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Chuck's Point Of View
I couldn't talk to anyone ever since my father died. I barley could even stay in a room with someone. My world is slowly crashing. Those people they call my family have done nothing. I've cried myself to sleep ever since he's died. Sure my father was always tough on me but he was the only one who got me. And that whore of a wife killed him. I lay on a bed in God knows where, drinking my life away. No one loved me, not even Blair. They just go on with their lives like the sons of bitches they are. Nothing means anything in my life now. I felt my phone in my pocket vibrate. Wow they remember me. I looked at the number and laughed in disgust. It was Lily, just the person I needed to talk to. I threw my phone across the room. I jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom..... I groaned as I threw up all that liquid. Washed my mouth and walked out of the room.
Blair's Point Of View
"I kept on calling Chuck's phone. He didn't answer my thirty phone calls" I said in a worried tone. Serena looked me straight in the eye and said " Blair everyone deals with death in their own way. He's probably fine." but her voice was unsure. Poor Chuck, I can't believe how he's taking this stuff. Chuck he may be chuckbastard sometimes but I still.. I still love him and care about him no matter what he says I will always love him. That's when I realized Serena was talking "He'll be fine" then she realized something and said " B I have to leave I need to do something if you need me just call" I nodded and walked back into my room. Laying on the soft silky sheets. I want to go looking for Chuck but I'm afraid he might send me away or shut me out. Ever since his father died, Chuck he's been different, physically and emotionally. Physically because he's been losing a lot of weight and when I look in his eyes I don't see the warmth in his eyes or the mischief look in his eyes like he always new something you didn't. But mostly I miss the desire he had in his eyes whenever he looked at me. They way he'd look at me.... I shivered in pleasure just thinking about it... I'm going to go find him even if it takes me the whole day. I will find him.