Where did I go wrong?
Disclaimer: I don't own Winx Club.
Diaspro wrinkled up the magazine in her hands and tossed it harded than needed into a nearby trash can. The girl was about to blow her lid. She sat down on a chair and put her head in her hands.
"I swear if I hear how wonderful Princess Bloom is, I might just- urg!"
Why had Sky picked Bloom over me? That was the question that haunted her day in and out. Just when she began successfully started to find herself and place the events in the past. Something like this came up and undid everything in a flash.
How can you move on when the past keeps haunting you? When you have no place to hide from it? Forced to never forget it. But the worst part if feeling powerless with no hope of escaping.
Ever since that Bloom had showed up things had fallen down hill for Diaspro. But she couldn't say that it all was Bloom's fault, she was to blame for some of it. Jealousy was an addictive and dangerous thing.
But how could she not? She had dreams, hopes just like anyone else. But she had given them all up when she was selected to marry Sky. She had decade nearly her entire life to learning and training. So that one day she could marry him and help govern his planet. And live out her happily ever after. Now what did she have left to show for it all.
She lost so much; friends, family, freedom, a chance for a normal childhood. Things she could never regain or have the experience of doing. She didn't even know how to do something as common as ride a bike. All she had held so dear had been taken from her the moment Sky had laid eyes on Bloom.
As strange as it was, Diaspro could never find it in her heart to blame Sky. It wasn't his fault, so why even try to place blame where it wasn't. Sky had always meant a great deal to her, he was a great person who was meant for greatness.
Bloom on the other hand, Diaspro could easily blame till the fire stopped burning. Why did Sky love a person like that? The first time they had met, she had been accused by Bloom of being a member of the Trix. Attacked and made a fool of before many- more importantly Sky. It was because of her she had lost Sky.
And that hurt. How could the universe call her a hero when she had done something like this? Ruined someone's life.
Diaspro whipped away a few dry tears, causally she walked to the trash can and genteelly picked the magazine up. She placed the papers on her lap and smoothed it out. Only to see a photo of Bloom and Sky hugging and smiling, with a headline reading 'Magix's hottest couple'. Oh how it made her heart ache.
Feeling more emotional than ever, Diaspro cried until she all of her tears where gone and her face was red. "Someday Sky," She began, her voice was shaky. "We will be together."
With that she ripped the page in half and let the lose part fall to the floor. Bang! Her foot hit the paper and squashed it. She looked at the photo now, it was just Sky. Bloom was gone. Just like how it should be.
Diaspro began to pull herself together despite her red face and vowed. "You will pay Bloom." And pay she would.