My poem of a life ...
a/n hey! so if you know my story's you know that i write a lot of poems and i love them so this is a story but its writing like a poem okay? lol um if your new to my story's check my other ones out i think you'll like them love you guys!
~ Aka the girl crying inside
JADES P.O.V
I wanna sleep away all my problems
all this bullshit
just everything
where i can control
there be no pain
no sadness
no depressing thoughts
no tears
no heartache
just happiness
ill be on cloud 9 forever
and never come down
like i did today...
i counted to 10
behind a door
and with every second
i counted
my heart broke
especially at 10
a million tears came
i couldn't breath
but i wouldn't break down in front of Vegas house
so i walked home
that's 5 miles
ugh but in my world
ill be forever smiling
instead of forever sad
my heart wouldn't hurt
from memories and people
wouldn't hurt me
time and time again
i wouldn't be so stupid!
i just be me...
the me i show people
not my cover
and people wouldn't care
or say anything
there be just music , dancing and just
people who i know
, love and trust
who wont hurt me EVER
but that will never happen
im stuck in a world
where people hurt me everyday
there's people who are happy and not depressed like stupid Vega
there's people who belong like beck the one who broke my heart
there's people who sink away from people and hide like Robbie and his stupid puppet Rex
there's people who are bubbly and annoying but are great friends like cat
there's people who have real talent like Andre
Then theirs me jade west
who feel empty inside
and are really not happy
and just wanna die ...