My name is Jade Andrews. I am a 7 year at Hogwarts. I am a normal girl with
a normal crush. But truthfully I think it is more than a crush. I like him
so much. I know he would never like me. Besides he's dating my best friend,
Jillian Roberts.
She's popular and pretty and everyone likes her. Not me. She always acts like I am her best friend when no one else is around. But when her more popular friends show up then forget me. I don't think I've already told you but here it goes. I like Harry Potter. He is so hot and nice. And I finally told Jillian that I liked him. You know what she said she said "I know I like him too."
I was so depressed though. Because she always has a boyfriend. No one has ever looked at me that way before. Always a "Best Girl Friend" but never Girl Friend. I know I should be more respectful because she's my best friend but still. I like him so much. I even pretend like we are married sometimes. It's a lot of fun.
I wish I was more like Jillian. Bouncy, Cheerful, popular, pretty, and everyone wants to be her friend. She chose me though. Out of anyone. If I was her I wouldn't waste time with someone like me.
But then again, I don't know what goes on in her mind. I know Harry goes around in her mind. Maybe they are even messing around. Who even knows? All I know is that I wish I was her and I know I never will be.
They say that "Those who love live." Does that mean that I am living? It seems as though I am dead, with all the times I have been ignored. Any ways, one day I was talking to Jillian when all of a sudden, Harry walks up and Jillian and he start making out for like 10 minutes. Finally, she turns around and says "Oh Harry, have you met Jade. She is my Best friend." He just rolled his eyes and said "What ever lets just go, baby." She said bye to me and went with him.
Later that day, she said she was really tired and needed to go to bed immediately. I said that I would be O.K and that she just needed to get her toothpaste out of my room first. She said ok and left. I noticed that she went the wrong way to our rooms and headed to Harry's room instead. Oh my god. I thought to myself. God, how I wished it was me going to his room. Shortly after, I went to bed.
The next morning, she was very excited and happy. I had no clue what had gotten into her. After that, we saw Harry. Together they had their daily make out session. It lasted longer than usual and then I realized what had gotten into her. Harry. She had been making out with him longer and longer each day. I rarely ever got to see her. I made me sad, and not just the fact that I was losing my best friend. I was losing all chances with Harry. She had him and I never would.
Regardless if Harry knew my name or not, I would never have him. Never! I walked straight into the bathroom and cried my heart out.
She's popular and pretty and everyone likes her. Not me. She always acts like I am her best friend when no one else is around. But when her more popular friends show up then forget me. I don't think I've already told you but here it goes. I like Harry Potter. He is so hot and nice. And I finally told Jillian that I liked him. You know what she said she said "I know I like him too."
I was so depressed though. Because she always has a boyfriend. No one has ever looked at me that way before. Always a "Best Girl Friend" but never Girl Friend. I know I should be more respectful because she's my best friend but still. I like him so much. I even pretend like we are married sometimes. It's a lot of fun.
I wish I was more like Jillian. Bouncy, Cheerful, popular, pretty, and everyone wants to be her friend. She chose me though. Out of anyone. If I was her I wouldn't waste time with someone like me.
But then again, I don't know what goes on in her mind. I know Harry goes around in her mind. Maybe they are even messing around. Who even knows? All I know is that I wish I was her and I know I never will be.
They say that "Those who love live." Does that mean that I am living? It seems as though I am dead, with all the times I have been ignored. Any ways, one day I was talking to Jillian when all of a sudden, Harry walks up and Jillian and he start making out for like 10 minutes. Finally, she turns around and says "Oh Harry, have you met Jade. She is my Best friend." He just rolled his eyes and said "What ever lets just go, baby." She said bye to me and went with him.
Later that day, she said she was really tired and needed to go to bed immediately. I said that I would be O.K and that she just needed to get her toothpaste out of my room first. She said ok and left. I noticed that she went the wrong way to our rooms and headed to Harry's room instead. Oh my god. I thought to myself. God, how I wished it was me going to his room. Shortly after, I went to bed.
The next morning, she was very excited and happy. I had no clue what had gotten into her. After that, we saw Harry. Together they had their daily make out session. It lasted longer than usual and then I realized what had gotten into her. Harry. She had been making out with him longer and longer each day. I rarely ever got to see her. I made me sad, and not just the fact that I was losing my best friend. I was losing all chances with Harry. She had him and I never would.
Regardless if Harry knew my name or not, I would never have him. Never! I walked straight into the bathroom and cried my heart out.