Disclaimer:I still don't own Twilight or New Moon.
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I haven't been able to sleep since my fight with Jake.The worst thing that could have happened to just did,he left me just like him.How am I going to get better if people just keep ripping holes in me.I feel like nothings right and I don't know what to do.Maybe it's time to get up and start another day then again why should I.There is nothing in the world to get up for.Charlie I thought and new I had to stay normal for him.
As I was getting up I head somthing funny.The floorbord in my room was starting to come up.Wonderful I wonder how long it's been like this.I bent down and stuck my finger under the bord and wiggled it.I don't know how long I was there but I know it must have been a good half hour.Then finally it came up and what I saw brought tears to my eyes.The pictures of Edward and I,The C.D that he made me,The plain tickets and a note somthing I never thought I would see again his writing.
Dear Bella I hope you never find this but at the same time I wish you will.When I left you and told you I didn't love you it was a lie.You should live a human life and die a human death.I love you so much their is nothing better for me than you.I hope we will someday meet agin.
From Edward I will always love you!
That was it I couldn't even cry.How stupid could I be of corse he loved me thats the reason he left.(As stupid as the reason was.)I don't know what to do it's like that was the missing peice of the puzzle and the world just started to live again.I have to find them.I think I know where they are or I know where I could go to find someone to tell me.Thats it I know what to do I have to start packing this is the time for me to save myself.I'm going to Alaska!
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