Star Wars Rebels: Possibilities-Complete Long Version Part One
Author's Post: I have decided to write a longer version of the short story that I wrote in Various Tales. This one will detail both Sabine and Ezra's story. How Sabine dealt with having his child and the results, including her being banished from her Clan once more. At the same time, what happens to Ezra on Dagobah. How he was injured and how he survived, without falling to the Darkside due to his being marooned alone on the Hostile Planet.
The Past and the Beginning:
Late that night, Sabine attempted to sleep in her room on the Ghost. She suspected that tomorrow would go one way or another. She hoped that it went the way that Ezra was saying that it would go, but she had her doubts. He was believing that with so small numbers on their side that they would be victorious. Tossing to the other side she tried valiantly to sleep and still could not bring herself to actually doze off. Standing, she adjusted her nightshirt and left her room. As she passed the Upper Gun Well she saw Ezra gazing at the image of his parents. "You should be sleeping." Ezra said barely audible, not even looking at her, but kept his attention on the images of his parents. Sabine shrugged and leaned against the wall.
"Well you should be as well." Sabine commented as she exhaled. He chuckled and slipped down from the Gun Well and stood before her. "I can't get myself to stop thinking about tomorrow. Are you sure your plan will work?" She asked as he smiled and nodded.
"Yes, though it will require a great personal sacrifice from all of us." Ezra stopped smiling and knew Sabine wanted details. He had decided not to tell her or anyone that the sacrifice would be entirely his. That he would have to face a great challenge and if the others including Sabine knew about it. He doubted that they would allow him to. Especially Sabine, she would be adamant that he not place himself in such a position.
"What do you mean by a great personal Sacrifice?" Sabine asked in concern, then saw Ezra's expression and she suspected that he would not tell her. That after tonight she might not ever see Ezra again. Either he would fall or she would. Either option meant that she only had tonight and if that was true then she would make the most of it. As he was about to leave not answering her, she reached down and took his hand. "Never mind I do not want to know." Ezra gazed down seeing her holding his hand tightly in hers and he could also see that she was extremely upset. "Ezra, before whatever happens I want something from you." She almost whispered and he stared at her in confusion. Before he could react she moved closer, tilted her head and gently touched his lips with hers. Their first kiss. It started gentle at first and as she moved her arms around him and pulled him tightly to her, the Kiss turned more passionate. He had automatically encircled his own arms around her. As they kissed, Sabine relaxed into it. Coming to a final decision. Parting slightly she stared at him. "If nothing else I want tonight to be special and memorable." With that she retook his right hand in hers and led him towards her quarters. Ezra walked in a daze as she opened the door.
"Sabine?" Ezra asked in near shock and amazement as she pulled him inside and locked the door. She immediately turned and kissed him again. Wrapping her arms around him and pulling him tightly to her. Parting, she stared into his eyes and smiled. Stepping back, she pulled off her nightshirt revealing her standing their only wearing a multi-colored tight bra and thong panties. Ezra swallowed as he stared at the vision of beauty before him. He did not know what to do or say as she retook his hand and led him over to the bed. Stopping she reached up and started to unbutton his shirt.
"Ezra I need this tonight, only so that I can face the future with or without you." Sabine stated and he nodded. "Good take your clothes off." She ordered him nervously and anxiously. He did so and he stood before her wearing only his bright orange underwear. Smiling she leaned forward and kissed him. Gently maneuvering him onto the bed and on top of her. Spreading her legs so that his hips touched hers. With her hands shaking she moved them down to his waist and pulled at him as they kissed. He did not know what to do with his hands so, he moved his right down to touch her face. She grunted as she felt his manhood pressed against his underwear and her. To her amazement it actually felt good, as if her body was desiring him to enter her. Reaching along his underwear, she slipped her hand inside his underwear and released him. Putting her hand around his Manhood, he gasped at her touch and she felt him throb. With her other hand she reached down and moved her panties aside. "I want you inside me." She breathed out in a low rasp, aiming his tip while pulling her panties aside. To her amazement she thought that it would be difficult to put him in. But with a simple pull, he slipped right inside her. She closed her eyes and moaned, noticing that it did hurt somewhat. But the pain was nothing compared to the pleasure she felt as her insides tightened around his shaft. He exhaled harshly. Biting her bottom lip, she began to shift her hips until he was fully inside her. Feeling something tear, she groaned. "Okay, take it really slow." She rasped out, barely audible. Putting her hands on his hips and pulled and pushed so that he was slowly thrusting into her. Without warning she felt a rush of pleasure emanate from her pussy throughout her body. With a moan she exhaled, reached both hands up to both sides of his head and kissed him, moaning louder into his mouth. "Oh my Gods." She gasped out. "Yes Ezra keep doing that it feels so good." She declared as he started to thrust on his own and soon she was moaning louder and louder. Feeling multiple rushes of pleasure flooding through her. She could not stop herself from moaning, it just came out as he continued to thrust. Slowly picking up speed and force as he pushed and pulled in and out of her. With a grunt she felt his tip expand and then a warm fluid exploded inside her and she moaned. Her body convulsing and shivering from the experience. With a final gasping moan she felt him slump onto her. With her mouth near his ear, she whispered what she wanted to say to him for almost two years. "I love you, Ezra." She could see his eyes widen and then he smiled.
"I love you too, Sabine." Ezra whispered into her ear. Moving besides her. She leaned towards him kissing him. Then as they parted, she smiled triumphantly at him.
"Can you do that again?" Sabine asked and Ezra nodded. Moving so that they could both could remove their underwear so that the next times would be easier. Within seconds they were having sex again and several times after that. Until early in the morning.
The Attack and the Sacrifice:
Sabine watched as the Purgills dragged the Empire's Star Destroyer Fleet away. In anguish she also watched as the Purgills took Ezra away. She had pleaded with Ezra to get off the Chimaera before the Purgills jumped into Hyperspace. Later on the Ghost she stared at the Image of Ezra and heard those words of goodbye. Partially devastated she sought out Chopper, suspecting and hoping that Ezra may have left something more personal to her. She had been right. In the privacy of her room, Chopper played the personal message to her.
"Sabine, since I know that you probably do not want anyone to know about us. I have made this private message just for you and have instructed Chopper to save it just for you. I have always loved you Sabine and that will never change. That night we spent together was extremely special to me and I hope it was for you. If it takes a lifetime I will return to you. Probably you will want to kick my ass for doing what I did." Ezra chuckled and Sabine nodded with agreement that she would the first or actually the second thing she would do when she saw him. The first thing was kiss him until they both passed out. "So Sabine please take my other words for their meaning and trust in the force that we will see each other again. Remember I love you." With that the message ended and Sabine put her hands over her eyes and began to cry. Then asked Chopper to save the Message in her personal restricted file.
The Chimaera: Desperate Measures
With a final push with the Force, Ezra had the Purgill hold Thrawn tightly. Ezra felt lightheaded, his left shoulder throbbed with pain as he slowly moved towards the Bridge Escape Pod. Focusing on staying awake, he projected towards the Purgill to stop briefly at Dantooine. Then tried to place the image of Dantooine into the Purgills minds. But he could not keep his mind clear. Weakly Ezra entered the Escape Pod and swallowed. Breathing hard, he tried to activate the Pod and escape. With a final lunge at the activator, he pressed the red large button and watched as the Hatch closed. With a whoosh the Escape Pod, ejected and streaked away from the Star Destroyer Chimaera. Ezra tried to remain conscious, then with a final exhaled his eyes closed and he passed out. Never knowing that he had not succeeded in fully informing the Purgills where he wanted to go. Not even aware that the Purgills jumped once again into Hyperspace, dragging the Chimaera with them.
Two Weeks Later: Ezra's Tower
Following Ezra's parting words that everyone heard. "I can always count on you." Believing that it meant that he wanted her to remain on Lothal and protect it from the Empire's return. Sabine stood before Ezra's Tower and closed her eyes. This was his and she would ensure that it remained his. Hearing a soft whine she reopened her eyes and there standing before her was the White Loth-Wolf. It had it's head lowered and it was staring at her mid-section. She was slightly startled to see the Large Animal in front of her and she took a step backward. "Whoa! Where did you come from?" She asked it and it whined again. Reaching out she slowly petted it and she wished that she could hear it speak. She wanted to ask it about Ezra. "I suppose you have come to make sure that Ezra's Tower is protected and no one strips it for whatever reason." Sabine said to the Loth-Wolf and it just continued to star at her. Shaking her head, she passed the Wolf and headed towards the Tower. "I guess the best way to protect his things and his Tower is for me to move in." Glancing back she saw the Loth-Wolf walking behind her. Leaving the Loth-Wolf down at the base of the Tower, Sabine looked around the small room that Ezra called home. There were other rooms and with a little work they could all be made to actually make a decent home. Walking over to his bed, she picked up the pillow and held it against her. She could smell his distinct scent as she inhaled deeply. "Gods I miss you Ezra." She whispered, closing her eyes and sitting on the Cot. Laying down she held the pillow tightly to her and without knowing how she drifted off to sleep.
Several Hours later she awoke, and to her surprise the White Loth-Wolf was sleeping on the floor besides her. "How the hell did you get in here?" Sabine asked it and it opened and then closed it's eyes going back to sleep. Exhaling and shaking her head, Sabine sat up and suddenly felt ill. Standing she rushed into the Refresher and knelt over Waste Basin, feeling sick. After five to ten minutes she straightened and wondered why she had just done that. Standing she gargled some Mouthwash and returned to the other room. The Loth-Wolf was gone. Glancing about, Sabine made mental notes on what materials she would need to upgrade and redesign the other rooms into a functional home. Picking up her Helmet she headed down to where her Speeder Bike awaited and zipped across the Plains towards the City of Jhothal. It did not take long to order the Construction Materials that would later be delivered to the Tower. As she left the Store she saw across the street a Medical Center. Since it would take at least an hour for the Materials to be shipped she shrugged. "Maybe it might be a good idea to be checked over." She mumbled to herself. Still thinking about earlier when she was sick from who knows what. Entering the Medical Center she saw a Green Skinned Rodian behind the check-in desk.
"Can I help you Mistress?" The Rodian asked as she looked up at Sabine. With a slight nod, Sabine bit her bottom lip.
"For some reason I was ill this morning and I just want to be checked over." Sabine said as the Rodian handed her a Data Pad that had several questions on the screen. Taking it with a smile, Sabine sat and began to fill out the questionnaire. Her fingers pausing over the question about her Menstrual Cycle. Thinking about the last time that she had one. Skipping over that question she went to the next and her eyes widened. Frowning she wanted to click no, but clicked yes. The question was extremely personal and she felt her cheeks begin to redden. "Have you had sexual intercourse recently or within the last two months?" Moving on she hoped that the Medical Droid would not place the questionnaire into the public computer. Finishing she held it and waited for the Rodian Receptionists to inform her that she may go in. After a short wait the Receptionist told her she could go in. Walking inside Sabine saw the new Model Medical Droid waiting. It took the Data Pad, Scanned it and then erased it. Putting it down.
"Ma'am, Please sit on the Diagnostic Bed and I will conduct a scan." The Droid said as Sabine sat and after a few moments the Droid pulled out a small Medical Device and moved it about Sabine. "I must recheck these readings. Can you remember the last time that you experienced a Menstrual Cycle? Was it within the between your last Sexual Encounter? When was that Encounter?" Sabine swallowed and felt her embarrassment rise along with slight anger. To her it felt like an invasion of privacy.
"No. Two Weeks ago." Sabine replied softly hoping that the Receptionist in the other room could not hear her. The Droid turned saying nothing and went to the Computer Screen. Downloading the Readings into the System. After several minutes it returned and scanned Sabine again.
"Re-verifying the results." The Droid explained and then it seemed to pause a few seconds. "I am not programmed with the proper means to inform you of what the Readings and Scans have determined. So if I should relate this information wrongly please do not believe that it is intentional." The Droid stated and then held up a Medical Data Pad. Sabine was now paying close attention to the Droid. "Ma'am it would seem that you are Pregnant and will within 8.9 Months have an offspring." Sabine could not breath, her mind blanked as she processed what the Droid had just told her.
"I'm Pregnant?" Sabine gasped out as she felt the initial shock of that statement. The Droid then showed her the findings on the Data Pad. Sabine barely heard the Droid as it went over the results and then it began to hand her pills and other medications. Instructing her in when to take such Medications and what they were for. After leaving Sabine was in a daze as she stood outside the Medical Center. "I'm Pregnant." She whispered mostly to herself. Then she smiled, knowing exactly who the Father was. After all he was the only one that it could be. Moving over to a bench, Sabine sat and pondered what she had just heard. In some ways it was devastating news, they had not taken the Vows and that could have repercussions. In the Mandalorian Culture it was considered a scandal to be an Unwed Mother of a Child. Her own Clan would consider her a disappointment and a Harlot. Though she would wait until she had no choice but to tell her Mother or even her Father. If Ezra returns before she gives Birth it would be a simple matter to take him as a Husband and any scandalous infraction that would sully her honor. Standing she walked back to her Speeder Bike and headed back to the Tower. The White Loth-Wolf was waiting for her. She stared at the Beast and saw a faint smile on it's Muzzle.' "You knew. Somehow you knew, didn't you?" Sabine said to the Loth-Wold accusingly. The White Loth-Wolf just whined and moved closer, sniffing Sabine and then rubbed it's head against her side. "So that is the reason you are hanging around, isn't it. You know that I am carrying Ezra's child." Shaking her head, she smiled and walked towards the Tower. Hearing a light growl she turned around to see the Cargo Speeder slowly approach carrying all of the Construction Materials she ordered. "It is alright Wolfie, I was expecting them." Then she exhaled and slumped when she noticed that the Loth-Wolf wiggled it's ears and seemed to smile. "Great I just named you didn't I? Okay Wolfie, you might want to disappear. The Delivery People might get a little excitable seeing a Loth-Wolf walking around." Sabine smiled as she watch Wolfie trot away into the high grass of the Plains and basically disappear. She wondered if Wolfie would come back and was not really concerned if it did or not. Directing the Workers where to leave the Construction Materials, she signed for them and the Delivery Speeder left. Looking over the Materials she smiled. "Time to go to work." Knowing that one of the rooms would be changed into the Baby's Nursery.
Thankfully it took time to remodel the rooms of the Tower and as Sabine finished with the Kitchenette three months had passed. She was somewhat dismayed that she had not seen Hera in person in that time. Though she was not looking forward to telling her Friend that she was now two and a half months pregnant. Then she glanced downward and smirked. "Any idiot could tell that I am." Sabine touched her growing stomach and smiled. Stepping out on the Balcony she peered upwards. "Please come home Ezra. I need you." She whispered in a pleading sad voice. "Our Child will need you." As the dusk settled she turned and she smirked. "Will you stop doing that Wolfie and how are you doing that?" Sabine asked the White Loth-Wolf that somehow entered her small living room and was now sleeping on the floor. She had no idea how it sneaked in or how it even fit into the small rooms of the Tower. But there it was. She suspected that the Stubborn Beast believed it needed to protect her and the Child she carried. With a loud exhale, she stepped over the large Loth-Wolf and headed for what was now her and Ezra's bedroom. A double bed now replaced his single cot. The pillow that he had though remained and she held it at night. Wanting it to somehow revert into him.
Taking off her Body Suit, she laid down only wearing bra and panties. To her disappointment she could no longer wear her armor comfortably. Pulling the blanket up to her chin, she stared at the ceiling for several minutes. It was worse at night, this was when she really missed Ezra. It was hard not to think about him, or remember the one night they spent together or how much she loved him. Closing her eyes she was plagued with memories. How good he felt, how pleasurable it felt when he kissed her and how her body craved him inside her, more so now. Moving her hand down to her panties she hesitantly touched her now moistened panties. Biting her bottom lip she leaned her head back. "I should not do this." She breathed out huskily as she felt the initial pleasure of touching her sensitive area, moving her hand inside her panties. When her index finger touched her wet folds she Moaned. "Ezra." She gasped, moving her other finger to slowly move along her folds and when she accidentally touched her slit. Her body convulsed with a minor orgasm. Shaking she noticed that her fingertips now felt wet and sticky. Throwing caution and hesitation to the wind. She slowly inserted her two fingers. Instantly feeling her insides tighten around them and feeling another orgasm flow through her. "Oh Gods." She moaned as she rode out the sensation. Squeezing her eyes shut, she imagined it was Ezra inside her and soon she was moaning. Driving her fingers in and out of herself. Moaning and Groaning his Name over and over again. Plunging her fingers faster and harder into her she soon felt exactly what she needed a satisfying orgasm. With a shuddering gasp, she felt her juices flood her hand and soak her panties. With a final shiver, she removed her hand and waited until her breathing was under control. Opening her eyes, she halfway smiled and walked over to the dresser and pulled out a fresh pair of panties. Going into the refresher to clean herself and change her wet underwear for dryer. Returning she laid down and with a final exhaled closed her eyes. Drifting off to sleep to dream about Ezra.
To be Continued: