Author Notes: It has Yaoi in it…Don't like Yaoi, then don't read it…This is not an usual story I'll write…
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon…
I remember you said go to hell…You said that without feelings. You, the one I loved told me to go to hell. I don't know what I did to cause you to say that to me, but I'm sorry. I wanted to comfort you when your brother was killed, but you told me to go to hell in stead…Do you know how much that pains me to hear those words from your mouth directed at me. I guess this is why I am standing on this bridge over the freezing water. Waiting…wondering…Not knowing what to do…
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It'll be the New Year soon…I have wished before many times, that one New Years Eve that I would be counting down to New Years with you by my side. That dream was thrown away when you said those words…Those three little words…Go To Hell. Those words broke many dreams of mine. More dreams than you ever knew of or could even count. Some simialiar…some different…All my dreams of you and me. From walking in the moonlight on a beautiful summer night to ice skating on a winter morning. So many dreams…gone…
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Coming closer to the New Year. It's now closer than you and I'll ever be. I wonder how many happy couples are out there now, kissing and counting down while holding hands…doing what I dreamed of you and I doing…Making what was only a dream from me a reality for them. Funny…how everything can come crashing down in one's life by a little thing…I wonder how many people are doing what I'm doing know…Waiting…wondering…Not knowing what to do…
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No…I'll do what you want me to do
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I'll go to hell…
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I'll jump…
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Suicides always go to hell right?
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This is what I originally came to this bridge for
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To die
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But it was to late…
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I had already had…
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I'm sorry Matt…but you came too late…
Happy New Year…
I died on New Years without telling Matt I loved him…It wasn't really a Happy New Years for anyone of us…