Gundam Wing

-Relena's Life

11/3/198

It is the year AC 198, and it has been 3 years after the war. I've renounced my title as the last and only heir Princess of the Sanq Kingdom. However I've accepted to become the Prime Minister of Peace for the new World Nation, and I just turned 18. Yes, I know I've been through so much as soon as I had turned 15. I kept the name of Relena Dorlian, after the name of my adoptive parents. My life has been so crazy; I've been taking care of business, going to the University, writing, reading about everything you can think of politics and pacifism (peace). I've also been going to conferences, big balls and top social events. It has been keeping so busy and making my head spin. My ideals and beliefs are in world peace. (Sigh) I know I sound like a beauty pageant queen, but its true unlike just being a beautiful women to be judged I'm a high government official and I'm trying to make my ideals of world without weapons, and violence come true. It seems impossible, many people think so, but I won't sit back and do nothing. Those long horrible years of war left the people and including me hurt.

My royal family was killed long ago because they advocated for pacifism and they were seen as a threat. The only one that survived was my older brother, Milliardo Peacecraft. He changed his name to Zechs Marquise to work for the United Sphere's Alliance only to get revenge. I didn't even know about him until almost 4 years ago. He wanted me to be the leader and princess of the Peacecraft, but I didn't want the title. Yeah I know how many girls would dream and wish for this. But I don't know, I grew up rich and spoiled with the attention, yet also with the people who wanted to be your fake friends just for interest and now its politicians trying to be nice and take advantage of you. Hypocrites and backstabbers is what you get. I also didn't turn out like Paris Hilton because I understood that not everyone was as lucky as I was. I knew that I should be grateful for everything that I have. And this horrible war that went on for 26 years between Earth and the Space Colonies brought pain and injustice to innocent people.

My adoptive parents were great, but were just like normal parents would be. My father was always busy with his job to pay any close attention to me. He was Prime Minister for the United Earth's Sphere Alliance. He was trying to make peace between Earth's controllive countries and the Space Colonies. But the leaders of the United Sphere Alliance wanted to take the colonies by force and they ended up assassinating him. … It tore my heart, his last words to me was telling me I wasn't his real daughter. I couldn't register his words at that moment when he just stopped breathing. I couldn't remember anything after that, it was so confusing afterwards and it is not something I want to write down at this moment, but his words were true. I was actually the last daughter of the royal Peacecraft family of the Sanq Kingdom. Just thinking about my dad brings tears to my eyes. I will always be his daughter no matter what. I know he would have been proud of me following the pacifism beliefs and working hard for what he and my royal family believed in and died for. Sadly the tragedies in my life didn't end there. My mother was also killed back home on Earth for unknown reasons, but it must have been a connection with my fathers death in space. So returning home was also a hard blow for me…. My mother loved me and cared for me a lot. However, she was very strict with me and always cared about what people would think or say. She sent me to so many charm schools to learn etiquette and manners. Of course all I learned was how to hide my emotions. It's what I picked up on my own through all those years. My mom was concerned about my future. After everything I still loved both of my parents and I hope their resting in peace as well as my royal family…

But now that I think about my life I never felt so alone until now. My adoptive parents as well as my real parents were assassinated. My brother had left to go on a mission to Mars to start a project, so humans can start living there as soon as the war had ended and he had left with Noin. She is really a nice person and I can tell she loves my brother a lot, he should be very grateful to have her. I'm sure my brother has the same feelings towards her, and I'm happy at least two people got there happy ending.

God I can't believe I have written so much on my journal and I haven't wrote anything about the guy I think of every night, Heero Yuy. I miss him and I always wonder where he is, and what crazy dangerous mission is he up too. I worry about him every day praying to god to protect him and hope that he is not killed. I wonder if he ever thinks about me the way I do about him. He sworn to protect me and he's always there when I'm in danger to save me like prince charming, but he's the very opposite. He's a Gundam pilot, what more can I say. He's a trained assassin, train to do missions and kill anyone who gets in his way. He's quiet and reserved, yet very intelligent, calculative, and observant. He notices the very smallest thing. He's cold blooded when it comes to battles and he's not scared to die. Sometimes I felt like if he wanted to be killed. Yet when I stare into his dark blue eyes I see kindness, deep into his soul hidden under this trained life. The only thing I can say is that I can count on him to be there and he'll never let me down.

I was kidnapped 2 years ago during Christmas Eve and he came back to save me. He was really hurt when he found me. I got to hold him for the first time. In my arms I held him for the longest time, until my special police force found me. At the hospital I waited there by his bed he was unconscious, and I never wanted to leave him for a second. On the fifth day, I fell asleep on a couch they had there, and when I woke up he was gone. I felt horrible, but this wasn't the first time he left without a goodbye. I know he was hired by the Preventors a top secret unit to do missions that I have no clue about. I should be used to him leaving without saying a word to me, but I can't help the ache I feel. Not just for him, but I'm alone utterly alone.

"Miss Relena", called Pagan

"Yes" I replied and I had stopped scribbling on my journal.

"Sorry to interrupt, but you have a phone call." He had stated with a smile on his face.

Ugh can't people leave me alone for a second, I thought to myself. I got up from my desk, and walked up to Pagan. He has been the Dorlain's butler since I was a baby and he also worked for my royal parents long before that. I guess I wasn't too alone.

"Who can be calling me at this time?" I looked at back towards the wall to look at the time; it was 9:23 P.M.

"You'll be very pleased." He replied, and he still had a smile on his face. He handed me the phone.

I took the phone very confused about what would "please" me. Maybe I can go take a long vacation?

"This is Miss Relena Dorlian, how may I help you?" I said in the most friendliest/professional voice.

"Relena, it's me Milliardo."