Fix a Heart

Summary: One simply does not just go falling in love with someone from a different clique in high school; it was a rule that everyone followed and no one talked about. So, why was he finding himself falling for the bad boy?

Pairing: Kogan

Rating: T; might change. I haven't decided yet.

Warning (?): Bullying, name calling, maybe self harm (I promise if there's any, I will warn you beforehand).

Disclaimer: I do not own BTR or anything recognizable. I only own the plot and any OCs that may be added.

A/N: Alright, I actually have one more chapter of Make You Mine to go, but it might take a while to get that up because I want to try and make it longer than any other chapter and it'll take a while to think of more ideas of the chapter. So, while you're waiting for that: here's a new story. I promise that I'll finish that as soon as possible, though.

Um, I want to thank the people that voted for my next story. It helped with choosing and I hope you all agree that it was the right decision. But I honestly thought that people would have chose Popstar or Teacher/student instead of this one and FWB. But I'm a little glad, because I like the concept for this story.

So, with that… Here ya go! :D

Chapter One.

Logan Mitchell was never someone to look up to. Well, sure he had the highest grades in the senior class…or the whole school system, for that matter. But there were things that even the closest people to him didn't know about. But that didn't seem to be a problem for any of the jocks or bullies of any school that Logan went to. Somehow, someway, Logan Mitchell's deepest secrets always ended up being revealed. And in order to keep his parents from finding out, he always managed to beg them into moving to a new school, or transfer to a new school that was in the district.

And this school wasn't any different. The difference with this school, however, was the fact that it was a lot bigger than the other schools that he had went to; which meant that there were a lot more people that knew his secret, and a lot more ways for his parents to find out his secrets.

His biggest secret, the one that would most definitely make his parents hate him, was the fact that he was gay. It was no secret to Logan that his parents were homophobic, and made comments on any type of homophobic acts that they saw; which only made Logan that much more scared to tell them the truth.

So, each time his schools somehow managed to find out, Logan ran home and begged his parents to move to a new school so he could start anew and not worry about his parents finding out about it.

But like the difference in school size, his parents' decision was different also. The hours upon hours of begging that Logan did, did no justice on the answers that he had received. Each and every time that he asked, it was always: No, we've spent enough time moving you from school to school and not enough on your grades. And of course his parents were more concerned about his grades rather than his high school social life.

Monday morning, the day after winter break, Logan found himself walking through the front doors of the high school, head down and hands shoved in his pockets. The bell had already rung, Logan purposefully decided that he wanted to wait outside of the high school before walking in the halls, that way he could avoid any confrontation from the bullies as long as possible.

He had been paying attention on not stepping on any cracks in the linoleum on the floor to notice where he was going and as soon as he got twenty squares into the school, he ran into someone, causing both of them to crash on the floor and whatever the other person was holding to spread out across the hallway.

Upon looking up to see just who he had run into, Logan noticed the tight jeans that was clinging to the guys legs, the flannel shirt that was worn over and white tee shirt and then his gaze landed on the guys face. The guy was wearing a beanie that unsuccessfully hid the bed head that the person no doubt had and it was halfway falling off the guys head.

If Logan was being completely honest, the guy was definitely the most gorgeous person that he had ever seen. And that was pretty hard to say, since he goes to school with James Diamond – The Face. The Face was a name that everyone developed for him since he lost all the weight that he did during middle school and turned into the irresistible male that he was now.

"Oh, gosh!" Logan exclaimed, pushing himself up of the ground and onto his knees to start picking up the guys stuff. "I am so sorry! I should be paying attention to where I'm going!"

The sound of the guy chuckling brought Logan's face to snap back towards the guy's face, where dimples were adorned on the guy's face as he smiled. Logan felt his face heat up, no doubt from the mixture of being laughed at and the fact that he was in the presence of this guy.

"Don't worry about it" The guy waved it off as he quickly grabbed his stuff from Logan's now outstretched hand and started to stand up.

"I, uh, I-" Logan stopped himself from continuing as his eyes looked into emerald eyes. He froze for a second before he remembered what he had been hurrying for and looked down to notice the time on his watch. "B-bye!"

With that, Logan was running passed the guy and down the hall, in the direction of his first period class.

XxX

James Diamond wasn't just known as The Face, but also as the guy that every girl wanted and every guy wanted to be. He'd been rumored to sleep with a couple guys that were straight and successfully turn him bi – or completely gay. And the fact that Kendall (the guy that Logan ran into that same morning) was a close second to everyone that had come across him, Logan wasn't surprised that James had managed to try to recruit the new boy to become a member of his group.

The only thing that seemed to be the problem, however, was that Kendall did things his own way and didn't take anyone's shit. So, when Logan noticed that Kendall stood up from James' lunch table – causing everyone's attention to turn his way – and walked away, taking long strides to get away from the table faster, Logan wasn't really surprised.

At that very moment, there was a noise from across the cafeteria before someone came running towards the table that Logan was sitting at. The person quickly sat down and hid his face in his hands, an attempt to hide himself from the person that was following him.

"Carlos, what did you do this time?" Logan asked, looking towards the direction that Carlos had just ran from, seeing a guy twice Logan's size coming towards the table.

Carlos mumbled something incoherent, muffled by the fact that his head was buried in his hands. It didn't matter, however, because Jett – the guy that was chasing after Carlos – finally made his way over towards their table, stopping right next to Logan. Without giving Logan time to comprehend what was happening before Jett was grabbing a hold of Logan's shirt, pulling him up to his feet until their faces were mere centimeters away from the others face.

"Your friends lucky that there are teachers around and I can't afford to be expelled, because I would so beat the shit out of him right now." Jett threatened, voice dripping with venom as he looked around the cafeteria as if proving his point that there were, in fact, teachers surrounding them. "But there aren't any teachers around outside of school."

"A-and why are you telling m-me this?"

"Because you are going to be the one meeting me after school. Got it?" It was no secret to anyone that went to the school that Jett loved picking on Carlos and Logan; Logan was the one that he always got physical with because no matter how much Jett disliked Carlos, he couldn't actually hate him.

Logan nodded his head furiously, knowing that it would be twice as bad later if he refused. Besides, Jett somehow knew where he lived, so if he didn't show up Jett would just find him at home. Logan's parents – with his luck – would be home, and he couldn't let them know the truth behind all the bruises that he ends up getting during the week. It was bad enough that he was lying to them about it, having them find out the truth would probably be worse.

"Jett!" James' voice rung out throughout the cafeteria. "Come on; don't spend all your lunch on that loser!"

"Don't forget" Was all that Jett said before he walked away and sat down at the table next to James.

"Sorry, Logie." Carlos mumbled, lifting his head up from the table. His face was a little red, due to the embarrassment and tears that was on his face. He hadn't meant to bring Logan into this by running in here; he just wanted to get in here where most of the teachers – who didn't have a class at the moment – were settled at. And he had seen Logan, so his instinct was to run towards him in hopes of being saved from Jett.

Logan breathed in and then back out before replying, wanting to calm his nerves after what just happened. It was nothing new, having Jett threaten him and making him meet up after school; him being gay a big factor with being beat up. But having Carlos apologize over something like that, Logan felt like a jerk for getting mad at him earlier.

"Carlos, you don't need to apologize." Logan said, looking back down towards the book that was laid down on the table next to his lunch. Whenever he was stressed about something – usually his parents or Jett – he'd lose himself inside one of his books, pretending that he was the main person in the book rather than himself.

XxX

By the last class of the day, Logan was freaking out. He couldn't even turn a corner without having to check every square inch of the hall before continuing towards his next class. And his day only got worse when he entered his science class. He had been partnered up with Kendall as his lab partner and he was scared that he would end up exactly like Jett – beating him up every other day for the hell of it.

He had demanded an answer as soon as the teacher mentioned that he had no option but to accept the partnership; Kendall needed the extra help and Logan was the only one that she had thought of who was smart enough and patient enough to tutor him. Logan hesitated before agreeing – the tipping point was that the teacher offered extra credit for the class, and Logan couldn't turn that down.

By the time Kendall showed up for class, the teacher had already passed out the assignment and Logan was halfway finished with it.

"Just so you know," Kendall began with, taking his seat next to Logan. "I don't do the whole school work thing… So, you'll be doing all the work."

Kendall turned away before Logan could say anything, not that Logan was about to argue with him; he had heard all the rumors that were spread throughout the day about the bad boy and he definitely didn't want to find out whether they were true or not first hand. Besides, it wasn't like it was really hard for him to do; he was great with all subjects that had to do with anything academics.

Logan sat there staring at Kendall for a few seconds, watching as Kendall's tongue darted out to wet his lips before his head was turned towards the window. He decided that he shouldn't waste any more time and turned to finish the worksheet that they were given. Kendall joined in by copying down everything that Logan wrote down, once he found nothing that was interesting enough to keep his attention.

And by the time the final bell rang, signaling the end of the school day, Logan almost forgot about Jett wanting him to meet up after school. Almost. As soon as the bell rang throughout the school, Logan's heart started beating erratically and frantically looked around the room as if Jett would magically appear out of nowhere.

Logan stayed in his seat as he waited for everyone else to leave the classroom, Kendall was the only one that seemed to notice his sudden urge to be anywhere else but here and also waited until there was no one else in the room.

"You okay?" His voice made Logan jump, his mind making him think that the voice had been Jett's for a couple seconds before he looked up and noticed the blond hair and emerald eyes.

"Uh, y-yeah." Logan stuttered out, "Just daydreaming."

"Daydreaming? Schools over and your daydreaming?" The sarcasm in Kendall's voice made Logan relax a little, but he instantly regretted it when an all too familiar voice rand out through the air.

"Ah, Mitchell." Jett's voice was relaxed, too relaxed for what was about to happen. "Was looking for you."

"Well, you found me." Logan said, head reeling at the thoughts of what Jett would do for the tone in his voice.

"Yes, I did." Jett smiled, turning his attention towards Kendall. "Mitchell's not bugging you, is he?"

"I-I was just leaving. I wasn't- I wasn't bugging him." Logan quickly stood up and grabbed his stuff, throwing his backpack over his shoulder, and made his way towards the doorway that Jett was standing in.

Jett's hand reached out and grabbed a hold of Logan's arm, successfully stopping Logan from leaving the room. "Don't forget. Same place as always, Mitchell."

"O-okay."

With that, Logan left the room and walked fast paced towards his locker to drop off all his books before making his way towards the front of the school.

XxX

Two hours later, Logan finally made his way home. It had taken him almost half an hour to walk home from the place that he had met up with Jett, the pain in his legs and chest almost being too bearable to walk through; but he managed.

His parents weren't home yet, which he was thankful for. If they had been home, Logan walking through the front door with dried blood all over him and a limp each time he stepped on his left foot would certainly have just made them mad. And when they were mad, they took it out on Logan; he just wanted to shower and go to bed and sleep all night.

Which is exactly what he did. He limped up the stairs, walked into his bedroom and stripped out of his clothes on his way towards his bathroom. He turned the water on as hot as it could go and waited for it to heat up before he jumped in and let the water rinse off the blood from his face. Once the water ran clear, he grabbed his soap and washed his body quickly before washing his hair.

By the time he jumped out of the shower and dried off, he was exhausted and ready to pass out. He got his boxer briefs on and decided to not care about any pants and collapsed on his bed.

Next thing he knew, he was being woken up by his alarm on his phone.

He went through his usual morning routine – brush his teeth, pull on some clothes, grab some breakfast – before he ran out the front door and a frenzy to catch the bus before it left without him.

In his hurry to get out of his house before the bus left, he didn't check what his face looked like after what happened yesterday. And when he sat down next to Carlos in their usual seat, there was a gasp that caused him to look around him in search of what could have caused Carlos to gasp.

"What happened to you?" Carlos' question caused Logan to turn his gaze back to Carlos: but when the question sunk in, Logan's hands flew up to his face. "Is that what Jett did to you?"

"Oh," Logan's hands fell down to his lap. "Uh, y-yeah. But it's got nothing to do with what you did yesterday, Carlos." It was only partially true. If Carlos hadn't pissed Jett off, Logan wouldn't have had to meet Jett after school. But Logan had made probably made things worse by getting caught talking to Kendall and answering when he asked Kendall if Logan had been bugging Kendall. Also fighting and talking back probably wasn't a smart idea, either.

"Then why did he do that?"

"I tried running away from him." And sure, it wasn't right to lie. But telling the truth to Carlos was definitely worse than getting beat up for fighting back because Carlos always took things to heart and Logan didn't want Carlos to worry about this.

"Oh"

XxX

School always sucked for Logan; well, except for the academic part of school.

Logan never understood why everyone picked him out of all the others to pick on, never understood why everyone wanted to shove him into lockers during the day, never understood why people didn't just force him to do their homework – and by the looks of half the jocks report cards, they shouldn't even be able to stay in school.

And when Logan and Carlos walked into the school doors, Logan was instantly shoved into the lockers. His first instinct had been to squeeze his eyes shut – which is what he did – but when he felt the persons breath against his ear, he couldn't help but open them.

The first thing he saw was emerald eyes and then blond hair.

"Hey!" Carlos' voice broke through the air, hands reaching out to grab a hold of Kendall's arms. "Let go of him!"

Logan wanted to tell Carlos to stop and stay out of it, but he still felt the breath against his ear and his brain felt like it was shutting down. But then the breath was gone and Carlos was being shoved away from them.

"Don't worry, Garcia." Jett's voice rang throughout the halls. "Kendall knows not to do anything at school. I just needed him to stop you two before school."

"What do you want?"

"You didn't learn your lesson yesterday, Mitchell?" Jett's gaze moved towards Logan's face and noticed the bruises. "Shouldn't you a least try and cover those up?"

And before Logan knew it, Kendall was passing him a thing or cover up before he started walking away.

"We don't want people thinking you got beat up, do we?" Jett asked, motioning towards the makeup. "Put that on and we won't have to teach you another lesson today. Got it?"

A/N: So… Tell me what you think! :D

I had it done a little differently, but my computer deleted it when my battery fell out of my laptop. So, I had to rewrite the whole chapter and it took part of the greatness away from the chapter. But I think it's basically summed up from what happened before and it doesn't suck that bad.

And Kendall turns rude in the next chapter. Or… Well, let's forget that I said this, yeah? :D

But, don't forget to review. And please tell me what you think. It might help with how fast I review… ;)

Peace.