Dear Diary,
i dont have much energy, i cant think straight and my entire body hurts... not to mention that im bleeding all over my back. i cant believe that they hurt me, what did i do to them? they wanted some information that i had. I wanted with all my heart to tell them but a little voice in my head told me that i shouldnt. that little voice kept me going, helping me keep my silence. well technically it wasnt silence as i was screaming but i didnt tell them what they wanted to know. I would tell you what they wanted to know but i cant in case this book falls into the wrong hands. If they find out the world could end and it would be all my fault.
Dear Diary,
it hurts so much and i want it to stop. There are scary creatures here and they make strange grunting noises. i think that might be how they communicate. I asked a man in some strange white robes where i was and he said that i was in Mordor. Unfortunately i know what that means. It means i am in Hell of Middle Earth. No wonder they keep me in so much pain- its their nature. I need to see if i can make some form of friendship with the orcs that guard my cell. Yes i know its a long shot but its better than nothing. seeing as i might end up going insane here if i do nothing i think it might be a start to me keeping my sanity. i have to find a way to stay normal otherwise i am never going to be the same. I think im going to be different when i leave here anyway.
Dear Diary,
they have been torturing me more now and sometimes the pain is so much that i cant bear it. i need to find a way to escape from here because i have no other hope of getting out of here. i dont know how im going to manage it... Another thing that i should probably mention is that the strange man in the white robes has been casting strange spells on me... and you know that little voice i told you about? its getting stronger and more powerful and i black out and its starting to freak me out.
Dear Diary,
Im starting to get blackouts. it feels like i start to slip away but all i can think about is to hold on because im scared about what could happen if i let go and relax. i get pain as they start and then i get dizzy and nauseus. im scared to let go and not concentrate because i dont know what will happen- i mean if i let go i could be letting my life, my sanity or my soul slip away from me and i cant afford to lose those. i think that in my current state of mind i should give you a name... maybe a male name... how about Logan? yes... i like that i think you do to.
Dear Logan,
its getting worse. im sure that i have to get out of here. it will take a while but i know that if i keep going it will happen. another thing... i know whats happening to me. the white robed man drugged me so i wouldnt fight him or any of the guards and he took me to a room with high black walls that appeared to be sharp. he told me his name was Saruman. Saruman told me that i have this ancient power inside of me. i cant remember all of what he said (thanks to being drugged) but i remember that he got very tense and nervous when i started to blackout i think he said somthing about 'The Pheonix'. if this Pheonix thing can scare him maybe i do have a really good chance of getting out of here