It's My Fault
He would still be here if it was not for me. It's my fault no matter what others say his blood is on my hand. It's my fault he's gone, it's my fault he's DEAD.
It all happen so quickly I don't know if I sore things right. One second I was using my magic to protect everyone and the next someone else's magic was in front of mine but we both got hit hard, I fell uncontentious but he carried on fighting. When I woke up he was in hospital in a deep sleep, I went to see him every day hoping that he would be awake and smile at me just one more time. But 4 months later we heard new that he had died in the night everyone was upset but not as upset as I was. We had the funeral a couple of days later, I did not come he would not like me their why would he? The magic counsel came to pay there respects and other from different guilds but they all came up to me and said they were sorry. Sorry for what, they have not reason to be sorry?
After a year I still have not got used to not having him here but there is something that I have told anyone. I still see him! When I'm walking round on missions I see him looking at me right in the eyes but just as he appear he disappear. In my head I hear his voice and every time I close my eyes I see him even if it's just for a moment he is there.
But I know he is gone no matter how hard I wish he was here. So here I stand in front of his grave never forgetting what happened, never forgetting that it's my fault that Laxus Dreyar is dead. Fairy Tail will never be the same not without you here and I sorry. Laxus I'm so sorry. Will you ever forgive me? Maybe? We may meet again somewhere but until then I will have to live with your blood on my hands. So goodnight Laxus and I hope wee are still friends. But I can never forget, it's my fault, my fault that your died.