A/N: Fufufu~ I really had the urge to write a "songfic", I planned this story in my head a long time ago, but it was like 20 chapters in my head, but I'm going to break it down to 5, in each chapter it will include one of Utau's songs. Anyway I really fail at writing, but I do it for fun xD, and I attempted to make it all sad, but I guess it failed epicly. Anywayz, Enjoy! ;D

* * * - Some time later
" " - Speech
' ' - Thought
Centre + Italic - Lyrics

Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the plot 8D~

Anime © Peach-Pit
Songs © Utau Hoshina/Nana Mizuki

THE LOST BUTTERFLY

.:.[m e i y k u u b u t t e r f l y].:.

Open your shiny eyes in the silent night
The wondrous night swooped down
filled with the sound of footsteps
from a stealthy, desirous black cat's paws.

"Utau." A heavy bang encountered the door. "Utau." And again. "Yo, Utau open up. I'm back."

The blonde slowly opened her left eyelid, glaring at the door at the corner of her eye. She straightened her back, lifting her arms off the edge of the bathtub and drawn her arms together onto the warm surface.

"Utau-chan has been there for a long time." An angelic voice spoke. "Utau-chan, it's Ikuto-kun~" Utau sighed deeply as Eru spoke, she lowered her head, cupping her hands together, scooping the warm liquid and splashing it onto her face.

The floating silhouette in the moonlight
said 'Let's go this way' with a beckoning smile
A shadow of desire covered the squirming city
as the wandering angel descended.

"Utau. I-I'm sorry it's all my fault. I-I-" Amu cries echoed in Utau's head, making her cringe.

"He will be okay, he's just in a bad condition right now." The doctor placed his hand on Utau's feeble body. Utau widened her eyes, placing her hands on her head. 'Go away.'

"Utau-chan?" "Hoshina-san?" "Utau?" "Hoshina Utau?" Voices spoke. "Go away, go away, go away!" Utau cursed under her breathe as her hands began to tremble. 'Why I'm I hearing all these things?!' Utau panted, tears trickling down her cheeks.

"Yo' Utau, you sleeping in there or something?" Ikuto knocked. Utau turned her head to the direction, sniffing.

"Sorry Ikuto." Utau breathed. "I'm just not myself anymore." Utau smiled weakly wiping her eyes with her wet hands. Utau laid back onto the cold surface of the bathtub, taking several breaths.

The shards of love in the precious thoughts I cradled in my arms
weren't of our destination
When the time comes when you're also sleeping somewhere,
are you dreaming sweet dreams?
Kiss me as we rest in the starry sky.

"Baka!" Utau tightened her fists as Ikuto's body laid underneath hers. "Why is it always Amu? You know how I feel!" Utau stared intensely at Ikuto. "Know how you feel?" Ikuto asked, confused. Utau then pressed her lips onto Ikuto, placing her hands gently on both sides of his soft navy coloured hair. Ikuto grasped onto her shoulders, his eyes wide shocked.

"WHAT?!" Multiple voices chanted in the background, "The grown-up world! Desu~"

"Hey Utau!" Ikuto said in an irritated voice, pushing Utau off him, their lips parting. Utau refused, pushing her body closer to Ikuto's, their lips crushed together.

Ikuto pushed her again, turning his head slightly to the side. "Cut it out! I'm getting pissed!" Utau could feel a needle shot at her heart. "But..." Ikuto turned his head to the centre, looking straight at Utau. "We're siblings!"

Don't watch, don't seize
the lost butterfly
The wings in your concealed chest sing of freedom
even for the people who can't see them
The face reflected in the mirror was
a crybaby back then,
but I'm not a child now.

Utau squeezed her eye's shut, slowing lowering her head into the warm liquid, she grasped her hands together, placing it on her chest. Her long hair floating on the surface. Her eyes stung as she opened her eyes, looking at the light from a distance with a blurred vision. She could hear her heartbeat pump faster and heavier.

I undo my now-long hair
My chest tightens as I realize
a sweet fragrance is tempting me
The lost words were magically put on my lips

'The bad guys never have their happy ending, huh?' 'I pretty figured that out a long time ago.'

Utau's vision began to become blurrier and blurrier until everything she could see was black. Her lungs battled for air but Utau remained where she was. Her memories flooding into her head.

Don't watch, don't seize
the lost butterfly
Go past the precious things, go past the important things
Break and destroy the key to my heart
I continue to search for my own story
Until the blindfold that conceals my fate is removed
I'll pierce through these clouds with my wings and go to the distant tomorrow.

'How did this end up like this?' 'I thought you was gone Ikuto. I was going to be with you.' 'What's so special about Amu?' 'Remember the good old days when we was with Tadase. When you played your violin, and I sang, remember?' 'We used to be together, you used to be there for me.' 'What happened Ikuto?' Utau's thoughts shouted aloud in her head.

Don't watch, don't seize
the lost butterfly
These targeted, feathered wings will take a long leap
unseen, out of your concealed chest.

A/N: Fail much? 8L I felt awkward attempting to write the kissing scene on episode 29, I was like uhm... I had to replay it like 20 times just to see what they said and how they reacted -.- It jumps back in Utau's memories so if your confused that's your answer, plus read the next couple of chapters to understand like... stuff...~~~

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