i am sorry because it seemed that i have some grammatical errors and the intro is not good... this is my first story... hope you like it.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto... (how i wish i own it..)

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I had this strange feeling for her.

She is the one who I admire the most because she has all the characteristics every man wanted for a woman – Beautiful face, long silky blonde hair, the sweetest smile, the charming and tantalizing eyes, and a gorgeous body. In spite of these, she still has a strong personality, intelligence, super strength and a determined fighter within her. But how can she accept an old toad sage. I really can't win her over.

I can't win her over.

I can't win her over.

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Tsunade opened her office window in the Hokage Tower to see the sunshine and surprisingly, she saw Jiraiya upside down leaning on the ceiling.

"Good morning, Tsunade-hime," he greeted.

"What's so good in the morning", Tsunade replied.

"Why are you so mad at an early hour? It's bad 'because you'll have your face wrinkled."

"Shut up, you, ero-san. I don't have time to waste for just talking to you."

Jiraiya stopped for awhile and Tsunade broke the silence, "Shizune, kindly get me a cup of tea and another one for this white-haired man."

"Yes, master", Shizune replied. While she was getting a cup of tea, she passed by Jiraiya who has simply smiling because he didn't expect Tsunade's action to be like that. He continued to smile till he reached the Godaime's office.

"Tsunade-hime," he called. "I've told you. You can't resist me."

"Huh?!" Tsunade looked at him mystified. "Jiraiya, we need to talk."

"Anything, Tsunade-hime. Um…. You know, I've been admiring you for long. This is serious. Tsunade, I lo-"

"What?" Tsunade shouted. As Tsunade was telling him about what she wanted Jiraiya to do, Jiraiya whispered, "I love you, Tsunade".

"Jiraiya, are you listening to me?" she yelled. "I want you to continue your researches about the Akatsuki's. In accordance with it, I sent you and Hatake Kakashi in an S-rank Mission."

"What? Mission again? Aren't you killing me, Tsunade-hime? I've just returned from my last mission."

"No time for resting and some pleasures. This is for Naruto and KONOHA's sake."

(Silence)

A knock on the door startled the two. "Excuse me, here is your tea," Shizune said in a timid voice. "I've got some more work to do. I'll now leave you and just call me if you still need something."

(Silence again)

"Tsunade..." Jiraiya started. "I've done my decision. I'm accepting this mission since it's for KONOHA." Tsunade smiled and sipped some into her cup of tea. "And it's for you," Jiraiya murmured.

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Jiraiya sat at his roof and thought of what might happen to them. He might be gone for long and more time is wasted to let Tsunade know what he really feels.

"Ahem..." a familiar voice uttered. "Sorry to interrupt you but I guess it's time for us to go."

"Kakashi," Jiraiya said. "I yearn for her. I like her. I love her. I want her to be mine forever and ever but how can I tell her if our mission takes a lot of time and what if I was not able to get back here. How?"

Kakashi at that moment is reading his favorite book. "A letter for her! a dialogue from Kakashi's book " he exclaimed with a surprising voice. He continued what he is reading.

"You're right!" Jiraiya cried out with joy. "You're really a brilliant ninja. Thanks for giving me an idea. Just fetch me at home when it's time to go."

Kakashi stared at him differently and puzzled. But still, he continued to read his book.

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Jiraiya, then, started writing what he wanted to tell Tsunade. All his burdens inside and what he really feels for her.

"Sincerely yours," Jiraiya said as he wrote the last words to finish the letter. After sometime, he heard a knock on the door and quickly, he hid the letter under the table.

"It's me, Kakashi"

"Why?" Jiraiya asked.

"Shizune told me that the Godaime has another order for us. We need to go there right now."

"Okay. Let's go"

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"Okay,…" Tsunade said angrily. "I can't wait any longer. We waste more time waiting for those two white-haired man. I'll just see him in his place."

"I'll go with you," Shizune requested.

"No. I'll go there alone. I can handle myself, Shizune. I'll teach that old sage a lesson."

After saying that, she hurriedly jumped out of her window and with full speed, she reached Jiraiya's place in no time. She opened the door and found Jiraiya's home a mess.

"What the hell?" she shouted. "How can he live with this mess?"

Tsunade looked around and found a letter under the table. The said letter was addressed to her.

"To Tsunade-hime," she read. "I'm sorry for I can't tell this to you personally because I'm scared that you would just reject me and sent me out of your office.. I also thought that you must not take things seriously and disapprove my true feelings for you. I'm not even sure if you'll be able to read this because I can't think of a way to give it to you... blah...blah...blah I love you, Tsunade, with all my heart and soul. Hate me for this but I'll not stop loving you. If I died in my mission, I like you to read this to let you know what I really feel and I really meant of saying that I love you. When I'm gone, at least I've done my real mission in my life, telling you how much I love you, and loving you."

She was silent for a moment and read the last part. "I love you more than everything and nothing will never stop me from doing it. Sincerely yours, Jiraiya."

She was about to cry but for that moment but she hid her tears because she heard some footsteps towards the door. She was surprised to see Jiraiya and Kakashi in the door.

"Tsunade-hime," Jiraiya said approaching her. "Shizune said that you are here that's why we head back."

"Shut-up!" she shouted as she gave Jiraiya a very painful punch. She showed Jiraiya the letter and cried, "I don't like you. I hate you. There is no way that I'll feel the same as you… NO WAY"

NO WAY!!!
NO WAY!!!

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Preview: What might happen next to the broken-hearted Jiraiya? Will Kakashi and Shizune be able to help him befriend Tsunade again before they leave for a very long mission?