Let me tell you how you ended up, living this way
Ever now your mind has been falling to decay
You were in pain, too fucked up to speak a single word
From your head that wasn't empty, a façade of hurt
Then I found you, oh my gosh you looked so terribly
Rotting flesh inside your heart and feeling so filthy
Misery, falling after me, I was there first
You took my offer you were so happy I heard your heart burst
Then you were crashing in, foolishly helping me down to go
And the return now was much too low
Now, you don't see it but I've been watching you
When I see you fallin'
When I see you crawlin'
I can see this fear in you and you remind me
First it seemed that I would help you out
You were holding onto me in a busy crowed
Judging from the smile you gave every time we met
You had no idea what was lying right ahead
I never said you would be my company
I didn't tell you what to do and how to be
At first
Then you made me pick for you, when your heart was broken
You listend so viciously to what has been spoken
After I heard you calling my name in your sleep
I know my cuts were too deep
Now you don't hear it but I've been listening to you
When I hear you screaming
When I hear you dreaming
I can hear this sadness in you and you remind me
You've been dealing, with me
You've been feeling, for me
And I never showed you back how... less I cared
Anywhere that I will go, you will follow like my slave
Begging me to hold you close
Don't you know you're not more to me
You've been talking, to me
You've been loving, just me
And I never showed you back how... less I shared
Anywhere that you will go, I will stalk you like your nightmare
Telling you to be my prey
Don't you know you're not more to me
Let me tell you where it got to, living this way
Passing seems and you became more of a burden to me
You never realised that all the time, I had the gun in hand
And you have been begging me to shoot, just for this event
I will tell you what is going to happen next, carefully
Showing you what you never will be, listen to me
As you can expect I won't deal with you getting so wild
You've been holding on like a child
Not been able to think for herself anymore
What I see is you've been broken down now to the core
One cut will change everything you think
I can already see your ship sink
Now you don't contemplate but I've been thinking about it
When I think about you dying
When I think about you lying
I think about the suffering in you and you remind me
Second you got to me and I asked you what is going on
And you've responded with just a glare at me
"Oh you're so perfect you wouldn't even know
The struggle I had to suffer from just for a show
You were never my friend you say it, now it's already out"
No please, that isn't... I "Just shut your filthy mout"
Crap, she found out
(Gunshot)
Now I wont lie to you further, you've been just a tool to me
Caring and attention giving I never bother to be
I'll let you rot in the back of this cold, darkness filled alleyway
I finally tell you that I've never liked you anyway
Be carefull who you're dealing with, it could be a monster
Hovering in the back of your broken mind
Now you don't realise but Ive been noticing it
When I notice you choking
When I notice you hoping
I notice the hate in you and remind me
You've been dealing, with me
You've been feeling, for me
And I never showed you back how... less I cared
Anywhere that I will go, you will follow like my slave
Begging me to hold you close
Don't you know you're not more to me
You've been talking, to me
You've been loving, (oh you've just been caring about me)
And I never showed you back how... less I shared
Anywhere that you will go, I will stalk you like your nightmare
Telling you to be my prey
Don't you know you're not more to me
Deep, deep, in the back of a closet
The dead body of young girl was found
Beside her was letter and the frond said
To my best friend all around
I thought I've been changing you
To someone you don't want to be
In all the time I've lied to you
You sill somehow managed to love me