Never in a million years did I ever think I woiuld experience this much pain. Although, looking back now, I probably would never have thought that I would ever be in this situation. To think that, almost a year ago, I would have thought that this was just make believe. That this stuff only happened in fairy tales. That the burning sensation that I was feeling now, could never be possible.
Everything that has happened in the last few months leading up to now has been torture. Everything I ever wanted and more showed itself this year. And now, I'm stuck in pain to have it. To be with everything I want.
And yet somehow, I don't regret anything.