

"Just him in general. You know, how much of a jerk he is."

Tawni rolled her eyes and groaned. "Sonny."

"OKAY FINE! I WAS THINKING ABOUT HIM AND ME AND IF HE EVER ASKED ME OUT WHAT I WOULD SAY AND WHAT COULD HAPPEN NEXT YEAR AND TAWNI, IM SCARED!"

"Why are you scared?" Tawni asked.

"Because. Next year is the future and I've always been scared of change. The future is always change…"

"Don't be Sonny. The future doesn't scare me because I have So Random on my side. And I know I'll always have you guys in my life, cause we're a family. If we stick together, nothing can tear us apart. Not even something big, like the future."

Tawni was being surprisingly deep today. "You're right… I just… don't like change."

"Coming to So Random was change for you, right?" Tawni asked, surprised at how un-fearless I was being.

"Yes, but it was good change.""I know what your afraid of." Tawni said, smiling and squinting her eyes. "You need to finish stuff this year. Right?"

Tawni was exactly right. But she didn't know what I had to finish. "Yeah…"

"Go get 'em done Sonny." Tawni smiled. She knew what I had to finish.

I nodded and walked out of the So Random set into the Mackenzie Falls set.

They we're filming. Instead of interrupting like I usually did, I waited until they were done.

"Cut!" The director yelled. "Good job guys. Ten minute break."

Chad looked around and his eyes met mine. He raised an eyebrow.

I signaled for him to come over here. Chad walked over, so flawlessly and perfect. I wish I could be like that.

I scratched my head awkwardly as he came closer."Hey Sonny." He smiled, that beautiful smile.

"Hey Chad." I returned the smile, hoping he liked it as much as I liked his.

"What's wrong? You seem…awkward."

"Well, Tawni and I had a heart to heart talk. And we concluded that I was scared of New Years…"

"Why? it's a fresh start." He grinned.

My heart began to race. "Yeah, I know. I just need to finish things…"

"Finish….what?" Chad asked, skeptically.

"Chad Dylan Cooper, I like you. A lot. I know you don't feel the same and all so it doesn't even matter. Sorry for wasting your time." Before Chad said anything, I walked out of the Mackenzie Falls studio and began sprinting across the lot to the So Random studio.

When I got back, I looked in a mirror. My face was red, my eyes were watery, and I could feel--and see-- that my whole body was trembling.

I closed my eyes and began walking to my dressing room. A note was on my mirror from Tawni. I read it without picking it up.

Sonny,

Me and Zora went to the mall for a little publicity stuff. We tried to wait for you but Zora was getting impatient so we left. We both wanted to leave this letter to apologize. I know what you did, and I want you to get some rest. The first time I told a guy I liked him, I felt like dying.

Me and Zora love you.

Sincerely,

Tawni Hart

I smiled and put the letter down. I laid down on Tawni's super comfortable couch and stared at the ceiling. I regretted what I did. I began thinking about what Chad was thinking and my stomach began to hurt. I groaned and closed my eyes. I was scared about having dreams about Chad. Before I knew it I was a sleep.