Here is another songfic for Jenny and Gibbs! This is in Jenny's PoV. It is highly recommended that you listen to the song.
Song: I Still Miss Someone by- Johnny Cash
Disclaimer: I own nothing except this angsty little songfic.
The agents, especially the Major Crime Response Team, will probably make words out of how I'm acting. How much I miss Jethro. I can't bring myself to care either. I wish I would have never have told him 'no off the job', it killed me to say that. Maybe I was scared? I don't know.
I stand at my office window, staring out at the Navy Yard and the surrounding parks. The cold autumn winds are coming and the leaves are falling, just like my tears. I feel like I'm being over-dramatic about this, but... I can't help it.
There's people walking around with their sweethearts and yet... I still miss someone.
I walk back to my desk and set down. Hopefully, I'll be able to get some work done, though I doubt it. I'll probably be reminiscing about Paris, all the parties we attended while we were undercover.
These days, when I go to a party or some other function and try to have a little fun, I end up in the shadows of a dark corner. All because, I miss him. I miss Jethro.
As I predicted, I can't focus on any paperwork. All I can think of is Jethro's blue eyes. I can never get over them nor, do I think I ever could.
Laying my head on my desk, I can feel the tears starting to stream down my face. These emotions are hitting me like a ton of bricks and I'm not sure I like the idea of feeling this emotional.
I hear my office door open and then close softly, and then I looked up, to see who had entered. It was the person I miss, it was Jethro.
Softly he whispers my name, "Jenn." Just the tone of it makes me wonder if he misses me, like I miss me.
Getting up from my desk, I let out a sob and run straight into his arms. "God Jethro, I miss you so damn much."
"I miss you too, Jenn" He pulled me closer to him and just held me as I cried.
Then I pulled back slightly, to look up at him. Then, I kissed him with everything I had in me.
Now, for the foreseeable future, we don't have to miss each other anymore. We can only look forward and finally be together, at last.
Did you guys like this songfic? If you did, please tell me what y'all thought about it? Also, I may be slow to update. I have a new job as a cashier and have been on the busy side. I still have time to write, which is a plus (of course).
