Hey I read the story The Fight by Theworstdiseaseiswritersblock and it gave me this little idea...

I don't own twilight or any of its characters

Bella's POV

I was home alone again today. Charlie was out fishing and Edward, well, I didn't know where Edward was. He said he would be back soon but it has been days.

Maybe I should call him...

ring ring ring

"Hello, love." said Edward from his phone.

"How did you know it was me?" I asked

I heard a light chuckle. "I have caller ID Bella."

oh. "Well okay, where are you? I miss you."

I heard giggling in the background. It sounded like it came from a girl. "I miss you to love. I just had something to take care of. I'll be back soon, promise." He sounded like he was struggling.

"Okay, are you sure your okay you sound like your struggling with something, or rather, someone." I asked

"Bella don't worry I am just trying to help my friends here and one of them is getting rowdy. Nothing I can't handle. I have to go, love you. Bye" he hung up.

I stared at the phone dumbfounded.

Girlish giggling,

Rowdy,

Struggling,

No Bella, don't think that! I trust Edward.

He wouldn't cheat on me.

I went over to the Cullen house and knocked on the door. It opened almost instantly.

"Hello Bella! Come in. Come in." Esme said.

Esme was the only one home. I hadn't seen anyone of the Cullens in Forks in days except for Carlisle (my trips to the hospital literally) and Esme (my trip to the house).

"Hey Esme. So... any word from the others yet?" I asked

"Yes, yes they should be home in a few days."

"What happened?"

"A couple of nomads came by the Denalies up in Alaska and killed one of their members, Laurent. We were called up to go to their funeral but Carlisle could't go and I can't leave him."

"Laurent joined their coven?"

"Yeah, he and one of the coven's members fell in love. I don't know which one."

"Oh" was all I said in response.

Just then Rosalie walked in. Which surprised me.

She froze and glared at me as soon as she saw me, "What's she doing here?" Rosalie hissed making me flinch back.

Esme, ignoring her comment, said, "What are you doing back so early?"

"I can't stand Laurent so why should I be at his funeral. I stayed at first but everyone was so emotional it made me want to take a match to myself!" She complained, still glaring at me.

"I should go." I said then stood up.

"Ya, you should." Rosalie said.

"Oh, well, no Bella you can stay if you want. Please don't let Rose chase you out, in fact why don't you stay here until the others get back. I know Charlie is going on his week long fishing trip this week." Esme offered.

"Well," I started to say no but the look in her eyes was almost pleading. I couldn't say no to that face, "I gue-" But I didn't get to finish because Rose interrupted, "NO! NO she cannot stay! That's it! Bells come with me." Rose said dragging me out the door.

Esme got up to stop her but Rose spoke, "It's okay Esme, me and Bella are just gonna talk. I promise not to touch her." I noticed how Rosalie said she wasn't going to touch me as opposed to hurt me.

I walked out with her. We were out in the forest, I'm guessing just far enough so that we were out of hearing range.

She spun around in front of me.

"Okay listen you little brat. I'm tired of you hanging around out house and butting into our lives. It's time someone told you."

She stood tall over me and I took a step back.

Se continued, "I don't want you here and neither does Edward. Nobody wants you here. You are just a bump in the road preventing us from living our lives."

"That's not true." I said, "Edward loves me."

"You think that's why he is keeping you around? Ya right! You idiot! He is addicted to your scent. Your blood is the only thing he keeps you for! It's like a drug to him and he can't just let it go. He is just waiting until the right time so he can drink you dry."

I had tears streaming down my face I just shook my head.

She continued, "He's to good for you anyway. You're just a toy to pass the time. He NEVER wanted you and never will. You are just a TOY! Seriously look at you, plain hair, eyes, body PLAIN! Why would he want you? Look." She pulled out her phone.

I looked at it and on it was a picture of a strawberry blonde lip locking with Edward. His arms on her chest and hers on his back. The next was a picture with her legs wrapped around him. His hands were on her butt and she had her hands on his. The third was the two of them on the floor. Edward on the bottom with his hands on her shoulders.

In all of the pictures she was wearing the same outfit and so was he.

I was sobbing uncontrollably now.

"See? Those were taken from our little trip to Alaska this week. Edward NEVER loved you so now you can just go and leave us alone. I never want to see you again. Got it?"

I couldn't answer I just got up and started walking away.

I can't handle this. I can't live without him.

So I won't .

I've decided.

Eventually I found my way out of the forest and back to my house. I didn't even try hiding it from Alice. Why would she care?

I got into the house and immediately grabbed my fathers knife that he kept around for emergencies.

It was perfectly sharpened so it would cut my skin easily.

After I grabbed the knife I went out to the cliffs. I wanted to bleed before I jumped. My blood would no longer hold Edward to me. Not after I bleed it out.

I stepped to the ledge and took the knife to my wrist. One easy slice Bella.

It didn't take much convincing.

The knife slid easily across my skin. I enjoyed the pain. The blood rushing out from it was beautiful. I ignored the smell and did the other wrist.

I was bleeding out of both wrists and tiltering on the edge of the cliff when I heard it, "Bella! Please! Come back. Don't do this! Don't jump"

It was Esme. She was begging me not to jump. Why? She didn't care about me did she?

But it was Edward I would be without.

"I won't jump Esme, I promise." I said as I tilted forward even more.

I wouldn't jump. I would fall. I kept my feet on the cliff as long as I could as I fell.

The cool water rushed up to me. I greeted it with a smile and closed my eyes.

The next thing I know I was on fire.

I didn't scream though.

Esme's voice whispered in my ear. "I'm sorry Bella. Whatever Rose said to make you do this it wasn't true."

I don't know how much time past with me in this blazing inferno but eventually it ended.

I could hear and smell everything. I was relishing it when my memories hit me. What Rosalie had said.

My body shot up faster than my brain could register at the time and I stumbled.

Then it hit me, I'm a vampire!

A clumsy vampire...

What will the Cullens think when they see me here? Worse, what about Edward! I will have to live an eternity without him!

A small sob escaped me and I felt arms wrap around me. I jumped and turned around, yanking myself from their arms.

It was Esme.

"I'm sorry Esme. You must not want me here. I... have something to do anyway. Um, I have to go." I started walking away. Esme wrapped her arms around me and started sobbing, "No Bella, please don't go! I almost lost you once and don't intend on losing you again. Please Please stay! Think of Edward!"

Edward, his name made me flinch. "He doesn't love me." I said so that Esme could barely hear.

She gasped.

"How could you even say that! Of course he loves you! What put that idea into your head!" Esme asked astounded.

I only had to say one word before she burst, "Rosalie."

Her eyes flashed and filled wit anger, "I knew I shouldn't have let you go with her! What did she say? Is she the reason you jumped?"

"I didn't jump Esme. I promised you I wouldn't. I more like, slid." I whispered.

"Oh Bella." She squeezed me. "Come on I will take you hunting."

"Why, don't you... hate me?" I said looking down. Wow is that a new rug...

"NO! NONONONONO NEVER! I would never hate you Bella. Did Rose," She trailed off and I nodded.

She took a few calming breaths then dragged me out to hunt.

"Wait, where are the others?" I asked

"Oh, um... well, they are still in Alaska. They don't know about what happened. When Rosalie got back she had an evil look in her eye. I asked where you were and she said you walked off. I went to make sure you were okay so I followed your scent to your house then the cliffs, the cliffs. Bella, have I ever told you my story?" I shook my head.

"Well, I will tell you when we get home. But anyway. I found you. You cut your wrists. The blood didn't bother me though because I was too worried about you. I jumped in and saved you. Here you are." I smiled and hugged her.

"Now, let's hunt. Your throat must hurt." I nodded and smiled again as we raced off into the forest.

I know I am working on another story right now but I had to do this one.

Hopefully next chapter will be the last.

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