summary : i genitori its mean parents in italian languange. This story i made of with my fucking past and this on.. the story, why i hate my fucking father so much. Trully.. i really HATE him.
by : Yoichi Hiruma
*chap 1*
*Yoichi*
it was another greezy day, yeah.. now i was exactly 6 years. I was in the fucking hospital, the smell really make me wanna doze up .. really annoying. Why iam here? Eight half month ago my mother was preagnant, my fucking father took her already to the nearest hospital and it say it was a girl.
'iam gonna have a sister' my inner
everyday and every night i watch over my mother, if she needed something i can go quickly for her.
And yesterday she feel uncomfortible so she ask me that if i can accompany her, of course i can. After that fucking school's end, i run to my home and searching for my mom.. i called her over and over but no answer.
While i looking for her, i found a letter it say that my fucking father was on America and asking for looking after my mom
'tch, i allready do that' not a long time i read it, i get a call from my mother, she was allready in the hospital and want me to be by her side. What a fool, why she not waiting for me? why she go alone?
i walking on the street to that fucking hospital, little bit had a bad feeling , i dont know what it is. When i had arrive infront of the door hospital I saw a Green Butterfly has came out on some window in the second floor it which from the vip room. My heart was beating so fast, i dont want this happend. I came in and run fast as i could to my mother's room. And here iam in front of her door, i hear a baby's crying so loudly. 'that must be my fucking little sister' i smiled gently and open the door. Docter female look at me, with her guilty face. I raise up one of my eyebrow and look stright to her.
She get closer to me, her coat doctor was full with blood. Well, i know my mother was given a birth so...
"Yoichi kun...~" she say with an awfull voice
"whats wrong? my little sister has been born right?"
"ye.. yeah..."
"so where is she?"
"she in incubator but... i think you should go to your mother... she... really need you"
"?" i walk to my mother's bed "mom?"
her eyes still closed. I come back to see the doctor. She just look at me with.. i dont know her mind.
"Yo... kun..." my mother's voice ! i quickly grab her left hand.
"mom.. iam here dont worry, you'll be safe if i was around " grinning smile out of my face
"haha.. you sure does" she smiling weakly and look at me, but something different.
"where is your dad?" ask her
"he was on America, you know what that old man just do in there"
"yeah.. i know.. that shogi... " it's high and long breath before she continued to speak
"listen to me carefully.."
"okay" well that time i think she just want me to bring something for her
"i need you to protect your sister, never be a bad boy.. and..."
"?"
"dont even hate your father and everyone who loves you..."
"mom? why are you..." someone hold my shoulder, it was that female doctor "listen to her"
"and.. love them who give a love to you.." my mother slowly close her eyes, her beautifull green eyes just like me "i always... love you" there... she completly close her eyes
"mom.. thats !" *piiii... "what the?"
" *gasp* ooh noo !" that female doctor pull me out from the bed, i watch her sweaty.. i still dont know what to speak, i dont know what she meants, i dont know what the hell is going on in this fucking still try... but... it failed...
my mother... passed away...
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