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NO P.O.V It's been 3 Months since S.S.A. Emily Prentiss returned from the dead. In those 3 months S.S.A Jennifer Jareau's life has been living hell.

JJ P.O.V

I dread getting up this morning. The feeling I get waking up to go to work used to be one of pride, but now its one of worry. My boyfriend and father of my son Henry, is laying beside me. My body hurts from the beating he gave me last night. It's 5:30. I walk to my bathroom ,careful not to wake him up, and get in the shower.

I get dressed and apply make up to the bruise on my face. When I get down stairs Henry and will are eating breakfast.

"Mommy", Henry squeels.

"Morning baby," I say .

"Morning Cher" I hear Will say.

"Morning Will" I look at him with a plastered smile, "Iove u boys. I'm heading to work now."

I get in the car and head to work. I didn't realize I was there until I heard the Elevator signal. When I got to my floor I looked at the doors. Today was going to be a log day

Emily notifies me that we have a case. She's nice to me when we talk, but we rarely have a talk or hang out anymore.

The briefing went by fast. I called will and told him that I would be on a case.

I'm the first person on the plane. I go to the far back Corner, plug in my head phones and sleep. I wake before the plane lands ,when Hotch tells everyone to go to sleep at the hotel. I share a room with Emily and Penelope. Fuck.

When I get in the room I immediately take my clothing off, Em's in the bathroom, before they can watch me come out. Penelope opens the door as soon as I take of my shirt and pants.

I'm skinnier than I used to be. There a bruises all over my body from where Will hit me.

"Omg, Jayje what happened?

"Will"

"Are you alright. "

"No I'm not alright, and why do you care now when I needed my best friends the most she not there. I slip into running shorts and tank top, and running shoes.

". Where are you going" I hear Emily ask from behind me.

"Out for a run where I hope I get hit by a car! " I scream.

When I open the door the team it standing there with anger and tears on there Faces as the look me up and down.

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