Disclaimer: Hikaru no Go isn't mine.
Inside and out.
By miyamoto yui
Prologue - Intense eyes.
"You baka~! If you stay out here, you'll catch a cold!"
Hikaru shouted at me as soon as he found me standing at one corner out of the apartment complex. I looked up at the dark, cloudy sky, which was pouring all over me. I began to sneeze, but he sighed and shrugged his shoulder as he came over to me with an umbrella.
"You don't have to walk out on me, you know," he told me, with a tinge of annoyance in his voice.
I popped another vein and refused to look at him or head towards that sanctuary of an umbrella. I stood there with my arms crossed.
I was going to stand my ground.
He sighed as he put a warm coat over me. It was his favorite black winter one.
"Hikaru..." I thought to myself, but I still refused to budge.
He was always dumb like that. And then, he'd do something to make me smile even more, so it negated his prior action. He seemed to balance his extreme nature that way.
I hated him and loved him for it.
"I understand about the meal not being as great as it could be..." I closed my eyes hard, trying my best for a good lie, er, EXPLANATION for why I didn't-
"It's a complicated thing to do, isn't it?" he said with a pout as he swung from side to side in front of me. He blinked his eyes at me.
He KNEW I hated it when he gave me puppy dog eyes~! He knew very well I went nuts whenever he acted oblivious.
I gave him another sighe with a shake of my head. I instantly blushed red all over again. "You say it so casually, it's scary, Hikaru."
I don't think he's ever heard the word tact.
As I was becoming calm once more, I took a step towards him.
Looking to one side, Hikaru then blushed a bit as he cleared his throat. "Maybe we shouldn't try that tonight."
Ever since he had taken me in the Yuugen, he never could seem to think of anything else except * ahem * that, Go, and myself in the list of things that ran through his head.
As we walked back to the apartment, he said, "So, you're not mad at me anymore?"
I didn't say anything as we went through the entrance and waited in front of the elevator. The elevator doors opened and closed.
Distracting myself, I looked at the ascending numbers. "I can't believe I always give in."
"You just don't get it, do you, Shindou?" I said to him as I pulled his sleeve with a smirk on my lips, leading him back to the apartment after the elevator opened before us.
His hopeful eyes looked at me and smiled because I only called him Shindou when I was serious.
Then, I whispered into his ear, "I give you an inch, you want a whole three-thousand kilometers."
He gave me a questioning look. I shook my head. "Don't think too much about it or else you'll hurt your head."
When I went to the bedroom to change my clothes, Hikaru pushed me onto the bed.
"My clothes are wet, Hikaru!"
"That's okay," he answered with a smile as he looked down at me.
I could never say 'no' to these eyes.
They're so intense I couldn't breathe.
He scolded me, "I can't believe you were protesting earlier."
"Well, I spoil you and then you take and take and take!" I said with an annoyed voice.
He started to protest, "There you go again getting mad at me-Mmm..."
I began to kiss him and pulled him towards me.
It's the only way to make you shut up, Shindou. That's why.
At that moment, he began to undress me and I couldn't escape any longer...
As the sweat poured to either side of my face and onto the sheets, I closed my eyes in pain. I couldn't shout out and all the more, he kissed me. I breathed into his ear as I held onto the headboard.
"Shindou..." I kept on saying into his ear tirelessly.
"I love the way you say my name."
I couldn't ever understand why he always felt insecure about that. Why did he always have that tone whenever he thought I wasn't paying attention to him?
I can't understand you, Hikaru.
I can't see through you, Shindou-san.
Never in a million years would I have imagined that after you beat me so many years ago, I would be here. Still wondering if I have all of you with me.
But when I looked at those bright eyes in front of me, I can't help but think what would life be without you.
To the world, we were rivals.
But when we were in front of each other, we couldn't figure out where we stood.
All we knew was that we couldn't live without one another.
And so, I let you take all that you can.
"Shindou…" I said again to his ear and I grabbed onto the board even more.
"Akira…don't ever go too far where I can't follow you."
I was shocked. He never said this before…
Before I could answer him, he kissed me and pressed even harder until I couldn't do anything but scream.
His desparate voice made things more painful.
Inside my head and outside of my heart.
Tsuzuku...
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author's notes: An intense Akira and Hikaru. That's how I've always seen them, and yet I hope to add more dimensions to their relationship with this short multi-chap. The other one will be more serious, so I need a breather 'til then.
Inside and out.
By miyamoto yui
Prologue - Intense eyes.
"You baka~! If you stay out here, you'll catch a cold!"
Hikaru shouted at me as soon as he found me standing at one corner out of the apartment complex. I looked up at the dark, cloudy sky, which was pouring all over me. I began to sneeze, but he sighed and shrugged his shoulder as he came over to me with an umbrella.
"You don't have to walk out on me, you know," he told me, with a tinge of annoyance in his voice.
I popped another vein and refused to look at him or head towards that sanctuary of an umbrella. I stood there with my arms crossed.
I was going to stand my ground.
He sighed as he put a warm coat over me. It was his favorite black winter one.
"Hikaru..." I thought to myself, but I still refused to budge.
He was always dumb like that. And then, he'd do something to make me smile even more, so it negated his prior action. He seemed to balance his extreme nature that way.
I hated him and loved him for it.
"I understand about the meal not being as great as it could be..." I closed my eyes hard, trying my best for a good lie, er, EXPLANATION for why I didn't-
"It's a complicated thing to do, isn't it?" he said with a pout as he swung from side to side in front of me. He blinked his eyes at me.
He KNEW I hated it when he gave me puppy dog eyes~! He knew very well I went nuts whenever he acted oblivious.
I gave him another sighe with a shake of my head. I instantly blushed red all over again. "You say it so casually, it's scary, Hikaru."
I don't think he's ever heard the word tact.
As I was becoming calm once more, I took a step towards him.
Looking to one side, Hikaru then blushed a bit as he cleared his throat. "Maybe we shouldn't try that tonight."
Ever since he had taken me in the Yuugen, he never could seem to think of anything else except * ahem * that, Go, and myself in the list of things that ran through his head.
As we walked back to the apartment, he said, "So, you're not mad at me anymore?"
I didn't say anything as we went through the entrance and waited in front of the elevator. The elevator doors opened and closed.
Distracting myself, I looked at the ascending numbers. "I can't believe I always give in."
"You just don't get it, do you, Shindou?" I said to him as I pulled his sleeve with a smirk on my lips, leading him back to the apartment after the elevator opened before us.
His hopeful eyes looked at me and smiled because I only called him Shindou when I was serious.
Then, I whispered into his ear, "I give you an inch, you want a whole three-thousand kilometers."
He gave me a questioning look. I shook my head. "Don't think too much about it or else you'll hurt your head."
When I went to the bedroom to change my clothes, Hikaru pushed me onto the bed.
"My clothes are wet, Hikaru!"
"That's okay," he answered with a smile as he looked down at me.
I could never say 'no' to these eyes.
They're so intense I couldn't breathe.
He scolded me, "I can't believe you were protesting earlier."
"Well, I spoil you and then you take and take and take!" I said with an annoyed voice.
He started to protest, "There you go again getting mad at me-Mmm..."
I began to kiss him and pulled him towards me.
It's the only way to make you shut up, Shindou. That's why.
At that moment, he began to undress me and I couldn't escape any longer...
As the sweat poured to either side of my face and onto the sheets, I closed my eyes in pain. I couldn't shout out and all the more, he kissed me. I breathed into his ear as I held onto the headboard.
"Shindou..." I kept on saying into his ear tirelessly.
"I love the way you say my name."
I couldn't ever understand why he always felt insecure about that. Why did he always have that tone whenever he thought I wasn't paying attention to him?
I can't understand you, Hikaru.
I can't see through you, Shindou-san.
Never in a million years would I have imagined that after you beat me so many years ago, I would be here. Still wondering if I have all of you with me.
But when I looked at those bright eyes in front of me, I can't help but think what would life be without you.
To the world, we were rivals.
But when we were in front of each other, we couldn't figure out where we stood.
All we knew was that we couldn't live without one another.
And so, I let you take all that you can.
"Shindou…" I said again to his ear and I grabbed onto the board even more.
"Akira…don't ever go too far where I can't follow you."
I was shocked. He never said this before…
Before I could answer him, he kissed me and pressed even harder until I couldn't do anything but scream.
His desparate voice made things more painful.
Inside my head and outside of my heart.
Tsuzuku...
--
author's notes: An intense Akira and Hikaru. That's how I've always seen them, and yet I hope to add more dimensions to their relationship with this short multi-chap. The other one will be more serious, so I need a breather 'til then.
