This is the third time I'm posting this and I think I'm finally satisfied with it. But what you should know is that this is pure sap. So if you're not comfortable with something like that, don't read it. But if you're looking for a sappy-mushy kind of fic then go ahead. :)
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Monica and Chandler were laying in their bed. It was pretty late at night and they both couldn't sleep. Chandler was nervous because it was only 3 days before the wedding. He couldn't believe this was really happening. A couple of years ago he was a nobody, the only real girlfriends he had were Janice (annoying as hell), and Kathy (she cheated on him). Now he was here, engaged to this amazing woman. She was loving, carring, gentle, sweet and sooo beautiful. Everytime she merely touched him, his heart skipped a beat and he felt like crying. Tears of Joy. But the most important thing was that he loved her and she loved him. He still couldn't think of anything that would make HER love him. All he knew was that she chose him to spend the rest of her life with. And that was all that mattered. They would be together forever. And the most surprising part was that he wasn't even scared. Chandler the guy that had been more scared of commitment than anyone in the history of mankind was not afraid to just say 'Yes, I do.' A smile was forming on his face. And this smile belonged to her now. Monica.
On the other side of the bed Monica thought Chandler was asleep and she didn't want to wake him up so she just started wondering about the future. She too couldn't believe this was happening. She was finally happy after all the sadness like Richard who she thought was the one but turned out not to want children or Pete who she had loved too. She had kinda given up on love. But then Chandler turned out to be so much more than just a friend. He turned out to be everything she always wanted. She loved him so much that it hurt. Before all this started she never would've even considered thinking of him that way. He meant a lot to her and everything but that only was because he'd been her best friend who had always been there for her and the other way around it was the same. But now she couldn't believe how she could resist him and not let that happen earlier ''Wasted time!'', she thought. But now she was laying there beside him engaged to her best friend, her lover and her soulmate and she couldn't help but smile. Even a little tear made its way to her chin and dropped. The feeling she had in her stomach made her shiver. Those butterflies, this firework of happiness belonged to him. The love of her Life. Chandler.
Monica turned around in a way that made Chandler think she was sleeping. Now her face to his back. He breathed slowly which made her think he was asleep. She carefully rubbed his back with the back of her hand. ''Oh my love,'' she said starting to cry again ''do you really have any idea about how much I love you? And how much I hate the people that made us postpone falling in love and lose so much time?'' Chandler had been listening to her and her words made him even happier. He turned around and kissed her deeply but still soft and gentle with his hands buried in her hair and she started to kiss back and confidently rolled on top of him. The kiss lasted for like an eternity. When they broke apart, she snuggled into his chest like she never wanted him to let her go and he pulled her so close that even if she tried to escape she would fail. Their bodies were perfectly matching. It was like they were made for each other. After a while, Monica broke the silence. ''So I take it you listened? I´m sorry I didn't mean to wake you up.'' Chandler smiled and kissed her again. ''You didn´t wake me up. I was up thinking already. And even if you did this would be the best good morning ever,'' Chandler smiled one of his most beautiful smiles and looked deep into her eyes. Monica smiled back but turned serious ''You do know that, don´t you?'' Tears were filling her eyes again. ''I do know. But I gotta say it's just so hard to believe that someone like me would get so much love from someone like you,'' he said almost shyly. ''What do you mean?'' she asked. ''Well, there was Janice, who I loved and she left me. There was Kathy, who I loved and she cheated on me and I got over all that but I've never loved anyone as much as I love you. You showed me love in a way I've never experienced before. If I would lose your love I wouldn't be able get over it. I could never move on from you like I did from them. Because you are the one and only. You're it. And it's kinda hard for me to believe that you love me as much as I love you because, I mean, look at me and look at you. Why would you love me? This just doesn't quite make sense to me. It would be too good to be true,'' he explained almost sad. Monica started to laugh a little at how stupid he was. ''I can't believe you would think I'd ever do to you what they did. And I can tell you why I love you so much: You are sweet, kind, gentle, loving, caring and everything I'm looking for in the man that I love. And I do love you...so much. So much I can't explain it. Everytime you touch or even kiss me there's a firework inside me that drives me crazy. I love you. I love everything about you. The way you look, the way you kiss, oh my god I so love the way you kiss. No matter how sad I am it only takes one of your incredible kisses to make me feel good. I even love your scent. Why else do you think I put on one of your shirts when your gone? Because it's your scent that comforts me when you're not here by my side. Or your eyes, oh these gorgeus blue eyes. Every time your eyes meet mine I can see your love for me and our future together and it makes me feel like the happiest women in the world. And every day I'm falling more and more in love with you and I know this will never end. So if you really think I'm ever gonna hurt you, you are so wrong. How could I ever do that since it kills me when you're hurt. Or if you think I'd leave you. I'd only do that if I wanted torture myself because without you I couldn't breathe. And if you or anyone else doesn't believe in my love for you they just don't see something so obvious. Because I promised myself to always let you know how much I love you, how much I want you and how much I need you every single second of every day. Always. And it hurts so bad hearing you say that you don't believe in my love for you Chandler. Because out of everyone, you should know better by know you stupid, man!'' she started crying hard and just kept looking into Chandlers eyes. Some tears were filling his own, as well. The only thing he could say was: ''I love you Monica Geller.'' Monica was still crying ''And I love you Chandler Bing. Please believe me Because I do love you... so much and I can't stand knowing you would ever doubt that. Get it in your head! I love you. Only you. You and nobody else. Forever. Can't you just trust me?'' she cried. ''I do know now and I'm sorry I've upset you. I just never want to lose you ok?'' ''Ok. And don't you ever worry about that. Don't you ever doubt my love for you Chandler Bing. Because that's just stupid,'' she said calming down and kissing him deeply. After they parted, Monica layed down beside Chandler, pulling herself into his arms and taking his hand. She placed it on her heart. ''Now kiss me you idiot.'' He kissed her ever so gently and felt her heart starting to literally skip a beat. ''Wow!'' was all he could say. ''See? Only you can do that to me, Chandler. Only you. Now do you believe me?'' She said with a calm voice. ''I do know. And I love you, too. So much. More and more with every second that passes.'' She rolled on top of him, kissing him again with her hands roaming his body. After about a half hour of kissing, she turned to look at him ''Plus my love, you are so hot that it takes my breath away,'' she said with a grin. ''I am? Seriously?'' he asked surprised. ''Are you kidding? You're driving me nuts everytime I look at you,'' she said seductively trying to take his clothes off ''Am I sexier than Richard?'' He asked excitedly. ''Chandler!'' she playfully hit him ''Yes you are. So much sexier! As I said. You're driving me nuts,'' she smiled, trying to pick up where they left off but Chandler liked being called hot a little too much, apparently. ''Hotter than Pete?'' ''Who's pete?'' she continued kissing his neck. ''Even the time Pete worked out to be ultimate fighting champion?'' ''Pfff... Nothing compared to you,'' she stated smiling. ''Even hotter than-'' ''Stop it Chandler,'' she cut him off, ''Let me put it this way: To me, you're more attractive than anyone I've ever met,'' she said with a smile. ''Really?'' Chandler asked in disbelief. ''Chandler why can't you see that you're driving me crazy, right now? Why else would you think I can't stop kissing you even while I talk to you? I can't keep my hands off you and the fact that we're so in love makes you even sexier to me,'' she said sounding really honest. Chandler gave in and pulled her close, even lifted her up for a minute, making her laugh.
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After the sun started to rise, the couple layed hapilly there. Monica had her head on Chandler's bare chest, listening to his heartbeat. Without him knowing' she tried to feel his heart while she kissed him passionately like he did before and the same thing happened with him which made her even happier. She still couldn't believe he could be so stupid doubting her love for him in any way. As it was silent for while she looked up at him.
''Honey?''
''Yeah?'' he kissed her on the forehead.
''When you heard me talking before. You said you were thinking. What did you think about?''
''Well,'' he sat up, ''I thought about you and how surreal it all was that you picked me.''
She kinda knew something like that would be coming.
''My love. Love of my life. Can you tell me what I can do to prove to you how much I love you? Do you want me to do something, you know, special or drink fat like Ross almost did back when he was with Rachel? Because whatever it is, I will do it because there's nothing I want more than you knowing how much I love you. Because I do Chandler, I do.''
''Give me your forever,'' he stated.
''What do you mean?''
''By giving me your forever you're promising me to love me forever and be with me forever no matter what happens. That you'd be by my side forever.''
''Ok. Chandler Bing, I officially give you my forever,'' she declared, kissing him softly.
''Do you want me to write it down? Like a contract or something?''
''No, that's ok,'' he said laughing.
''Are you giving me yours Chandler?'' she asked after a few seconds of silence.
''Hmm?''
''I want your forever, too,'' she lightly kissed him on the lips.
''Alright. Monica Geller, I officially give you my forever,'' he said, flashing her that typical Chandler smile that she'd grown to adore.
They shared a deep kiss.
''I can't wait to be married to you,'' Monica said hapilly, moving closer to her future husband.
''Me too.''
''I'm gonna be Monica Bing... I love you Chandler Bing. So much that it hurts,'' she said, looking into his eyes.
''I love you too Monica.'' They smiled and kissed deeply.
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A/N: As I said before, pure sap! :D Now, if this fic has managed to put a smile on your face would you reward me with one as well? All you have to do for that is leaving a review with whatever you think and it'll make my day :)