Okay, so. I don't own anything DragonAge related... I wish I did, but I don't.

This originally was a one shot but I decided to write more, though I didn't write out a huge sex scene in awesome detail because I'm not too good at it, so use your imgination. :D Happy reading.

Celene Hawke sat at her desk in her estate trying hard to focus her emerald green eyes on the papers in front of her. She sighed, leaning back on the chair that was a little too comfortable for her to not fall asleep in. Yawning, Celene closed her eyes only to open them again to the sound of a knock. Rozo her dog started barking up a storm as he laid lazily across the rug in front of the fireplace in her study.

"Now who could that be at this time of night... I swear to the Maker if it's Isabel I'll sick you on her" Celene grumbled shooting a glance at Rozo who barked happily.

Celene sighed getting up out of her chair, she had just gotten back a few hours ago from helping Fenris take care of his old tormentor, Hadriana. She was tired and not in the mood to deal with anyone, not to mention worried to the makers end about Fenris. He wasn't in the mansion earlier when Celene checked before coming home. Which meant he was either in the Hanged man with Varric drinking a few rounds, (that always ended up in a huge discussion about her), or walking along the docks staring in the water. She had an urge to go and find him but after all that happened today her better judgement won out. Celene made her way to the front of the house, one of the servants had already let the visitor in angrily he walked to her.

"Fenris?" Celene questioned as the white haired elf glared at her with his golden green eyes.

"I have been thinking of you, in fact I've been unable to think of little else" he stood in front of her glaring at Celene was determination in his eyes. "Command me to go and I shall" he spoke harshly with a hint of shyness in his voice.

Celene shook her head as a million thoughts ran through her head, Fenris cupped her face with one hand and rested the other on the back of her head kissing her passionately with a sense of urgency. Celene moaned softly pivoting her hips moving her feet quickly changing positions and slamming Fenris against the wall kissing him back. Fenris gasped as Celene nibbled on his neck. He wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her closer against him as she bit into his neck. Celene pulled away and looked into Fenris's eyes smiling. His eyes softened and he kissed her again entangling his fingers with hers. She pulled him towards the living room blushing deeply as he followed her quietly. Celene turned and kissed him again in front of the fire before smiling and running up the stairs. Fenris followed her smirking as she led him to her bedroom. He entered the room and shut the door behind him.

Hours later.

Fenris stood next to Celene's bed pulling his armor back on, covering the large part of his white tattoos. He sighed softly and looked over at Celene who slept peacefully entangled in her sheets. Fenris walked over to the fireplace and stared into the dimming flames trying to remember what he saw while he slept with her in his arms. Faces of elves... Of mages... That's all, no names nothing else, Fenris slammed his fist against the fireplace in frustration. Celene stirred but did not wake yet. The troubled elf glanced over at her and whispered to himself.

"She deserves better than this."

He could not bring himself to leave her though, stood and waited staring into the embers. Celene stirred again opening her eyes and looking next to her, seeing the empty bed she looked up to see Fenris at the fireplace.

"Was it that bad?" Celene asked half-jokingly.

"I'm sorry, it's not... It was fine... No that is insufficient. It was better than anything I could of dreamed" He explained softly

"Is it your markings, do they hurt?" Celene asked sitting up looking at him with concern.

"No, it's not that. I started remembering things, from my life before. Just flashes. It's too much... This is too fast, I... Cannot do this" Fenris explained frustrated.

"We can work through this." Celene said softly.

"I'm sorry I feel like such a fool. All I wanted was to be happy." He explained sadly turning away from her a little. "Just for a little while... Forgive me." he said almost pleadingly as he walked out of the room.

Celene watched him go sadly and confused. She sighed defeat lying on her back looking at her ceiling.

"I forgive you Fenris..." Celene said to herself.