Renesmee and Jacob Fanfiction:

*Renesmee*

I was tired of forks, tired of the scenery. Nothing but green forest or mucky weather.

I loved the people in forks my parents, my grandparents, my aunts and uncles, Jacob and so many more. But as I grew older I began to wonder about what else the world had to offer me. What was outside my sheltered forest life?

I knew Jacob had feelings for me but I began to question my own for him. Did I love him because he loved me, or were my feelings real? I couldn't help but question myself, I had nothing else to compare our realationship to, it's not like I've ever really dated, I'm not sure if I wanted to but still options are nice.

Even if I had a strong desire to date, whom would I go out with? Its not like I knew anyone, I was homeschooled by various members of my family.

I was pulled from my thoughts as my mom knocked on my bathroom door.

"May I come in Sweetheart?" She said as I heard her sigh at the door.

My earlier thoughts had made me forget that I was supposed to be curling my hair before my 20th birthday (12th technically) I looked in the mirror realizing I was half way done putting big bouncy curls into my hair.

Just then I realized my mom was still outside my bathroom door so I quickly responded, "Of Course." As I continued to stare at my reflection in my vanity, I heard her turn the knob to my door and then walk in.

She looked like she was trying to say something so I figured I would try to make her feel more at ease by asking, "What's up?"

She gave me a half smile as she began with her next statement, "Nessie…your father and I have been talking… and well." She looked down at her knuckles before she abruptly said, "Are you happy?"

I sighed I guess I should have expected the conversation sooner but know that it was here I didn't know what to say, so I figured I should avoid sugar coating things and try to put into words exactly how I felt.

"Confused is a better word, mom. I like my life but I feel like I'm living a routine. Hang out with Jake, family hunting trips, shopping with Alice, hang out with the pack" I paused waiting to see her reaction, when she said nothing I continued, "There's no adventure, no excitement, no new scenery unless there's a new mall open Alice wants to see. I want to see more of the world. I want to feel a temperature over 60 degrees and feel warm sand in between my toes. I want to go to a little eatery in Paris just to people watch. I want to interact with humans. I want to see their reactions to the world and witness their excitement." I stopped again before adding, "And I know how lucky I am to have a friend like Jake who's always there for me and loves me, I get it. But mom I want to see the world first, before I get into a relationship like that. Hell, I'd like to get a job and be part of the world for myself rather than as a Cullen or Jacob's girlfriend, but just for me. Is that crazy? Are you mad?"

She looked at me then and responded, "Sweetie of course not, finish getting ready for your party and we'll talk more later."

I agreed to do so and finished putting loose curls in my hair then moved onto makeup, I saw no need for foundation, I had close to perfect skin and there just wasn't a use for it. For my eye shadow I did a simple Smokey eye and a thick coat of mascara, with a coat of clear lip-gloss to finish off my makeup. As I was making my way to my walk in closet I noticed a Niemen Marcus box sitting on my bed with a note attached to it, "An early birthday present-love Alice." I giggled at her thoughtfulness and opened the box.

As expected the outfit was perfect. The box held a pair of black skinny jeans and a fitted white tank top along with a gold sequined blazer, with triangle green chevron earrings for accessories. After getting dressed I walked into my closet to retrieve my favorite red bottom Christian Louboutin closed toe black heels. As I looked in the mirror I had to admit I did feel older, I grabbed my gold iPhone 5s and a small black Louis Vuitton clutch and headed down the steps. I discovered a note from my mom and dad that said to meet them at the big house when I was ready, I looked at myself in the hallway mirror before driving my white Audi A5 to the ever so popular Cullen Mansion.

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