"My biggest fear is not losing you, is losing myself while I'm falling in love for you." By Bea
Fearless
Song-Fic with song "Fearless" by Taylor Swift
Grey's Anatomy Fan-Fiction
Addison & Derek Shepherd
Sometimes when I'm alone, I think about you, and I miss you. I don't know why, but I'd miss you, I know I should, but you are Derek and I'm Addison, and in the end of the day, we are still Addison and Derek, and you know I can help it.
I wonder to, if you remember me, if you still think about us, about what we were, or about what we could have been if… you know, if the whole Meredith and Mark thing never happen.
I remember to, something that I miss, when I wake up and I caught you starring at me, like I was you sun, or when I caught you looking at me while I was working. It's was wonderful, always, I a regret not to tell you, because it always make me feel special and love, in a silly way, I know… but I feel it, I fell myself?
I love you, you know, I still love you, even after we are separated for more than four years, I love you, I care about you, I always will.
I wish you kept that in mind, because I will always love.
With Love
Your Addie.