A/N
Okay so I had a story up a while ago and i wasn't doing it justice at all so here's my new one im really bad at writing but i wanted a story like this out there. If there are any mistakes im sorry im not perfect and i don't write at all but im trying. Let me know what you guys think if you like it or not if you do the second chapter is almost ready just want to see how this goes first. Thank you! :)
Stupid!
Brittany's pov.
"Hey dumbass!"
That's the first thing I hear when I walk into school, It's not the first time it's happened and I know it wont be the last either.
Ever since Santana left the jocks aren't afraid to call me names for hurt me, Since she's not here to protect me or stick up for me it doesn't matter to them its open season and im the hunted.
Sure I have the glee club to help me get through some of it, but sometimes that isn't enough some days it just gets so bad I cry all day and then I get home and cry some more. It's not fair.
"Hey are you deaf? Or just to Stupidto understand me?" He yells at me and I cringe at the word it's the one word I hate to hear because that's all I am to people but Santana knew I was better than that.
"No I understand you it's just my names not dumbass." I say with a nervous voice, I know whats about to happen it happens all the time im about to be put down and no ones here to stop it.
"Oh yeah well what is it? Mindless idiot? or is it dumb blonde dimwit?" He yells as he storms up to me.
"N...no it's Brittany" I say quietly almost a whisper.
"Oh right Brittany, Santanas Stupid ex girlfriend. Well Brittany why are you all by your self coming to school shouldn't some one be there in case you're to dumb to remember how to get here? Or are you that much of an idiot that even your so-called friends don't want to be around you. That's why Santana left right?"
He whispers the last part in my ear and I shiver and the tears I didn't even know I was letting out fall harder.
I'm about to reply to him when I hear someone yell from behind me.
"HEY ASSHOLE GET AWAY FROM HERE!"
I turn to see sugar coming towards me and this jock.
He pushes past me knocking me into the lockers as he goes by
"Oh whatever I have better things to do then talk to your dumb ass friend" I hear him say as he passes Sugar.
I slide down the lockers that I was pushed into bringing my knees up to my chest I don't even know of its possible but I start crying harder. I feel sugar sit next to me pulling me closer to her, And in this moment I wish it was Santana holding me and not sugar. But im thankful I have someone today that was here for me.
I look up at her with my tear-stained eyes and I grip her as tight as I can because this name calling and putting me down is hurting me more and more each do I don't know if I can take much more.
"Britt its okay im here hun everything is going to be okay. I'm not going anywhere its okay." She whispers into me as I loosen my grip that I have on her.
"I just want it to end, it hurts more and more everyday. when will it stop? Everyday I get called a new name all meaning the same thing. I'm nothing to them but someone to pick on im a joke to them, I just...I just feel like im worthless in this school." I all but whisper to her
"I don't know how to take it anymore sugar, I lost my rock when Santana left me she always knew how to make this better how to make me feel better by just a silly smile or her laugh. But know she's in New York and im here crying everyday!" I let out in an uneasy breath. I'm trying to calm my tears but it's not working.
Its true though with Santana gone I have no rock I have no one that makes me feel safe and grounded anymore. I feel as if im all alone.
Sugars pov.
I don't know what to do anymore this is the third time this week and it might be the worst so far that I've seen Brittany cry because of some asshole opened his mouth. I know I should call Santana but I don't want to worry her in new york. Maybe I should talk to everyone in glee see what they think. I notice sam down the hall.
"Hey Sam." I call out
"Hey sugar whats up?
"I need your help, can you get everyone from glee to meet me in the choir room in five? But not Brittany."
"Um okay yea sure see you in five then."
Everyone besides Brittany is in the room when I walk in.
"Hey guys, so I need to talk to you guys about Brittany, We all know she's being bullied pretty bad lately and we are all trying to do what we can but I don't think its enough anymore, Shes getting worse ive seen her cry three times this week, I'm getting really worried now."
"Same here I saw her crying before glee yesterday morning and I tried to help but she just shrugged it off" Blaine says from the corner.
"I've seen this too" Tina says from her seat in the room.
"I think we have all seen her more upset and hurting now that Santana has left than ever, She told me she feels worthless, I'm scared she might do something to stop it her self." I say with a tear sliding down my cheek.
I don't want to see anything happen to Britt she's one of my best friends in this school.
"I think we have to tell someone whats going on with her, Maybe Mr. Shue or Santana but I don't want to worry Santana when she in new york." They all look at me.
"So Mr. Shue it is then" Sam says
"I guess so, when should we tell him?" I ask
"Ask who what?" Speak of the devil I say to my self.
"Oh Mr. shue um we need to talk to you about Brittany." I see Mr. shues worried look and I hate doing this Brittany shouldn't be being bullied its not right.
"Is everything okay? is she hurt? " He says in a hurry
"Um well not physically no but mentally I well um we think so she's been getting bullied a lot since Santana left and it's getting really bad."
I don't know what to say anymore so I stop there not saying anything about what just happened this morning.
"Okay I'll go and get miss pillsbury and talk you her thank you guys for letting me know about this."
With that he's out the door and we are all left here to think of ways to help Brittany.
Okay so chapter one down leave reviews if you liked it and if you think there's anything I need to fix :)