Entry I: It's been awhile
It's been awhile since Suwako died and that Gensokyo was destroyed. It has also been awhile that I have even been in the Outside World and, thinking about it, I feel I no longer belong here and nothing is the same. It's been so very long and I wonder how I will ever readjust. At least, we got a nice apartment and Reimu is doing alright. She's been sick, though, but she is doing alright and living well. I've thought of visiting her but Kanako-sama willn't have allowed it and it is best I don't, as Kanako-sama needs me here. I sure hope we can grow closer again but it is hard, as it feels so cold without Suwako here. I know Suwako has died, actually, she was killed right in front of me, but I know she will have wanted me to live and start anew with Kanako. Hopefully, Kanano-sama will warm up.
-東風谷 早苗
