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Okay! So a new thing I want to do is a Writing challenge I found. Also just to throw in something else I want you, the readers, to suggest songs or single words for me to write revolving around Sunny and Felicity! They can be long or short little drabbles. Anything. I would like to write more angsty stuff since that's my specialty but anything you guys have throw it at me. And just to let you guys know this drabble here is a future taste of how things will be between these two. Enjoy and let me know what you think!
Writing Prompts
"Never Be Like You"- Flume ft. kai
Water
Felicity hugged herself in the shower as she clenched her teeth. She would never let the cries escape her lips as she held them back with all her might. That was one thing she could control when it came to this. The one thing she could hold onto. Control over her emotions. But not this. Her anxiety and her mind were out of her control. They were a separate monster withing a cage she had to keep in check.
But sometimes they crawled from the cages they were kept in. How could she break down so easily? How could just a little thing set her off like this?
The straw that broke the camel's back was it?
She curled her hands into fists as she bit back the tears. Her anxiety crawled up from the ground and took her down so easily. It laughed and whispered into her ear beckoning her to give way and to trip up. Just. Once. That's all it took. She could have it all in the world but her anxiety would make the worst of it all.
Focus. The water.
The sensation of the rivers running over honey skin.
Focus on the warmth. Focus.
Another hiccup caused her to slap a hand over her mouth. Focus…
She ignored the sound of the bathroom door opening. She sucked in a deep breath and remained silent moving to act like she was washing herself when in fact she had been standing in the stream of the shower for more than ten minutes. The curtain opened and she couldn't meet the eyes of Sunstreaker's holoform. She couldn't bear to see his expression of seeing her in her most vulnerable state. Sound was loud. Touch was sensitive. Sight was blurry. Smell, sharp as ever. Taste...so very numb.
"Felicity." He said her name. Nothing was held in it but her overtaxed mind and body thought otherwise. Shame. Anger. No. Lies.
"Please...go away...just for now, please..."
She turned her back to him hugging her breasts closer to her chest. Water trickled over her open lips as she breathed a shaky exhale.
Sunstreaker did not do as he was asked. Instead he stepped into the shower with her, closing the curtain. Slowly he wrapped his arms around her from behind and held her close to his chest. She sucked in a deep breath as the water became cold from the new body next to her. It soon melted away to the normal heat.
"Sunstreaker..." She breathed. His body was rigid and strong. A hand found its way to her neck, caressing the tendons and muscles underneath. The holoform tilted her head back and he met her lips with his own. He drew her closer.
Water cascaded down his face, over eyelashes, and his handsome features. His hair became wet sticking to his bared shoulders, chest, and back as his shirt fizzled away.
She began to hyperventilate letting go of the control she had over her tears. She shook her head breaking the kiss that sent electric down her spine. "Stop. Not like this..."
His voice was gentle. A low rumble. "Yes. Like this. You can." He gave her permission to come undone. And undone she did. She clenched her teeth tightly as a keen escaped her lips. She wanted to bow forward and let out a long cry but she was held steadily by the mech.
"Never be afraid of showing me your undoing." He murmured. "I am here Felicity, like you were with me."
She sobbed for a long while and he held her. Held her as her body was wracked with tremors from her cries. The sounds that escaped her were ones she never knew she could make. Eventually the water turned cold as her sobs turned to tiny weak sounds. He solved this by turning the nozzle a little more. Steam cascaded up off their bodies as the water grew hot once again. He rocked her side to side holding her by her stomach gently keeping her head upright with a hand caressing her neck.
"Banish them, Felicity." He rumbled into her ear as if it would damn the monsters she held within their cages. Her thoughts destroying her very sanity. She held her head with trembling hands. "Be steady. I am here now."
A strong arm wrapped around her chest the other still around her stomach. She closed her eyes, shifting both her hands over his own. The water. Focus. The sensations of rivers running over honey skin. Sunstreaker.
The feeling of strength behind her. The sensation of her gladiator so close. So strong. So brave and beautiful. He would protect her even from herself.
"Sunstreaker." She breathed tilting her head back so it was resting on his shoulder. She felt weak. She felt tired. Exhausted from her very self. He trailed his nose across her bared neck. He closed his eyes.
"I am here."