From the desk of Amelia Williams.
When you meet a man like the Doctor it's like a firework display. He's so bright and clever and amazing. Not that I told him that. I should have.
When you travel with him, he sort of...comes out. Like a flower blooming or to use my earlier excellent metaphor, a firework. He's so excited and brilliant and like a little kid. Back in the future (believe me that's as odd to write as you think) Rory used to say, during the year of the Slow Invasion, that we don't raise Melody (ish) but we raised the Doctor. That's true. But he's so old. Hundreds of years. I suppose if you're that old, there's nothing left but to act like a kid.
But then there were those moments. That hard to write...were, was, used to be. I still wake up thinking I'm in the TARDIS, expecting to here that idiotic din of the engines thrumming throughout the whole of the never ending blue box. In the first days aboard the TARDIS, I am got really properly lost. The Doctor found me though. Laughing his blinking chin off.
I don't know why I have to write this. Rory says it'll be good, closure, you know? So, this is me, wasting ink.
I wouldn't have changed it. My decision. After the angel zapped me, sort off, I found him in Central Park. Stupid Face was crying and then I cried. But it was ok. Because we were together, Rory and me, like it should be.
I will never forget the Doctor. I don't think it is possible. My Raggedy Man will always be with me…I just wish there was a way for me to tell him it was ok. That we found each other in the end. That we were happy.
I worry about him, a lot. I think that now we are gone, he won't be with anyone for a while. River will look after him but she's my daughter, so there will be times she won't be there. He'll be alone. And I have seen him after being alone and he should never be alone.
He once told me he was seared onto his hearts. I never tod him he was in mine though. For all his goofiness and childishness, he was my friend. My best friend.
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It only a short drabble I know but some comments would be nice and if you like my work and have any requests don't hesitate to ask. I'll also be posting this in my One Shots Through Time and Space Collection.
Heather x