Dog
Silly me,
And my childish fantasies.
I thought I could sway his mind.
Like the loyal, kind and caring girl I am.
I just watched him from the sideline.
A peppy cheerleader, who barely knew the score.
I called his name and chanted,
Till my voice was cracked and sore.
My heart so full of love for him.
Wine ready to pour,
But rather then filling a cup for him,
It leaked upon the floor.
The loving looks they had for each other,
Ripped a hole right through me.
And that is when I realized,
The place I was meant to be.
The time I thought I spent,
Carefully buying time,
Was wasted all along.
I never stood a chance in making him mine.
Never in my life had I felt this way,
Disgust in myself, and blinding rage.
The whole time I spent swooning in his wake,
Was really only me,
Attempting to change fate.
Like a dog I waited,
Forever for him.
Loyal, loving, kind.
What a fool I was,
Only wasting time.
I wagged my tail and panted,
Throwing myself to him.
No wonder he never gave me the chance,
I was like a fucking dog to him.
If only I had realized,
What I was doing all along.
Maybe I wouldn't have paraded around,
And foolishly tagged along.
And now that I know the way I am,
It's so obvious to see.
The worthless piece of shit,
That I made myself to be.
If only had I realized,
maybe the girl he would have wanted
could have actually been me.
Yes it is an odd way to look at orihime's personality. Honestly, i don't think she could be like this but i was playing around. So don't unfairly judge just review!