Author's Note: This is my first time writing something like this. I'm a huge fan of Robert Downey Jr. and I adore Jude Law. If they were a couple it'd be amazing I like to think. The idea of writing a homoerotic type of text came from the idea of their bond and other fans as well. Disclaimer: None of this is true. It is only fiction. Enjoy :)
These feelings I feel for him are constantly replaced by alcohol and dread. Everyday becomes a challenge as we work on movies together and stay friends. Jude is in his flat watching television, hoping the day will fade to tomorrow. I dial his number longing to hear his voice. The phone rings for what feels like eternity. "Hello?" Robert answers.
"Hi, it's Jude." Jude knows he shouldn't torment himself with the sound of his voice but he is drunk and in love.
"Oh. Hi, Judesie!" You can hear Robert getting up to go somewhere other than his bed. "But, um… You do realize it's one in the morning here." I obviously forgot.
"Yeah, but I've missed you. Never mind. I'm blissfully drunk at the moment." Jude laughs then soon hiccups.
"We'll talk when I get there, okay?" Robert says sadly.
"Fine. Bye." Jude hangs up quickly. He just wanted to sit in a ball and cry his heart out to the one guy he actually adored and loved. Robert must know there's something wrong. There's not many days when he sees' me in this state of defeat. Could it be possible that he can read me so well to the point he knows the truth of this…this…Lust? I don't think it'd be possible. It's not that I'm gay I just turned gay for him. Maybe that's what drove Sienna away. Once I met Robert we were together 24/7 unless he was with Susan. It's only June of 2009 and we're working on Sherlock and our personal lives. Jude knows he shouldn't interfere with Robert's life. Never wanting to feel this way leaves a heavy burden on I. He'd not only hurt himself emotionally but everyone.
Jude's phone starts ringing. "What the hell… At nine in the bloody morning. I'm especially not in the mood with a hangover. Hello?" Jude says angrily.
"Is this a bad time, Grumpy?" Robert asks. Dammit.
"No. I was just sleeping. It's not important to my health whatsoever." Jude says sarcastically.
"Sorry, Jude. It's just I'm at the airport and I've forgotten my way around. Come get me? Please?"