Chapter 1

Carlisle

Monday 12th may

For a vampire I have major control over my hunger. I work as a doctor and on this very day I saw the image of an angel with long blonde hair, huge crystal blue eyes. She wore a white and blue striped top with a gold sequinned anchor on and skinny jeans with dolly shoes. She was one of them people you never forget. She walked to the front desk and asked for directions. I walked to the desk and said "where is this young lady off to I can take her."

The receptionist smiles "well dear this is Doctor Cullen and Doctor Cullen this is Lucy may potter."

I smile "well Lucy where are you off too."

She spoke so sweetly "room 15b"

I guide her and ask "15b the injury follow up appointment rooms so what injury did you have?"

She replied "I used to be head cheerleader till they dropped me from the top of the pyramid and I snapped my tendon."

I say "well this is your lucky day I am in there all day." I open the door of 15b "after you miss potter."

She walked in and followed and I closed the door.

She smiles "thank you."

I checked to see the recovery. I comment "well recovered." She smiled at me "Lucy so you're a cheerleader."

She corrected "I was a cheerleader."

I couldn't help myself after that. My mind whirled with pictures of her in a cheerleader uniform. I had her pinned at the wall. I kissed her and it felt so deep that our souls connected. The kiss stopped and I looked into her eyes.

I say "what am I doing? I'm kissing an angel whilst married with 5 kids." She looks shocked "it was great to meet you Lucy."

By lunch break I was hungry for her. I wanted her. I was sat outside in a shaded picnic table opposite my wife and I wanted her. My wife was wearing her purple frilled top pencil skirt and strappy heels. She looked gorgeous. I admit "Esme sweetie I need to talk to you about something." She took my hands and held them on top of the table and smiles supportively."I kissed a patient earlier and I want to see her right now."

Esme smiles "young and beautiful?"

I reply "yeah she was beautiful."

Esme replied hesitantly "see you later yeah?"

I smiled as she walked away

Esme

I support my husband through everything but if it means I'm losing him that I can't support. She walked into his work he kissed her and now he admits it to me. At least he is honest. I sit in the kitchen and look through our photo album. The times when he couldn't love anyone else. I was his world. I admire his attitude to control his hunger. From behind someone hugs me close and kisses my cheek.

"Hello baby." Carlisle says "I got the afternoon off."

I smile hiding my upset "that's great."

Carlisle seriously "Esme dear what's up?"

I admit "I'm losing you aren't I. for a young pretty girl and she's probably blonde."

Carlisle says "she used to be a blonde cheerleader. Used to be. She isn't anymore. Anyway if you met her you would understand."

I scream at him "I don't want to meet her. I want you to understand you'll end up tearing this family apart."

Carlisle calmly "I won't rip us apart. She is like a daughter than a lover."

I say taken back "what?"

Once all the kids are home Carlisle walked into the dining room. The blonde girl behind her. She had huge blue eyes.

Alice smiles "Lucy may potter."

Lucy says "that's your father."

Jasper smiles "didn't know that did you?"

My anger to her went away she has that sort of lovable way to her. I think she may be pixie they have a very lovable factor about them that she has as well. I want her as a daughter. I want her to be there to see every day and to really get to know her. Her beauty is indescribable.