Disclaimer: I don't own the Gundam boys and it's a good thing too, or only
Showcase and City TV would broadcast them ;) Don't bother to sue I'm a
student and therefore need all money for Kraft Dinner.
Warnings: PG-13 or R for language. No lemon but it is Yaoi or Slash, lots of boy/boy relationships so don't read if you're not interested or find that stuff disgusting. If you don't, and you shouldn't, please enjoy.
Notes: This is my first fic ;) and as such all flames will be ignored, but constructive C&C is desperately welcomed. Contact "ghostj@webminded.ca". Also the title has a double meaning which I'm sure my companions will get, as no one believes me that some people do this on occasion.
Thought in italics
Speech in "quotes"
To Prove You Wrong
By: GhostJ
"Kuso! Where did that baka get off doing that to me?" Heero muttered as he stalked through the hallways of one of Quatre's numerous safe "houses".
Actually, it's more like a mansion. Heero's subconscious cut in.
Shut up. Heero thought back. You've been doing too much talking, I mean thinking, lately anyway.
"Why? You don't think to blame me for that fiasco this morning do you? We both know I'm no. Well you are, so I guess I am indirectly.
"Masaka." Heero muttered as he passed another doorway. "What am I supposed to do come out and agree with him? Say yes I am a real person, a human. I do have feelings."
Snicker. Yah feelings for a certain violet eyed pilot.
"Shut up!!" He shouted, snapping his head up as he became aware of his own volume.
It's his fault. He thought sullenly. "It's all his fault."
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We were all sitting eating breakfast. Well Quatre, Trowa, Wufei and I were. Duo never gets up earlier than 10:00 am, so we usually take advantage of the quiet to eat in peace. I was just finishing off my report on the latest mission, Quatre was casually snuggling with a very embarrassed Trowa, and Wufei was, well, just enjoying not having to worry about finding out that someone had switched the sugar with salt again. Then it happened…
"I can't take it any more!" comes Duo's voice from the landing at the top of the stairs. He stomps down the flight, his braid swinging like a cat's tail, and a general sigh of resignation comes from the kitchen table, especially from Wufei.
I stare at Duo as he approaches the table menacingly, hoping that he won't notice. He looks damned gorgeous as always. He always looked hot when he was angry with something, usually me.
"I just can't fucking take this any longer!" He screamed as he reached the table. Without looking around he fixed me with a violet-eyed glare so strong I thought that I would combust. Of course that's the way I always feel when he looks at me, but it's still freaky. I manage to keep my face impassive as I stare back at him. It just gets him madder if possible.
Why do I have to be so impossible to him?
Silly, it gets him mad. Came the smug reply from my subconscious. You think he's hotter that way.
"Heero Yuy the perfect soldier," Duo sneered as he continued to glare at me. "You are the biggest FAKE in the world!"
At this point I was vaguely aware of Quatre and Trowa turning to watch and of Wufei fleeing from the room.
"You're human Heero, I'm damned sure of it. I've had enough of your blood on me to prove it. You pretend to be this perfect fucking soldier, so strong so much better than all of us normal humans. But one of these days you're gonna mess-up and then you'll be nothing more than just one of us."
And with that he turned and walked back up the stairs, leaving the room in a silence that was only broken by Wufei's return.
"Damn", he said sadly. "It's over all ready and the popcorn just finished."
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"I can't believe him!" Heero wailed sounding more like a petulant child, than the perfect soldier he was supposed to be.
Why not? Came his subconscious He's right, isn't he?
No he's not! I have to be stronger than they are. I have to be.
Why?
So I can protect ... them.
"Damn, I'd better go talk to him." Heero muttered, as he turned sharply to enter the room he shared with Duo.
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I can't believe I did that. Duo was sitting cross-legged on his bed, staring at the empty one his partner had left earlier that morning. God, Heero's gonna hate me for real now.
Sitting in the room Duo had no problems imagining his partner's patented Yuy Death Glare focused directly on him, and hearing Heero say "Omae o Kurosu" while pulling his gun out to finally rid himself of Duo.
How many things have I done, just to get him to look at me like that? Like you're the only thing in the world, sure he's gonna kill ya, but you're all he's thinking about.
It's his fault really; he's too gorgeous for his own good. If he wasn't the hottest guy I've ever seen, I would have left him alone a long time ago. Well I might have.
I bet he's gonna be even madder than when I gave him the wrong disk and he ended up installing Sextris on his laptop, instead of the security codes for OZ. He needs to lighten up more, it's a fun game.
No matter what he says, I'm sure he can lighten up. Especially if he just stopped trying to be so goddamned strong all the time. Not that I mind him being strong, but that doesn't mean you can't have feelings. He's just trying too hard, speaking of hard-
"Hmm?" What was that noise? It sounded like someone coming down the hallway.
"Heero?" Duo whispers and then shakes his head.
Nah, Heero would never make so much noise, but wait-dash added that was Heero's voice. He's talking to himself?! Damn, Heero's coming back and I haven't had a chance to get that bulletproof vest on. Maybe I should just jump out of the window and save him the trouble...
No. I know I'm right about Heero, he has to have feelings. I just hope they're more along what I feel for him than any homicid-
"THUNK!!!"
"What the fuck?!" shouted Duo as he was startled out of his reverie. That sounded like...but that would never happen to... I gotta find out!
Duo sprang out off of the bed and reached the door in two bounds. He opened it and looked down to find a very a very surprised looking Heero Yuy sitting on the floor, staring at him. Well, where the door used to be, with a large bruise forming just above his left eyebrow.
"Hell man, what happened?" He heard himself ask as he stared at Heero.
It looks like he walked into the door...
"How the Hell do you walk into a CLOSED DOOR?!"[i]
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"How the Hell do you walk into a CLOSED DOOR?!"
All the heads in the dinning room swivel around to look up at the stairs, towards Heero and Duo's room.
"But Heero's the perfect soldier, he can't walk into doors." Quatre whispered into Trowa's collarbone.
"Maybe," Trowa replied into Quatre's hair. "Maybe Duo is more observant than we give him credit for, ne?"
They both turn to glace at Wufei, knowing the young dragon never passed up an opportunity to bitch about Duo, but he had gone missing. The two lovers share an amused glace as they hear beeping coming from the kitchen.
"Wufei?" Quatre asks as Wufei reenters the room with a full bowl of popcorn.
"I'm not missing this one for the world."
Then from upstairs the laughter starts.
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Ite. Heero blinked in an effort to correct his blurred vision. As the scene gradually came into focus he registered Duo standing with a particular look on his face, almost like he was trying not to laugh.
Masaka, he's never gonna hear me out now, but I'd better say it anyway. I need to tell him just what I think about that whole scene this morning.
"Owwww." Apparently his voice had different ideas.
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He walked into the door? Well I guess the perfect soldier, isn't. This is just too funny, but if I laugh he will kill me.
Duo then noticed Heero staring up at him blinking owlishly. Oh fuck, he looks so sweet and innocent like that. I can't decide whether I'm gonna laugh or jump him. He looks like he's gonna say something. Here it comes, "Omae o kurosu" and bam! I'm gone and I never get to find out how right I was.
"Owww."
Duo can't take it anymore and he slides onto the floor, howling with laughter.
"Shut up, Duo," is Heero's response, before Duo cuts him off.
"I was right," Duo chortled. "You are human. Only a human and a bloody stupid one at that could walk into a door, HEAD-ON!! Think of the headlines; 'Perfect soldier found human.'"
Suddenly he stops and looks straight into Heero's eyes. He's mesmerized by how revealing they now are. How can a pair of blue eyes say so much, he's hurt I'm hurting him, damn. And he's sad and scared, scared of...
"Heero why are you afraid to be human?"
For what seems like a lifetime Heero remains silent until his reply ghosts towards Duo.
"If I'm human," he whispers,"I can't protect you."
His answer leaves Duo stunned and breathless, then he gets mad.
"WHO THE FUCK SAID I NEEDED YOU TO PROTECT ME?!! Hun? I never did."
Heero starts to interrupt, but Duo isn't about to listen to his excuses yet. "You mean to tell me," Duo continues, as he pierces Heero with his eyes, "That this whole ... act was because you thought I needed protecting? Well I don't. Not from some sadistic, heartless, inhuman soldier anyway."
Damn, Heero's stopped looking at me. I didn't mean for it to come out that way, but its true. I don't lie, ever. But now I wish, I had. I hope he doesn't leave, oh god just make him stay. I just want him to be happy and I know now that he definitely isn't happy, when he's forcing himself to be an inhuman prick. Well actually, I'd like him to be some other things on top of being happy. Like lying in my bed screaming my name. But that can wait, for a little.
"Heero look at me, please. That can't be the only reason, to protect me, can it?"
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Oh gods, he's angry. Heero thinks, this is not how it was supposed to happen. I just wanted him to be safe and happy that's all. Well, maybe not all. But the other stuff could wait, for a while. I hope he doesn't hate me. I can't bear to see if he hates me, maybe I should just go.
"Heero look at me, please." His head snaps towards Duo of its own accord and he meets his eyes. "That can't be the only reason, to protect me, can it?"
Here's you chance, just say it was all a joke. That's right a joke, one that's gonna kill me for the rest of my life.
"You look hot when you get mad." Unfortunately his voice had other ideas, once again.
Duo's staring straight at me. Hell if I could I would stare at me too, where the hell did that come from. Well I know where it came from but how did it get out?! Oh shit he's coming over. Probably so he can kick my ass and-
HE'S KISSING ME?!!
"You may not believe this Hee-chan, but I've been hoping a long time that you would say that. Well the hot part, not the when an-"
Heero leaps on Duo and the two being kissing fiercely, among other things. To the thought of: Duo's got a gorgeous mouth, but there are better things he could be doing with it than talking.
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"Heero, there's something I still don't get." Duo mumbled sleepily into Heero's chest. Finally, he thought, everything's sorted out.
"What's that Koi?"
"How did you get hit above the eye by a closed door? It's just not physically possible."
The chest under his cheek heated up as Heero blushed in the now dark room.
From above his head Duo caught the growled reply accompanied by an almost sinister chuckle.
"Not physically possible. I'll give you not physically possible."
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"Hey, this is better than "Queer as Folk[ii]". Stop hogging the popcorn Quatre-love."
After a vain attempt at giving Trowa a raspberry, Quatre's eyes light up with curiosity.
"Amusdfjekj, jasd fkedf uisdf?" Translation: "Wufei why do you have this video feed anyway?
"For the pursuit of justice."
----------------------- [i] I've done this twice, in two weeks. Yah you guessed it I'm special
[ii] Queer as Folk is a television show about gay/lesbian, mostly gay relationships, it's very, umm, graphic. In the porno sense.
Mondays at 10:00 on Showcase
Warnings: PG-13 or R for language. No lemon but it is Yaoi or Slash, lots of boy/boy relationships so don't read if you're not interested or find that stuff disgusting. If you don't, and you shouldn't, please enjoy.
Notes: This is my first fic ;) and as such all flames will be ignored, but constructive C&C is desperately welcomed. Contact "ghostj@webminded.ca". Also the title has a double meaning which I'm sure my companions will get, as no one believes me that some people do this on occasion.
Thought in italics
Speech in "quotes"
To Prove You Wrong
By: GhostJ
"Kuso! Where did that baka get off doing that to me?" Heero muttered as he stalked through the hallways of one of Quatre's numerous safe "houses".
Actually, it's more like a mansion. Heero's subconscious cut in.
Shut up. Heero thought back. You've been doing too much talking, I mean thinking, lately anyway.
"Why? You don't think to blame me for that fiasco this morning do you? We both know I'm no. Well you are, so I guess I am indirectly.
"Masaka." Heero muttered as he passed another doorway. "What am I supposed to do come out and agree with him? Say yes I am a real person, a human. I do have feelings."
Snicker. Yah feelings for a certain violet eyed pilot.
"Shut up!!" He shouted, snapping his head up as he became aware of his own volume.
It's his fault. He thought sullenly. "It's all his fault."
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We were all sitting eating breakfast. Well Quatre, Trowa, Wufei and I were. Duo never gets up earlier than 10:00 am, so we usually take advantage of the quiet to eat in peace. I was just finishing off my report on the latest mission, Quatre was casually snuggling with a very embarrassed Trowa, and Wufei was, well, just enjoying not having to worry about finding out that someone had switched the sugar with salt again. Then it happened…
"I can't take it any more!" comes Duo's voice from the landing at the top of the stairs. He stomps down the flight, his braid swinging like a cat's tail, and a general sigh of resignation comes from the kitchen table, especially from Wufei.
I stare at Duo as he approaches the table menacingly, hoping that he won't notice. He looks damned gorgeous as always. He always looked hot when he was angry with something, usually me.
"I just can't fucking take this any longer!" He screamed as he reached the table. Without looking around he fixed me with a violet-eyed glare so strong I thought that I would combust. Of course that's the way I always feel when he looks at me, but it's still freaky. I manage to keep my face impassive as I stare back at him. It just gets him madder if possible.
Why do I have to be so impossible to him?
Silly, it gets him mad. Came the smug reply from my subconscious. You think he's hotter that way.
"Heero Yuy the perfect soldier," Duo sneered as he continued to glare at me. "You are the biggest FAKE in the world!"
At this point I was vaguely aware of Quatre and Trowa turning to watch and of Wufei fleeing from the room.
"You're human Heero, I'm damned sure of it. I've had enough of your blood on me to prove it. You pretend to be this perfect fucking soldier, so strong so much better than all of us normal humans. But one of these days you're gonna mess-up and then you'll be nothing more than just one of us."
And with that he turned and walked back up the stairs, leaving the room in a silence that was only broken by Wufei's return.
"Damn", he said sadly. "It's over all ready and the popcorn just finished."
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"I can't believe him!" Heero wailed sounding more like a petulant child, than the perfect soldier he was supposed to be.
Why not? Came his subconscious He's right, isn't he?
No he's not! I have to be stronger than they are. I have to be.
Why?
So I can protect ... them.
"Damn, I'd better go talk to him." Heero muttered, as he turned sharply to enter the room he shared with Duo.
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I can't believe I did that. Duo was sitting cross-legged on his bed, staring at the empty one his partner had left earlier that morning. God, Heero's gonna hate me for real now.
Sitting in the room Duo had no problems imagining his partner's patented Yuy Death Glare focused directly on him, and hearing Heero say "Omae o Kurosu" while pulling his gun out to finally rid himself of Duo.
How many things have I done, just to get him to look at me like that? Like you're the only thing in the world, sure he's gonna kill ya, but you're all he's thinking about.
It's his fault really; he's too gorgeous for his own good. If he wasn't the hottest guy I've ever seen, I would have left him alone a long time ago. Well I might have.
I bet he's gonna be even madder than when I gave him the wrong disk and he ended up installing Sextris on his laptop, instead of the security codes for OZ. He needs to lighten up more, it's a fun game.
No matter what he says, I'm sure he can lighten up. Especially if he just stopped trying to be so goddamned strong all the time. Not that I mind him being strong, but that doesn't mean you can't have feelings. He's just trying too hard, speaking of hard-
"Hmm?" What was that noise? It sounded like someone coming down the hallway.
"Heero?" Duo whispers and then shakes his head.
Nah, Heero would never make so much noise, but wait-dash added that was Heero's voice. He's talking to himself?! Damn, Heero's coming back and I haven't had a chance to get that bulletproof vest on. Maybe I should just jump out of the window and save him the trouble...
No. I know I'm right about Heero, he has to have feelings. I just hope they're more along what I feel for him than any homicid-
"THUNK!!!"
"What the fuck?!" shouted Duo as he was startled out of his reverie. That sounded like...but that would never happen to... I gotta find out!
Duo sprang out off of the bed and reached the door in two bounds. He opened it and looked down to find a very a very surprised looking Heero Yuy sitting on the floor, staring at him. Well, where the door used to be, with a large bruise forming just above his left eyebrow.
"Hell man, what happened?" He heard himself ask as he stared at Heero.
It looks like he walked into the door...
"How the Hell do you walk into a CLOSED DOOR?!"[i]
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"How the Hell do you walk into a CLOSED DOOR?!"
All the heads in the dinning room swivel around to look up at the stairs, towards Heero and Duo's room.
"But Heero's the perfect soldier, he can't walk into doors." Quatre whispered into Trowa's collarbone.
"Maybe," Trowa replied into Quatre's hair. "Maybe Duo is more observant than we give him credit for, ne?"
They both turn to glace at Wufei, knowing the young dragon never passed up an opportunity to bitch about Duo, but he had gone missing. The two lovers share an amused glace as they hear beeping coming from the kitchen.
"Wufei?" Quatre asks as Wufei reenters the room with a full bowl of popcorn.
"I'm not missing this one for the world."
Then from upstairs the laughter starts.
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Ite. Heero blinked in an effort to correct his blurred vision. As the scene gradually came into focus he registered Duo standing with a particular look on his face, almost like he was trying not to laugh.
Masaka, he's never gonna hear me out now, but I'd better say it anyway. I need to tell him just what I think about that whole scene this morning.
"Owwww." Apparently his voice had different ideas.
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He walked into the door? Well I guess the perfect soldier, isn't. This is just too funny, but if I laugh he will kill me.
Duo then noticed Heero staring up at him blinking owlishly. Oh fuck, he looks so sweet and innocent like that. I can't decide whether I'm gonna laugh or jump him. He looks like he's gonna say something. Here it comes, "Omae o kurosu" and bam! I'm gone and I never get to find out how right I was.
"Owww."
Duo can't take it anymore and he slides onto the floor, howling with laughter.
"Shut up, Duo," is Heero's response, before Duo cuts him off.
"I was right," Duo chortled. "You are human. Only a human and a bloody stupid one at that could walk into a door, HEAD-ON!! Think of the headlines; 'Perfect soldier found human.'"
Suddenly he stops and looks straight into Heero's eyes. He's mesmerized by how revealing they now are. How can a pair of blue eyes say so much, he's hurt I'm hurting him, damn. And he's sad and scared, scared of...
"Heero why are you afraid to be human?"
For what seems like a lifetime Heero remains silent until his reply ghosts towards Duo.
"If I'm human," he whispers,"I can't protect you."
His answer leaves Duo stunned and breathless, then he gets mad.
"WHO THE FUCK SAID I NEEDED YOU TO PROTECT ME?!! Hun? I never did."
Heero starts to interrupt, but Duo isn't about to listen to his excuses yet. "You mean to tell me," Duo continues, as he pierces Heero with his eyes, "That this whole ... act was because you thought I needed protecting? Well I don't. Not from some sadistic, heartless, inhuman soldier anyway."
Damn, Heero's stopped looking at me. I didn't mean for it to come out that way, but its true. I don't lie, ever. But now I wish, I had. I hope he doesn't leave, oh god just make him stay. I just want him to be happy and I know now that he definitely isn't happy, when he's forcing himself to be an inhuman prick. Well actually, I'd like him to be some other things on top of being happy. Like lying in my bed screaming my name. But that can wait, for a little.
"Heero look at me, please. That can't be the only reason, to protect me, can it?"
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Oh gods, he's angry. Heero thinks, this is not how it was supposed to happen. I just wanted him to be safe and happy that's all. Well, maybe not all. But the other stuff could wait, for a while. I hope he doesn't hate me. I can't bear to see if he hates me, maybe I should just go.
"Heero look at me, please." His head snaps towards Duo of its own accord and he meets his eyes. "That can't be the only reason, to protect me, can it?"
Here's you chance, just say it was all a joke. That's right a joke, one that's gonna kill me for the rest of my life.
"You look hot when you get mad." Unfortunately his voice had other ideas, once again.
Duo's staring straight at me. Hell if I could I would stare at me too, where the hell did that come from. Well I know where it came from but how did it get out?! Oh shit he's coming over. Probably so he can kick my ass and-
HE'S KISSING ME?!!
"You may not believe this Hee-chan, but I've been hoping a long time that you would say that. Well the hot part, not the when an-"
Heero leaps on Duo and the two being kissing fiercely, among other things. To the thought of: Duo's got a gorgeous mouth, but there are better things he could be doing with it than talking.
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"Heero, there's something I still don't get." Duo mumbled sleepily into Heero's chest. Finally, he thought, everything's sorted out.
"What's that Koi?"
"How did you get hit above the eye by a closed door? It's just not physically possible."
The chest under his cheek heated up as Heero blushed in the now dark room.
From above his head Duo caught the growled reply accompanied by an almost sinister chuckle.
"Not physically possible. I'll give you not physically possible."
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"Hey, this is better than "Queer as Folk[ii]". Stop hogging the popcorn Quatre-love."
After a vain attempt at giving Trowa a raspberry, Quatre's eyes light up with curiosity.
"Amusdfjekj, jasd fkedf uisdf?" Translation: "Wufei why do you have this video feed anyway?
"For the pursuit of justice."
----------------------- [i] I've done this twice, in two weeks. Yah you guessed it I'm special
[ii] Queer as Folk is a television show about gay/lesbian, mostly gay relationships, it's very, umm, graphic. In the porno sense.
Mondays at 10:00 on Showcase