A/N: Here's a little one-shot for you... thinking about making it into a trilogy maybe? You guys can say if you want more or not. Pretty short, maybe even drabble length. I tried to be IC bt it's hard to do a feeding fic and be IC. This might be a bit OOC but I still hope you enjoy!
"Drink." He ordered stiffly. It was amazing how that one word could send Fai into a frenzy. Food. Drink. Now. Pleasure.The vampire in him hissed, Fai's stomach aching with desire.
No. Don't. Not Right. The real him retaliated, trying to fight back, trying to gain control. Fai opened his mouth to complain.
"If you refuse, it's fine. I'll just sit here bleeding." Damn. He really knew how to get to Fai. He couldn't just leave Kurogane there, bleeding. If the desire didn't take over the pain would.
He stood up and sighed, walking over to where Kurogane was sitting on the bed and perching himself next to him. He looked up and met his eyes. He flinched. Kurogane's eyes were red. Red eyes. The color of blood.
He tentitavely took Kurogane's arm and raised it, restraining the urge to begin drinking immediately, violently. He didn't want to hurt him.
Fai put his lips over the wound and began to drink.
The first thing he felt was pleasure. Pure, unadulterated pleasure coursed through his veins, making his brain hum as the blood went down. But the blood wasn't the only source of pleasure. He knew it wasn't.
He knew that as he was sucking and licking and doing all kinds of things to Kurogane's wound that he was secretly relishing the feeling of Kurogane's skin against his mouth, the proximity of the two of them.
Euphoria hazed his senses over and caught up in the absolute joy, he moaned.
And then there was disgust. Utter disgust with himself. This was wrong. He knew it, this was sick. But as he bore the mantra into his head he wasn't focusing on the blood. No, he was focusing on the warm feelings currently residing in his stomach. The feelings that were urging him to get closer to Kurogane, closer than he had ever been before. He wanted to touch him, to feel his lips against his own, to give himself completely over to him. To love him.
NO!he screamed in his head. NO! You'll only get hurt. He'll get hurt. You can't do this. You can't get close to him. STOP!
His thirst quenched, he licked the last few drops of blood from Kurogane's wrist, shivering at the scene playing out before him. He looked up into Kurogane's eyes, swimming with questions. Fear, rage and was that-?
No. He wouldn't love him. He didn't love him. This was normal. These feeling were utterly and completely normal. All they were, were lust and necessity. That's all. He needed Kurogane's blood to survive. It was totally natural, just Human Nature.
That's it. Fai hammered the word into his head, as he looked down into his lap, ashamed.
Human Nature.
Reviews are like blatantly obvious canon kurofai moments. They make me squeal and run to my computer to write. Pleeeease review!~~ Hyuu~!