2014
there are times when I barely recognize you
and I'm sure that you feel the same way
watching me drown myself in women and pills,
anything I can do to help dull the pain
we failed to save Sam
this was always the plan
your brother and mine, their fates intertwined
you do your best to carry on,
but you will never be whole
now that your brother is gone
is this really the end of our story?
there is nothing left of my former glory
I'm faithless and I'm graceless
there is no way to repair this
you are my only family now
I can never return to my home
but even though I am useless now
I don't want to be alone
so I will stay here forever, by your side
even though I know we are all going to die
I'm a very different man now
and you have also changed, my friend
but I will never abandon you
I'll follow you until the very end