A/N: Written for the Mega Prompts Challenge, word prompts #008 – broken.
it was right, so why did it feel so wrong?
Sandra was so weak he'd gotten caught in this web because of her. But he couldn't blame her for that. He loved her. She was his mother, even if he did call her by his name. She only did that because she asked him to. He loved her.
That's right. He was doing all this because he loved her. He didn't want her to commit suicide – and she'd almost done that and it had almost been because of him. He had no other choice. He had to keep this relationship for her. Keep him happy so in turn he would keep Sandra happy.
So why couldn't he feel happy? Why did every look, every touch, make him feel so…violated? Why did it hurt so much? Why could he hear something breaking?
Of course, he knew the reason for it. Because it was wrong. It was disgusting. He should be doing these things with his mother, not with him. So why why why?
But they'd made a deal and this was to secure his mother's happiness and his mother was happy with a man like that so he had to put up with it. He had to be happy with it.
So why did he feel so…dirty?