I don't own twilight or any of that good stuff :'(

Esme's POV

As I pulled in to her familiar drive way, I noticed Charlie's car was gone. He must have gone to work.

I opened the door to my husbands car carefully. Was it possible for vampires have a case of butterflies?

What if she hates me? If she wouldn't even look at me? I felt as if I would throw up.

From inside the house, I heared sniffling and someone blowing their nose.

I took an unneeded breath and knocked on the door.

I heared stumbling and I winced at the sound of someone falling down the stairs.

I could smell her between the thin door.

I never thought I'd say this but... oh how I missed her scent.

She took a deep breath- her heartbeat was unnormaly slow- and opened the door slowly.

When I first saw her, I wanted to scream.

She was paler than i was. Her hair was so dull, It was a russet dry color.

Her eyes were out of color and was framed by dark black circles.

Her once soft pink lips were pale and chap.

She has really let herself go.

And she just stared at me, shocked probably.

I stopped breathing then.

"E- Esme?" She asked lifting her eyebrows.

I just nodded.

She threw her arms around me so fast, she could pass as a vampire.

This poor girl started to cry.

I picked her up and ran to the couch with no problem.

She cried in my shoulder for what seemed like days.

When she stopped, she shuttered.

"I'm s-so so-o-rry." A tear fell from her cheeck.

The guilt i felt was unspeakable.

This young woman was... tortured no not tortured but... just this unspeakable pain that came from a boy i have raised as my son for years.

I couldn't imagine how guilty Edward would feel if he saw Bella like this.

"Bella... what has happened to you." I asked.

"Well... when... he... left me... I... I.. I guess I, well I'm just not really sure what happened. I mean he just. i just... it was me... he's gone and..."

a thick shadow of tears came from her eyes as she tried to talk.

"Bella, Bella, shhhhh." I tried to comfort her but it was hard through all of her painful sobs.

Then she started chocking. I didn't know what to do.

She was chocking and crying at the same time.

Then Bella ran to the sink.

I ran after her and held my breath.

She was chocking blood. I held her hair and i started to sob.

How could I watch her like this? She reminded me of a daughter, a normal daughter.

Of course I loved Rosalie and Alice so much. So much it hurt.

But Bella is so down to earth.

Then I remembered something from when i was a human.

I remembered being a child- the oldest- and watching my mother feeding my baby sister.

I wanted to be that someday. And Bella reminds me so much of that dream.

By the time she was done vomiting, she could have filled three buckets of blood.

I didn't know how I could control my thirst.

She looked up at me. "I- I'm sorry." And with that she dashed out through the kitchen door.

"Bella!"

I screamed after her and began running toward her. When I caught up to her, she had bruised most of her body and a huge black eye on her face.

She was crying and there was blood everywhere. Be strong Esme. You can do this. I thought to myself.

"Oh Bella sweetheart no." I grabbed on to her and sobbed and she did the same. I ran her back to the house and I could tell she was weak.

I brought her to the bathroom and started undressing her.

I looked at her arm. There were scars.

As much as I wanted to ask, I didn't say anything.

I turned on the faucets to a warm temperature and lifted her in the shower.

I helped her wash her hair and get all of the blood off her.

When she finished, I wrapped her in a towel and carried her to her room.

I picked out her favorite sweat pants, The dark blue silky one Edward told me about, and a camisole and dressed her in that.

I layed her in bed, wrapped her in my arms, and sang her the lullaby my mother used to sing me.

non conosco alcuni lullabies in modo da finga questo รจ una
La che della La della La della La della La
di edward della La
della La della La della La della La ti amo
sono in modo da la La
bella della La della La della La della La
di amore io stesso della La
i della La della La della La della La
il mio fratello ha avuta un bambino con una La
della La della La della La della La di gaga
della signora della La Im
della La della La della La della La della mucca

(if you want to know what this means go to an online translator website but some websites will come out diffrent with the words so

I'll but the website i went to on my profile)

Her eyelids dropped and i carefully slid my arm from under her head. I went to the living room and dialed Edward's number.

I didn't care what he thought.

He answered on the first ring.

"Whats wrong?" He said harshly.

"Guess where I am." I told him.

"Esme!" He gasped, "You didn't."

"I'm sorry Edward but i did." He took a deep breath.

"How- how is she?" He asked.

"Why don't you see for yourself." And i thought of everything I saw since I knocked on the door.

He started sobbing.

"I... I-I was t-t-trying to protect her. I-I-I didn't know!" He was so upset with himself hat he started to yell.

Then the phone went dead.