J.P.O.V
It was near twilight, I like this time of the day, but today I wasn't happy.
It was Renesmee. I still can't believe she's leaving…
- She's too young, she still can't control herself… I'll miss her too much…
Edward sighed.
– Its what she wants, I can`t make her stay, it's her decision…
He doesn't want to let her go, why can`t he do something about it. Its Nessie were talking about, she can't leave. Stupid vampire, can't control his own kids.
- Why don't you discuss it with her rather than just insulting me in your head. Maybe she`ll listen to you.
To me? Why would she listen to me? Hello!?! It`s Renesmee. She's proved to be Bella`s daughter, don't you remember when she wanted to leave to Hawaii? It took weeks to get her out of there, or when she wanted to be a track star. I still can't believe how naive humans can be, getting fooled like that. I might as well…
- Jacob! Can't you concentrate?? Do you even remember what you were thinking about in the first place??
- Mmm, oh! I think I'll talk to Nessie right now. Where is she?
- She's in her room, watching a movie I think…
I got up and raced to her room. She was watching Titanic, again.
- Haven't you watched that movie like a thousand times already?
She didn't look up or talk. This was weird; normally she's happy when she sees me.
- Nessie??
When she looked up I saw her chocolate brown eyes filled with tears.
- Nessie? What's wrong? It's not the movie, is it?
She didn't answer; instead she took a deep gulp of air and expired slowly. That calmed her down.
- I was thinking about leaving all of you behind and living on my own, it scares me. I'm going to miss you all so much. I can`t imagine life without you, I mean all of you.
I felt a rush of pain. I hated seeing her sad, but this was her choice, why couldn't she stay here? Suddenly I felt a rush of anger, she could stay here, with me and her family, why does she want to leave?
- Then why don't you stay here? Or we could all go, you could go to boarding school and you'd visit us on the weekends. We`d help you. I said, trying to stop my shaking hands so she wouldn't notice.
- Because I want to do something different, meet new people, learn new things, try to live a normal life.
- Ok, you're not normal, and isn't moving to London a little bit too drastic? Can't we go bungee jumping instead?
- Jake, please don't make it harder than it already is. I've made up my mind, besides, I'll just be there for six months, and then I'll come back.
- But then you`ll leave for another six months. You're crying! I know you don't want to go, but a part of you wants to stay, the problem is that you're not listening to that part!
- I'm going! Ok? Nothing you can say will change my mind.
- Fine, go! But I'm going too!
I can`t believe I hadn't thought of that before! Its simple and she can't do anything to stop me.
- Jake!! Why are you taking it so badly?!? I want to go on my own!
- Ok, but I'm gonna check on you as soon as I can.
Oh God! I sound like her father! Like she needs another one…
- Ok! I`d like that, but at least give me a few weeks to get used to living there.
- Hmmm, I'll give you a few days…
- Ok, I can live with that…
She wiped her tears and stood up. I waited for her to say something, but then her stomach started to growl.
I laughed cause that made me remember I was hungry too.
- I think I'm hungry. She stated the obvious
- Me too… Where do you want to go?
- I want to hunt! It's been a while since I hunted; I'm bored of human food.
-What do you feel like hunting today ma`am?
- I don't know, the first animal I find…
- Do you want to tell Bella or Alice?
- I think they went hunting last week, so I think it will just be us.
- I`ll go tell Edward, meet you outside!
I walked out of her room, went down the stairs and nearly tripped on the last one. I wonder what Alice thinks about Nessie leaving, she`ll probably miss her a lot and give her a trunk of clothes to take. What if Renesmee doesn't accept them? I doubt it, but if she does, I bet anything that Alice ships them both to London.
- Actually, there were two trunks, and Nessie accepted them both.
- Oh, good. I think you heard then. Were going hunting, wanna come?
- No thanks, I went last week, take care of her and have fun…
Like if I couldn't take care of her, I'd follow her around the world just to make sure she`s ok. In fact, that's what I'm gonna do…
- I know, just…Take care of her…
I went outside and got into phase to meet Nessie. She took me north where we found a herd of deer. She took down the alpha, like she always did when she was little. I watched her elegant movements; she had grown so much over the past few years. I was hungry, but not as much as her, so I took down one of the big females and finished before Nessie, so I walked into the trees and changed phases again. When I came back, she had already finished and was sitting on a rock, looking as radiant as ever. She looked so beautiful…
Renesmee caught me staring at her, so I grinned as I felt my cheeks grow hot. Wow, I had never felt so nervous around her before, this was weird…
Suddenly I felt so calm; this was a feeling I only had around Jasper, so it was obvious that he and Alice had found us.
- Hi guys!
- Alice! What are you doing here? Jake told me you and Jazz went hunting yesterday.
- We were around here and heard you guys killing dears, Jake's smell wasn't hard to ignore either…
- She tracked you down. Said Jasper
Why would she track us down?
- Is something wrong??
- No, I just wanted to tell Nessie that I got the plain tickets for next week…
- "tickets"? I thought it was only me!
- Your parents have to sign some forms, so their going, but only the first day…
Then Alice looked at me and said:
- I'm sorry, but you can`t go…
- Don't worry, I'm gonna go visit her as soon as I can anyway, so…
- Oh, ok! So, Nessie, were going shopping tomorrow to get all you need.
- Alice, how many more things do I need??
- A lot! So tomorrow get up early, were shopping!!! Bella`s coming too!
- Does she know?? I asked
- Not yet, but she`ll say yes! And with a smile, she and Jasper left.
- Let`s go back home, its getting late and Alice wants me up early…
- Race you!!
- Ok!
We raced back to the house, I won, but according to Nessie, she won, so we declared it a tie…
Renesmee went up to her bedroom so she could get some sleep.
I went into the living room and saw Bella staring blankly at the news.
- Did Alice tell you where you're going tomorrow?
- Where am I going??
- Don't worry, she`ll tell you soon enough, and you`ll say yes.
- Oh, ok. She probably wants to go to Port Angeles.
Bella looked sad, how does she feel about Nessie leaving? She`s probably against it, but is doing all she can so Renesmee won`t notice, just like Edward, Alice, Carlisle, Esme and everybody else.
I wonder what Charlie thinks about Nessie moving, maybe he wants her to go, so she can meet new people and have a good education, so she could be human.
I SHOULD have to want that for her, but I'm too selfish, I need to be with her. I`ll talk to Charlie first thing tomorrow.
- Bella, I'm going home. Have a good night, Bye!!
- Oh, Bye Jake, sleep well!
Something's wrong with Bella, she looks so distant, I wonder what she`ll be like when her daughter leaves. I hope it doesn't upset her too much.
I got out of the house and walked into the trees where I changed phases and ran home, to lie in my bed, and soon enough, I was sleeping.