Okay, I have to say this: This is Yaoi, male/male sex, it's rated M for an adult love scene and males wearing dresses. If you don't like, don't read. This story might be a little OOC.
The story is taking place when they wore dresses. And of course, Mori doesn't have one.
This feels so odd, why won't he stop staring at me? I felt very uncomfortable while I sat down on the hard couch in the furthest part of the room. Those eyes, I can feel them following my every move. It's like creepy but at the same time I want him to stare at me. He made me feel beautiful, it's nothing I can explain but I felt like I was the queen of the ball even though am a guy. I met his gaze, I could feel my body stiffen. I never knew I could feel this way only through a look. It made me feel excited. Almost turned on. This man. He was something extra. Suddenly I wanted him.
"Kyouya, please, this is not like you at all, are you even listening to me?" Tamaki leaned forward with a rather annoyed expression. I gave him a slightly surprised face but almost instantly changed it back to my usually stoic face.
"You know, I really can't concentrate on you when you are wearing that bright pink dress." Tamaki had almost turned around when he quickly faced me once again. I didn't change my face at all this time. I had gotten quite used to the king's rather hasted movements.
"I can't believe you just said that! You're so mean! And to top that, you are wearing one too!" But mine was so much sexier. Dark colors and a black long wig to complete the outfit. I knew that if I played my cards right I could make any man believe that I was a real woman, without even saying a word. But it was typical Tamaki, focusing on the wrong thing. He should have asked why I didn't listen to him instead. That would've at least made me answer the blonde, not with the truth but a lie. But who would've told the dumb blonde that he or she was in love with another of the same sex?
The door opened and I saw two identical women grace through the big oak door. They saw me sitting down on the couch and they saw Tamaki who had started to lecture me in how to speak properly towards a woman, even if he wasn't one. He was only a guy who had dressed up as a woman to win back the love he thought he lost.
"Hikaru, Kaoru! That's a little colorful don't you think?" Now the dumb blonde tried to make them do something. I suspected he wanted them to say that he had a beautiful dress and it made him look so good they couldn't take their eyes of him. Stupid blond. The identical women moved at the same time to take a look at their dresses, they quickly looked back at the blonde with questioning faces.
"Aww, now now, we should not make any jumps to any conclusions! I do think this fits us! Don't you think that too, Kaoru?" The older twin spoke and put his hands on his sides. The younger twin imitated his movements.
"Yes I do, actually. I think it suits you perfectly. And if it suits you, then it suits me too!" The elder twin got a light blush as he was not used to being flattered in that way from his brother. At least not in front of everybody, the younger twin laughed a little and made his brother feel a little more uncomfortable. I watched the scene but decided to not get involved further in their little 'love' moment. Tamaki had not seen this coming, it was all over his face. And I felt like saying 'I told you so' even if I had only thought it. I turned my head away and I noticed that I stared at him again. And I felt the urge to touch him, I felt the tension that was gathering between my legs. He looked straight at me. Suddenly, I felt myself rise. This was not good.
"Mom! The twins are being mean to me!" Tamaki screamed and turned to face me. I almost snapped, but I managed to not react at all in the last second and remained my composure with a small trace of shock that nobody noticed, besides him. The last one I wanted to know about this.
"Hikaru, Kaoru, please, do not upset him. I have a bad headache right now." The twins were considering this for like a second and then they decided to ignore the blond and sat down at the couch right next to mine.
"You know, Kyouya, he actually insulted us first." Hikaru tried. I stared at him. Giving him a very uncomfortable feeling inside him. I could sense it. He was soon concentrating at his brother who had the same scared feeling and decided to leave me alone. I was considering getting up. But I didn't want to show my erection to everybody. But my dress, I think I would be able to get away if I was careful enough and get out of there without any other distractions. But those eyes followed me. I think he understood what I wanted to do. And I saw in his face that he was not going to let me do it. Alone.
"Kyouya, let's get Honey." Mori walked towards me. I felt my heart beat faster. He looked so strong and calm. I loved him. I knew I did. Did he know I did? I wasn't sure. Maybe. Maybe not. But I couldn't risk it. Even if he had seen my face expression when I got my erection, he might just want to save me from this embarrassing situation. He sort of picked me up under my arms and almost lifted me out of the couch, careful not to show anything to the other three.
"Yeah, where is Honey? Shouldn't you be with him, Mori?" Tamaki asked while he was fighting with the twins. Mori didn't react but instead he responded with his usually stone cold face.
"He wanted to be alone." He left with those words and I followed the taller man quite willingly. Exhausted from the whole situation. This had been so embarrassing, now I had to explain myself to Mori. Poor beautiful man, didn't know one of his best friends had a crush on him. It was almost sad.
"Thank you for saving me, Mori. I appreciate it very much, now you can let go of me and I will take care of it from now on." I said as he closed the door behind us. I tried to sound as confident as I could. The taller man didn't even bother to look down at me. How annoying! And where was he taking me? This was not the way to the bathroom not even the way to the room where Honey usually took his afternoon naps. I wondered if I should tell him again. But I knew he had heard me the first time and to do it a second time was just a waste of time. I knew it very well.
"In here." He pushed me into something that looked like a room, but it couldn't be a room. It was too small to be a room. This was more of a closet or a utility room. How unappreciated. I don't want to be in here. I would rather want to go to a bathroom. What was I supposed to do in here anyway? I was confused, but I heard Mori close the door behind him. I turned around and looked at him.
"What are we doing here? I want to go to the bathroom." Suddenly I was attacked by a heavy body that dragged me down on the floor and I felt hands going wherever they wanted. I felt one hand travel upside my leg and taking the dress with it, it groped me.
"Love… your… dress…" I heard the needing whisper from Mori while his hand carefully massaged me between my legs. I felt a huge discomfort. This was not supposed to happen this way. I tried to fight back against him. I was surprised when he released me and caught my hands and forced them above my head.
"Don't do this. I don't want to." I whined. I felt like tears were going to show soon. The heavy body rested between my legs as he looked down at me. I think I saw confusion, but I'm not sure.
"You… don't want?" I could hear some disappointment in the statement, but I shook my head. If I was going to do it with him, then it would have to be in a better place or at least I thought he should have warned me. So that I could prepare myself mentally.
"I don't want." I said simply. He released me quickly.
"Sorry, must've misinterpreted you. Thought you meant it as a signal." I begun to wonder, did he feel the same way about me? Suddenly I didn't want him to let go. But he had already sat up and were about to stand up when I choose to finally tell him.
"I love you, Mori. But it wasn't a signal. You just turned me on. And I simply got scared when you moved so fast. I didn't know what was going on. I thought you might rape me." I said the last thing very low. I didn't want to tell him that part. It almost hurt my heart to say it out loud. But I'm not sure whether he heard me or not.
"If I move slower then?" The question was simple and I understood it. But I would like to have some more emotions in the voice. But the look on his face was priceless. I couldn't do anything else than nod and agree with him. Suddenly I saw Mori squatting in front of me and I was rather surprised that he could look that small. He touched my lips with his own. Making a small trail of excitement run down my back. I made an almost inaudible whimper and kissed him back. He put his hands down at the floor beside me. He pushed me backwards and I followed his smooth movements. He made me shiver and the want between my legs grew harder. Now I wanted him to be inside of me. At least I wanted him to touch me.
"Still love your dress." He whispered in a slightly more comfortable and not so needy tone. I couldn't help but wrap my legs around his hips and drag him down on me so he could feel how much I wanted him now. I got a surprised face, or at least as surprised face as Mori could make. I smiled and pushed his head down with my arms to make him kiss me again.
"I love when you say that." Now I had the needy voice. Mori gave me a look I couldn't read. Maybe it was lust? Maybe it was love? Maybe it was none of them or both? But I didn't care. As long as he wanted to do it with me, then I was happy. "Undress me."
"No, want your dress on. Turns me on." Mori continued to kiss me on the neck. I felt waves of want when the warm breath hit the sensitive skin. I whimpered a little. Making the larger man kiss me more intensive. I felt the urge to moan, but I didn't want him to know that I wanted this so badly. I felt his hands travel down my body to once again massage me between my legs. But this time I felt the waves of pleasure trailing down my back and it made me harder. Mori pushed his body against mine and I instantly knew that he was just as turned on as I was. I couldn't help but to moan when I felt his hard erection press against mine. This felt so good.
"I want you. Inside of me." I heard how needy I sounded but I didn't care. I wanted him to be inside of me. And I wasn't going to let him get away. Not now.
"Ya sure?" The deep dark voice made me let out a moan. Now, that could not be misinterpreted this time. He got the message and let his hands feel their way inside my underwear and pulled them off before I knew what had happened. The cold air hit me between my legs but it wasn't cold for long as Mori himself had in the same time pulled down his pants and underwear and lay himself between my shaking legs.
"Mori, stop! I haven't done this before!" He had grabbed my legs and pulled them upwards. I suddenly knew I wasn't ready for this. He stopped and looked at me between my legs.
"You haven't?" I shook my head. I wondered if he had done it before and with whom? "That's okay." That was it? No explanation or some insuring words? My god, I just discovered I have chosen the wrong partner. He put his fingers in his mouth and coated them with his spit. Euw, that's a little disgusting, what was he doing anyway? And then he took them out of his mouth and put them at my entrance. I began to feel scared. Was this the way other guys did it? I felt like running away from there. He pushed one finger inside of me. I was quite surprised of how good it felt. I let a moan pass my lips. I got a kiss as a response.
"It's okay?" I kissed him back. Yes, this was not as bad as I had thought, then he pushed another finger inside of me. I gasped as he began to move the fingers inside of me. I felt a little pain going through my body but it wasn't that bad. I could handle it. A third finger slipped inside of me and at first I tensed as I felt my hole being stretched in an unusual way. It hurt. But I was not going to run away. This man made me feel like I was alive. I loved him. He tried to kiss me but I didn't kiss him back. I bit down on my lip as hard as I could to not think of the pain. Mori decided to move lower down on my neck.
"It hurts?" Mori asked caring questions but his voice didn't agree with the question, but I understood that he cared anyway and I nodded while I felt my body being caressed by the other of the larger man's hands. He made me forget the pain I was experiencing and I wanted more.
"I'm ready, now do me." I began to breathe again when he pulled out his fingers. I hadn't realized I had lost it. He moved a little and placed himself at my entrance. He grabbed my legs again and pulled them upwards. This time he didn't ask. He slowly began to push himself inside of me. I couldn't scream. It hurt so much. Every little move he made, made me want to scream as loud as I could. But I couldn't. I don't know why. But I couldn't. My legs were at the same time pushed a little backwards and placed on the larger man's shoulders. I felt a little uncomfortable in this position. But if Mori had done this before, then he probably knew how to do it. He pushed himself all the way in. And I felt pleasure gathering inside of me. I didn't know I could feel this kind of pleasure at the same time my body was hurting so much. It felt like a wonderful nightmare. This feeling was something out of my mind wrong but at the same time this couldn't feel more right.
I moaned. And he took it as a signal to start moving. He pulled out and then he thrusted himself inside of me again. I let out a small scream of the erotic pain I felt. This felt so good. He hesitated a little but then decided to move out again. My breath with him. He made me breathe heavy and I could feel the stinging pain moving down and it made me relax and breathe out, he pushed himself inside of me again while I took a deep breath and felt my whole body stiffen again. This turned me on. The way he could control my breathing and my moaning sounds and the way he made me relax again. Every move made me feel a little more aroused and with ever y move I could feel myself come closer to the end. While he kissed me on my neck and caressed my chest I concentrated fully on the aroused feeling. I could hardly do anything else. I just wanted to come with him. I felt his hand move down and grab my erection. It made me feel extremely vulnerable and I felt closer to the end than I wanted.
"Don't do that. I'll come too soon." I whisper between every thrust and he moved away his hand.
"Coming too." He simply said. But I didn't have time to be upset with it now, or even think about it. His rocking movements began to become harder with every thrust. And I wanted it that way. I wanted him to go harder and harder until I couldn't feel my head anymore. I moaned loud and he went faster. I screamed his name when he hit my pleasure spot and I shivered as he went out and aimed for that spot one more time. He hit it hard and recklessly, it made me come. I felt my whole body tense up as my vision darkened and my body became numb. A strange feeling overwhelmed my body as I felt Mori come inside of me and filled my inside with the white liquid. I took a deep breath and my mind was coming back to reality once again. I felt my whole body hurt and my mind was tired from the intense act and the ridiculous fact that had gotten me in this whole situation. And that was a little thing called love. At least for me. Maybe not for Mori, he hadn't said he loved me yet.
"That felt good. I love you, Mori." I suddenly wanted to sleep. I was really tired and I wanted to take in the whole situation before I started to do something else. He pulled himself out of my body.
"Love you too." He leaned in and kissed me on the lips, I barely managed to kiss him back. I was quite surprised but then again, I don't think I really heard what he had said to me.
Thanks for reading! I dare you to read next chapter too! It's quite a lot better than this one, I promise! ;D