A/N: Okay, so I got this from a manga and this is a oneshot fic.
I hope you enjoy it. :)
I am also very sorry for not updating my fics, I dunno what to write anymore.
This is maybe a post Season 2 Episode 15 kind of thing when Blair realizes that she still loves him.
I am also sorry for inaccuracies, I just wanted to voice out my ideas in this kind of fashion.
Your chest hurts when you think about this person.
Blair Waldorf feels like she can't breathe. She looks at herself once more. She gulps and swallows hard. She shakes her head. She denies it. I cannot. I just can't!
If this person is happy, then you are also happy.
Blair Waldorf remembers his smiles. The smiles that was charming ever since, she has always been blind to see them.
When he smiles, you feel like crying.
But out of all the happiness, she tears up. It's just beautiful seeing him smile. She closes her eyes to not let her tears fall on her porcelain face.
You distinguish his voice better than other people's.
She was at school, hearing the chatter of her classmates, the ring tones and the noisy heels, but
"Blair," she's stopped in her tracks, the voice it was familiar.
I cannot stop now. He's hurt me too much.
But she was still denying it.
You think this person is respectable in many aspects.
He maybe a jerk, but she's something in him, something more than that.
She shakes her head once more in denial.
Lastly, you want to become this person's strength.
Through thick and thin I've been with him. He may have made stupid, wrong and inconceivable decisions, but I was there. I will be there, I wanna be, Always have always will.
I still love you Chuck, I really hope you do feel the same.